Best Day Of The Week!

I'm gonna do a quick post and i am off to sleep. Here goes, I swear today is my best day ever for this week! After craving for Sashimi for weeks now so finally went to have Sakae Sushi with Kira. Had a lot of Sashimi, for 26.90 that much sashimi is really worth it. During lunch we talked a lot about different things and i start to understand him more, i swear he's one cute guy. Then after lunch went to cineleisure to watch the Rise of the Guardians. This show is super awesomely cute! The next show i want to watch would be another cartoon movie. i forgot the name of it. In the movies, somehow I held his hands. I don't remember how, but we end up locking our hands together. It has been... 6 months or more since i held someone's hand in the movies. It add more meaning to the movie, somehow. Maybe thats what made today really the best day of the week! Hope to see him soon.

4th year Anniversary.

Hello hello everybody, As seen from the title of this post, this blog of mine is officially 4 year old. Back then in 2008 , 29 november, i can't believe that i actually started a blog and type out what i really felt although its really dumb back then. i was 12 so what do you expect from a 12 year old. The way i used to type is far different from how i type now. i used to typed like some weird shortcuts for example. juz , mi , euu . now that i see it, in my mind im cursing myself and laughing at how my grammar used to be like and the choice of words i used.Anyway, thank you readers for following me through this 4 years! i'll continue blogging! :D LOTS OF LOVE <3 br="br">

Can i love you?

All i can say was, im enchanted to meet you.. If not for me who started the chat at Jackd, we wouldn't be talking now and we weren't be meeting each other. I heard a lot about you from other people and my impression of you is really awful but like people say, "Don't judge unless you know the person , Personally." After meeting you 3 times, i start to feel that you're that bad like what they say. Now i choose to believe you instead of listening to what others say about you.. I had a really bad day today, starting from the morning. I swear i hate when someone calls me when im sleeping and start asking me questions like as if i am a criminal or something. Yeah, i mean it. it really happened to me this morning. i would normally wake up around  8 am to remove the charger of my phone and place the phone next to my pillow. The phone rang, i thought it was ThaiExpress called but guess who. Sky.. yep, surprising isn't it? I thought he was gonna ask me out or something but turns out that he asked me where was i doing last night and where were i and why did i ask Kira to lie to him that i wasn't at kira's house. in my mind i was like, dafug, you called me early in the morning to ask me such things and go and be really angry about it. I was looking forward to going over to Sky's house and stay over but now... Not anymore. I didn't wanna quarrel with him, not even a bit. I thought everything will turn back to normal once he cools down, and guess what? i cannot take it when people get so sensitive that they go Facebook, click on my profile. click on block and delete. If because of me lying to you that i wasn't at Kira's house cause you to go all the way to block and delete me then its on, A full range war. And For your information, i do not accept Friend Request two times from the same person, If you deleted me , UNLESS, you got a VALID reason you will forever be the stranger on Facebook. The later part was even more interesting, I admitted i was wrong to ask kira to lie to sky, yes i did. and i was really tired of all these drama for the whole day so i decided to ask for a break so i could rest and i sound mean when i said they he spoilt my day. I mean whose day won't be ruin when you wake up by a phone call that make you feel as if you're a criminal? Later part, he cooled down and realise its a small issue. God, i was with An Qi at Orchard and i literally burst out laughing. Small issue, really.. small issue will cause you to delete and block me on Facebook. how small. :) isn't it funny? Okay enough of that. I spent 80 dollars on An Qi. For some reason i decided to get her a 80 bucks eye shadow for Christmas, but it was well-spent because i know she's gonna use it ! can't wait for the 11th nov onwards. Currently i'm already starting to feel the urge to see you everyday, it feels really odd. Sagittarius and Aries. FIRE.


Please don't be in love with someone else..
Please don't have somebody waiting on you..

YOU screwed up.Not me.

