Cell-less

Haven't been posting for the past few days because things are getting more and more intense in school and more projects, work and exams coming up. Trying to cope with school work as well as work. Yes, i got a job at Pepper Lunch Express. I am currently training at Bishan Junction 8 Pepper Lunch so if you happen to crave for Pepper Lunch Express Come and find me, But i will be there only for 10 days since Admiralty's Pepper Lunch Express opening soon, i will be moving over. I don't really like working at Bishan probably because i dont like working with people who are already working there, i feel so awkward. Okay enough of work, lets move on to School. So Today had to go to school for F1 training. Everything was okay and quite boring but my group is really really funny. Laughing like mad, but the day ended early. However, in the mist of everything. I just so happened to have this ridiculously immature dude in my class throwing paper plane and hit xin ni. Idah got so flare up that she scolded him. You readers, will NEVER EVER EVER guess what came out of his mouth. i swear. I was caught off guard and was stun for a moment when he said that. He said, " Report police ah" To which he replied to idah's request for him to pick up the paper. YOU KIDDING ME BRO? YOU KIDDING ME? POLICE , PICK UP PAPER. POLICE. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. What the fuck, HAHAHA. I was caught in between Laughing about it or Laughing my ass off about it. But i didn't laugh since he hit XinNi and he didn't apologize. If i remember clearly, From what i heard, because i accidentally hit Hilman's phone and drop it and did not apologize, He "target" me. So he offended so many of my friends and did not apologize so should i "target" him too? I mean like bitch please, IF you dont want to get offended then dont do anything that offend other people. Use your damnfucking brains. Even caused Angelina to be late for the Interview on Monday. Its obviously not your results so you give no damn shit about it. What if its you. i go walk around and sit and eat and after 10 mins i realise i have to go and call you up. How would you feel? If Apologizing is so hard, i seriously ponder what is easy. At least, apologize. But nope, you think ya'll cool not apologizing, Dude you are so wrong. I am so sure, many people are hoping you get over and done with your O levels and leave. Nobody wants to see your face in class and your attitude. Seriously, put yourself into other's shoe.  You know, i am not even afraid to say this at all cause i know clearly, you're at fault and you did not apologize. 

Wide. Awake.

Firstly, Grab this photo from YouthOutHere (YOH) from their Facebook Page, Credits to them. So you probably be asking me, what are you holding that black card there for and why did you write that. Basically, This black card is a "Brick" on that wall behind me, it is suppose to let us(people) to actually write down our fear, what we are afraid of and so on, So on my card, i wrote. Afraid of not being accepted by everyone and Contained Space. Again, what is contained space. It would be, the lift? cubical? It should be Confined space but i just like it being called as contained space because i felt being contained, This is what you call... Claustrophobia.. It's damn scary but yeah, trying to overcome it. :) NEXT, I applied a few jobs from JEM's website,Readers, you can visit their website for more information, I applied for 5 jobs, GongCha, Bosinni, Crocs, Kinokuniya, Cathay.. So far, only Bosinni and Crocs replied. Went for the interview at Crocs today, I would say, i really really hate talking to HR people. They always come out with annoying faces and questions. Like bitch please, You dont interview me and judge what i say at the same time. That's just plain bitchy. So again, this afternoon, This guy called Jimmy interviewed me, He saw my previous job, Like ThaiExpress and Pizzahut and he asked why did i leave ThaiExpress after working for a month. I told him, "Manager gave me schedule, for example, start at 11am, end at unknown time." I mean like seriously right, who on the right state of mind will work for a schedule like this. Unknown Time, you kidding with me right. So yeah, i left because of that manager. Pizzahut, i left because of manager as well. That Anthony has been picking on me since the day he came. -.- Seriously. But glad i left. Now thinking about working at Crocs, i feel kind of regret yet excited, i mean like im trying something new, Never work in retail line before so its something new, Next, regret the point that i have to work 22 hours per week, at least. I mean if i really work 22 hours per week then i feel as if i got no life but no choice uh. i think i really have to give up on my weekends. Major sigh. Plus this term in school is going to be very busy with all the projects coming up, presentation together with F1 Core Team, Woah, I really hope i can cope with all these at one go. I wish myself good luck. Phew.