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Wednesday, April 30, 2014

Point

Hey guys. Just updating my blog while I am here at waterfront facing him and the trees and the water infront of us. Many things have been happening concurrently and it's causing me I slowly lose my mind. I am serious when it comes to me losing my mind. I am starting to have memory loss. There are things that I cannot remember even though it only happened a few days back. I guess I need help. And yes. Sitting down here being quiet is really not my style. But, why bother when you meet someone, the moment they see you. Their face changed immediately. It's as if they don't want to see you at all. It makes me feel damn upset. Very upset. What's more. While waiting for the bus. With the earpiece still on listening to songs and caught someone deleting all your photos away. Mmmm yes I guess I know. I was never meant to be for someone. It's never easy. When you think about it. It's not easy. I don't like how things are now. And I don't wish that this will continue. But whatever it is., just let time tell. I'm sick and tired of this shit. I had enough and I am done. 

Saturday, April 12, 2014

Distance

Hey Guys! Haven't been posting for the past few days but i am back to post a short post! Hmmm, Haven't been texting a lot with people recently cause i'm getting a little too busy with some stuff like, my volunteer work at Electric Run Singapore 2 days back and last night i went to run for it too thus, i haven't been on my phone for quite a long period of time. Maybe that's the reason why, people distance themselves away thinking i am busy. Maybe that could be a reason, i am not sure. I've deleted my JackD app for a few weeks and i downloaded it back 2 days back to see those around me. I've that app in my phone for a few years already and i deleted it because of a certain someone and because i am curious to see who's around me so i downloaded it back. (We) deleted the app together but guess what, i went to the app today and i found out that (You) downloaded it back. Yeah, then you go on twitter and tweet about some emo stuff saying that i'm lying and you should not do anything for anyone. Yeps, now i realise too. Just because i am busy with my stuff, texting you lesser. It gives you the feeling to download the app back. So if i didn't have the app back, i wouldn't know that you downloaded the app back. So, if you want to talk about why i downloaded the app back, think about yourself, why did you download it back too. It's not all about my fault, there's some fault that you have to bear too. If it's because we haven't meet for the past week and all these shit are happening then nope, You are not the one. Just imagine in future, when school work gets busier and i will have to end up spending more time on my studies, what will happen? I don't want stuff to become ugly, and i don't wish it will become ugly. I cherish your existence in my life but somehow because of little stuff, you would like to make everything seem like it's the end of the world, then go ahead and be my guest. I don't know how to put things through but i just want you to know all these. The End.

Saturday, April 5, 2014

A Wonderful Day

Hey Guys! Today's post is just about today's trip to Sentosa with Chris. Ching! We took the cable car from Mount Faber in, the climb up to Mount Faber is really horrible! Okay, maybe just me but yes, it's horrible. I was panting like a dog and when getting the ticket for the cable car, i was all wet from my sweat! However the view inside the cable car is really great, so no regrets for climbing all the way up! The photo up there is me and him in the Cable Car and this below is the view from the cable car.
We went to Siloso Beach but on our way there, we stopped and get ourselves some AirBrush Tattoo. Which is really beautiful, i love it a lot! I might consider getting one on myself in future, maybe somewhere that can be hidden? Siloso Beach was very crowded, FULL of people. So we decided to make our way to Tanjong Beach which is a lot more quieter. Took a few selfie, like this!
And that's my tattoo over there! Really enjoyed myself today, maybe because it's 2 days till the holidays end so it's best to enjoy myself till the max! Tomorrow going down to Javius house to be his "Model" for some stuff which i am not really looking forward to. :/ but as a friend, i shall try! With all these content for y'all, i am gonna go to bed now! Good Night Earthlings. <3 br="">