Just came home from Kira's house. I spent... 8 hours with him at his house accompanying him while he does his report for his school work. I'm amazed at all those things he have to type and really think of. What made us think a lot is when it comes to the Stage's area,length and width. In between we did watch some videos but most of it was about Lady Gaga and Madonna. I guess staying too long with him will make me a Little monster and maybe a Madonna fan. Suppose to leave at 9pm because his mum is coming home but i dont know why i dont feel like leaving his place so i unknowingly stayed. His mum came home and hell i'm surprised how young his mum look, like 30? but she is actually over 40. When i met him, i was at the worst stage of my look, i swear because i went swimming  in the morning with Alvin. Anyway what really made me pissed off today was the manager from ThaiExpress. I mean seriously, who gives a schedule to a staff like.. 11am - not confirmed time. HELLO?! i am not your extra you know? You dont call me to go and i go and stuff. Please. You had your two new full-timer and when they are not willingly to work anymore you want me back? really? i gave you my schedule last week, you didnt even bother to tell me what time will i be working last week. This week you asked for my schedule and i did give it to you and look what shit i got from you again. Seriously. Its not that i wanna speak bad about you but seriously dont think that you're hell good with the Area Manager so you can do whatever you want. NO. i wanted to go to the outlet to tell you but really.. i find no point wasting my ezlink card.

Wishlist.

 A Special Post for the things in my WishList. 

There will be a update every month on my WishList.

So don't miss out!

Lets go...

1. A new bag, ( A big bag with a world map design, i found it.)
2. A new phone, (preferably a S3/Note2.)
3. An IPad, (price is a bit high but reasonable)
4. New clothes, (Gonna go shopping once i got my pay!)
5. New Shoes, ( I really need shoes)

Would you still love?

 Hello everybody, Today's Post title got nothing to do with what im posting today, so please bear with me. Just came back from Genting 2 days ago. Time really flies when you're having fun, spent 3 days in genting with my family and 2 important friend in my life. It was what i called the truly awesome trip. I felt as if there is no restriction, no limit to whatever there is. Playing the rides there was the best part even though most of the time was spent waiting and standing in the queue. It felt really awesome, screamed and shouted at the top of my voice. It was cold and chilly there and how i wish i stayed there forever but got to return to Singapore. I could really feel the pace different when im in Malaysia and when im back here in Singapore. Back in Malaysia, everyone do things slowly and really take their time to think and they hardly rush, their pace of life is a little slower. however back here in Singapore, everything is about time time and time. Rushing everywhere. Going on to the Train, buying a cup of water, looking for a seat. Everything is about time and rush. Today i spent my day doing completely nothing. Laying on my bed for the whole day using the computer. So i happened to hop to this Gmarket page selling this bag. I WAS AMAZED BY HOW BEAUTIFUL IT LOOKED. I am really tempted to get this bag. its so amazingly cool. Im still wondering when will my pay be in so i can get this bag! Any comments about this bag? Leave your comments or text me!

Happy sweet 16!

Hello Everybody, its 15/11/12. Its Azmirah's birthday! This blogpost is dedicated to you, Azmirah! You have finally turned 16. FINALLY. i hope you enjoy your birthday and hopefully my sister recover by sunday and we can go for our Genting trip on Monday! CHEERS! :D

Time like this.

Sometimes, trying too hard to force out a smile is really really difficult. My sister got admitted to KK Hospital today because she got some infection and was put on drip. Heart pain when i see her suffering, its just too much pain on one girl. Going over every night to stay there with her, really, at a time like this, i hope someone is really there for me. Someone.. i can hug and tell me everything will be alright. Sent my sister a Get Well Soon sms, even with her needles on her hands, she still replied. "Thank kor", Just this two simple words, it made me cried. I feel horrible, I would rather be in place of her suffering all these. seeing her suffer so much and i dont even know what to do. Hope that by taking photos of coco and sending her a get well soon message everyday will give her strength and power to really recover properly. After discharge, she's gonna go over to my aunt's house to stay. Suddenly, i think to myself. What really happen to my family. Why all these trouble. Everyone is just too busy for their own stuff and totally forget about others. Feeling so down. I dont open to everyone so please, if you're reading this and you tried to talk to me and i didnt really give you a good reply, please understand.