Friday, April 4, 2014

Island Getaway

Hey guys! Been posting quite often nowadays mainly because my school is reopening in a few days time and i certainly don't want to let my blog die off that quickly, yet. So to let y'all keep coming back for more in future! I just watched a video from ClickNetwork.Tv about an Island Getaway with AirAsia! Here's the link for y'all. (Island Getaway) ! Go watch it, not now but after finish reading my blog post maybe? I am so so so envy that they went to such a beautiful island, it's just so wonderful and beautiful. I want to go there too, badly actually. I really need a getaway from Singapore and the stress here. However, talking about stress , i found out my results this morning! I was so nervous as the site processes my results, very nervous actually. I waited for 10 minutes for it to even process and come out with my results, no doubt i am very satisfied with my results. I got 3.353 for the previous Semester which is a GREAT improvement from my first semester which was 2.672, a break through and off away from the 2 pointer range! I guess all that studying for my MICE module is all worth it, i got a distinction for it! I mean, YAY !!! Now, what's worrying me more is the next semester coming up. 3 Core Modules. THREE, I can't imagine the stress i have to go through once again and all the projects that are crazily weighted. Man, I hope i will do fine for the upcoming semester! With all these , i shall conclude my post with a summary of what i did today! Let's see, I met Chris. Ching this morning and spent the afternoon together till late afternoon before making my way down to Somerset to meet Chris. Thian to collect our Electric Run Race Pack.  Can't wait for next weekend's run! With all these, i shall say Bye Bye!

Thursday, April 3, 2014

Bake!

Hey guys, what's up? Just gonna be a quick update for now cause i am going to bed early tonight! Yep, I've been sleeping quite late recently. Which is B.A.D. , i know right. I started to grow so many pimples on my face. so horrible, i can't even bear to look at myself in the mirror. Those pimples, needs to go. Really, no joke. So i have come up with a decision to sleep early! Hopefully those pimples will fall apart and never come back again. Later on, heading to *Scape with Chris. Thian to collect our race pack for Electric Run! Can't wait to see what's inside, plus it's my first marathon! Good luck to me for completing the 5 km run! Just now, went to the gym with him too, didn't feel so good while doing my sit ups. Probably because i didn't have enough sleep last night or slept too late? May be one of the reason, but i go to bed early tonight to see if i can wake up early enough to head to the gym to do some work-out. I am super satisfied about my progress of finishing that 20mins track-mill, ran 2.6km. I know it's not much to some of you but its pretty good to me, judging from the fact i didn't go for any runs or anything for quite some time, so yep! I hope overtime, i'll improve and run faster and longer. Alright! That's all for now! I'm heading to bed! Have a Good Night everybody! <3 br="">

Wednesday, April 2, 2014

Hero

Hey guys! This is gonna be a short and quick one because i need to go to bed soon, probably heading to gym later on in the late morning.Once this week ends, i need to get the gym routine schedule going so that effects can be seen. Don't want to waste Chris.Thian's money! Plus my school is going to reopen next week, can't wait actually. To get it over and done with. Hmmm, Yep, the picture is me and Chris. Ching. We went out on his birthday to celebrate,hmmmm, i hope he enjoy his day with me even though it was quite badly planned but should be quite enjoyable? i guess. oh and yes, my results coming out this Friday, omg, i am so scared... If i get above 3.2 GPA, i will be so damn happy. I shall not expect a lot from myself cause that's what i did previously and i only got like what, 2.765? So pathetic. -_- So let's not pin your hopes on me high up in the sky! I am not there yet. This coming sem, i will chiong extra hard and see if i can do better. Recently, problems have been going down quite a lot! Which is wonderfully great! i have to thank Chris. Thian for giving me space and understanding me. Thanks a lot ! Lots of tight hugs for you. <3 -finger="" a="" about="" actual="" actually="" all.="" already="" am="" and="" answer="" as="" b="" bed="" br="" but="" came="" can="" cause="" cca.="" cca="" continue="" continuing="" cross-="" decision="" don="" entertain="" excuse.="" excuses="" fact="" feel="" for="" fuck="" get="" giving="" going="" good="" got="" gym="" have="" heading="" hopefully="" i="" interest="" is="" it="" lame="" like="" lovely="" me="" mean="" might="" more="" mr.="" my="" night="" no="" not.="" not="" now="" of="" one="" or="" people="" plus="" point="" quit="" quitting="" re="" reader="" really="" role="" s="" say....="" say="" so="" some="" something="" still="" study.="" stuff="" t="" talked="" tell="" that="" the="" there.="" there="" this="" thought="" till="" time="" tired="" to="" tomorrow="" vp="" well="" what="" when="" whole.="" work="" y="" yeah="" yep="" you="">