Life and death

Just had a long day out with AnQi, went to AFA at expo to look around. It's my first time going there and well ya know AFA = anime = Japan = Japanese style. So I decided to try on a shirt I got last year at Bangkok. Surprising I am able to wear that shirt. According to myself, I think I fare not too bad to be a Japanese student. Was super amazed by people with their swords while they exited the hall. I am super tempted to get one on my own. Thanks to the time we had over there I made up my mind to get one sword. Which is 10 bucks. Not too bad for a long sword. AnQi got hers at 30 bucks. Not too bad. Pretty too. Then after went to the airport to take 858 to Khatib to look for my mum and to attend to a funeral. Well, after attending that funeral. I realise how short life is. And how precious it is. It's between life and death. We only live once so why not do everything we can when we are still alive. Better than regretting once we are out of this world. I am thinking. Why is there such thing as death. Why can't human live forever? Food for thoughts.

Picture?

Hello everybody, once again. Didn't post for quite long but! I'm back... For now. With this comeback, I realise I haven't take photos for like weeks. I mean solo shots. So today, I manage to get a few of my solo shots, wearing my uniform. Well, I think it's rather okay. I totally need to get an iPod / phone with front camera. Now that I think about it. I rather get an iPod than and iPad. iPad cost me a bomb but its so beautiful! I can't decide but we shall see how it goes. Can't wait for genting trip next next week. Thinking about it just makes me excited. Very excited. I'm only able to work one day next week. Taking off for Monday because I got another interview at orchard Sephora. Tuesday. It's public holiday. Since there's no double pay or whatever not, I decide not to work on that day as well. Gonna go swimming with my family! A major YAY. Wednesday I'm totally free so I think I shall work from 11-6 avoid the night crowd. Thursday, AZMIRAH's BIRTHDAY. Wooohooo! ^^ need to go to her house to celebrate with her family along with HuiYun. Then on Friday, there's KPOP DANCE OFF! So I decided. Once again not to work. :) Saturday and Sunday, I got nothing on but I don't feel like working either. XD I just plan my whole week here. Interesting isn't it. Here's the photo!

Trouble at work.

I'm having trouble at work. I dislike my manager. Yes, I mean really dislike. Reason? Here's two of the reasons. Or maybe there's more. 1) I asked about HuiYun giving her the timing for the week an if her pay will still be in if she stop working. She gave me some attitude which is totally not needed. 2) I gave her my timing to work, 8-10 hours per day, I really need money. She reduce it to 5 hours or even 6 hours. I mean, come on?! Seriously? I'm willing to work more for the sake of earning more. Argh. And, I hate working with People who can't speak English. I feel that there will be some kind of barrel between us, it's super hard to communicate. I mean it. Super hard. I didn't have the mood to talk to her today. I gave her attitude. I. Don't. Give. A. Shit. Whether. You're. The. Manager. Or. Not. You. Want. Respect? Earn. It. I don't give respect to people like I'm giving out sweets. If you think you deserve my respect then jolly well prove it. Don't come and act tough and think that I'll respect you for that, NOFUCKINGWAY. I repeat. NoFuckingWay. If you think I'm happy working there, think again. I'm going to find a better job and leave for good. What's more the food ain't as nice, 12 dollars per hour for public holiday? What a lie. You mean 12/2? -_-

Tired!

I'm finally home after a Long day. I really mean LONG day. It's probably the day that I would never forget. I guess I really did lose some weight after today. Well, hopefully I did uh. Went swimming in the morning with Azmirah huiyun and my sister at jurong west. The jurong east's wave pool isn't ready yet, I guess so we went to jurong west. I really got darker after that swim. I was just sitting at the Jacuzzi facing the sun and... Sleeping. Yes, I was sleeping. Didn't really slept last night because we were at Azmirah house. Even Azmirah is sleeping in the jacuzzi. We are. INSANE. But it's awesome sleeping in the water. Makes your body feel calm and relaxed. Was thinking a lot in the water while sleeping. Let me repeat, WHILE SLEEPING. Yes, I got no idea how I did it. I was thinking of Leonard, hoping that he is alright. He's having bad headache Everynight. Really wish to meet him soon so I can give him a real long and tight hug. But it's gonna be a few months later. Left the pool around 3.30 and headed to scape. My phone was dead the whole day, but I manage to receive a few smses. One from Guohao saying he's not coming for dance off because of his school, ohwell, didn't really matter to me after all he's there mainly to see Edwin and Edwin's bf. so I didn't bothe much. I'm so glad that I did not bad for dance off today. I heed my mum's advice of not be like soulless while dancing. I tried my best, I hope after I watch the videos I can improve more. FIGHTING EVERYBODEHHHH!