WELCOME TO MY CRAP AND RUBBISH>.<

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Coco.



Knowing that i miss you so much yet you're no longer here.Tears start to flow like tap that keep flowing. ♥

Hola people. just got home from Auntie's house. i went there to do maths. Seriously. Mr lee is such a mad guy. @.@ will talk bout it soon. heh. Morning wake up blur blur de. mouth super dry and i rmb i lie on coco's body while i sleep. idk how she got under me. she was lying at my pillow and tada she is under me. somehow i didnt put all my weight on her. i feel very light when i wake up.Went to school after meeting Yimin. She aint meeting me tmr. Silent reading i read this very interesting article. A Newborn baby was found in the soil by a uncle. Awesome sia. If i were to find that newborn baby,i seriously become father le. HAHAHA ^^ but oh well. Its very far away. so yeah. HAH. Chem was damn sian. i wasnt listening to what teacher talking. PE is worst. Mr lee fuckening mad. punish us for some people who didnt hand in the maths test. and made Joy cried. __ i hate the term one for all,all for one. i hate it. Me and Atikah was talking bout it. And yes. i rmb after silent we were suppose to go up to class. Vanni ask me help her take newspaper then i dont want cos i am not in the mood. then she shout-.- please lo. People dont want take then ask other people take la. i not in mood still want piss me off. you not in mood i try to piss you off see you happy or not. == Recess went to play Captain ball. awesomely fun. but i see MrLee face,i went like. -.- Maths was okayokay except for the fact that it is very hot at first. MT was fun. 2 period pass like bullet train. ^^ Phy was just eating pokey and release. i fuckenly forgot to bring my PE shirt back home. its in class. GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD. D:<

I sms melson ask him if its in the class. his reply was. ya. ya. end. whatever uh. Went back home. i was my Charger. COCO FUCKING BITE IT TILL CANNOT CHARGE PHONE. thank god i got 1 more. she bite 2 le. __ i was so lost. dont know what to do. just feel like sitting one side and cry. Argh. Amos keep asking me to chill. now i dont let her come to my bed. weeeeeeeeeeeee. wokay. tired le. tmr got 2.4 run. need to sleep now! Nights everybody. ♥

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

dark circles.

I drew a circle around myself and stay inside it till the world ends. ☼

VERY TIRED NOW! just finish homework. Maths so many question. will die sia. Chinese do the photo thingy. FML. But thank god i not in 3-1 if not i 24 hours will be studying. their maths is like mad. a lot to do. >< HEH. lucky me ^^ I bet this month's sms will be less than 1k. cause i have stop smsing that much. i have no idea why. suddenly nobody sms me. so yeah. This morning i had the shock of my life. My phone respring for 2 hours plus. Thank god Ben told me how to fix. if not it will be the repringing mode for the whole day. Thanks Ben ♥ Geo is dafuck. idk the test thingy is what. will die. MYE coming. my subject all CMI. POA mr xie wasnt here. his work idk how to do. Maths. i know some i dont know some. ask teacher to teach me. i feel super unready for the exam. i need to start revising. 2 more weeks to exam. gosh. >< After school was suppose to meet kirsten but i was tired. so i went home and she went home too.i was at woodlands mart but she is still in the train. so yeah. meeting her either tmr or fri. Terry spent 600$ yesterday. dafuck. a rich man kid for sure. i rather he give me that 600$ i go buy a second hand DSLR. My hair feels so soft now. -give super happy face- HEH till here,bye!

Ifallthemalayboysinmyclassaregone,thatwillbeawesome.

Monday, April 18, 2011

Handsome/beautiful.

Beautiful or Handsome or ugly. It's not up for yourself to choose. It's for others to choose.Believe that you're always the best. ☺ Hello everybody! :D So tired ah today. :( Morning mum drive me to school. so shiok. then in hall. i was sleeping. so tired that i can sit and sleep! awesome me ♥ SS was okay. :D finally i think SS one part of the question is easy :D -happyface- Maths. nearly got caught for eating when MissTeo came in. i was hungry ah. so i pop one tibit fishball which i got from Atikah into my awesome mouth then miss teo saw. >< but never get caught. Recess go for SnW. play Captain ball. awesome ah. i love captain ball! ♥ Chem is omg. the test. idk how to do. @.@ Phy worst. i never understand phy. NEVER. English was worst. write compo. sian till i want die. MT pass quite fast. All i did for duty is to push in the chairs and left. i lazy see that fuckface. he comment on my handwriting during SS. act as if you write very nice like that. GND.after school.Ben was with the NT group of girls. they piss him off. on the overhead bridge,i shout at ben for being a pangseh kia still want say other people pangseh. STFU bitch. anyway, tango is weird. anyway. im out!

Sunday, April 17, 2011

New photos ♥


I Dont give a damn to what you think cos this is my life. My way,my war.

unsafe.


▼Don't ask me where everything started.It just came to me like a rocket.That made me a rocketeer. ▲

Hello! posting for the second time today. Getting very bored,so. yeah. Gonna do maths later on cos i didnt do it in the afternoon. i was using the comp doing nothing for the whole afternoon. i know i am wasting my time. but oh well. what can i do. Making nugget for dinner today. :D and this fucking blogging dont let me upload photo. suck my dick la @.@ i want upload photo! argh. lets try again. ! YAY its up. Okay this photo quite ugly. dont blame me please. :P blame my fucking ugly face. Yet people still can tick the "handsome" or rate me "A" on facebook. hah. im ugly. kay dinner!♥

Saturday, April 16, 2011

Jogging with coco.

Mr Taxi taxi taxi taxi ♫ Addiction to Mr Taxi. ♥ just came back from Jogging with mum and two sister. and coco. coco go jog is like go bath instead,she is wet like some mad dog. i told mum that after we go Thailand this year end, next year de March holiday go Taiwan. YAY. i told her to save money. HEHE. Currently,my phone and msn is very quiet,no one sms me or talk to me. But! i need to do maths homework later at 2. So lazy ah. but no choice. MYE in 3 weeks time. GOD! SS how?! POA how?! PHY die la! OH GODDDDDDD. I guess i need to start revising. The problem is i am a blind deer to how to revise,trust me. even for PSLE. i just stay in room and do homework. Thats all. oh well. i wanna go bath soon. i smell like shyt. Okay. thats about it i guess. ♂

Single but unavailable.

Happy to say,I am finally Single but Unavailable. :D Hello everybody, Sorry if this post the colour is kinda mix up cos something is up with the Blogger thingy. so fuck. kay anyway. just got home from Malaysia. Had dinner there. Japanese Food. <3 awesome. the curry is awesome to the max. Kinda tired now. Kirsten said i am not as chatty as i used to be. Oh well. people change. im changing for the better,i guess. by keeping my damn mouth close. i only talk when there is a need to. Not chatting with anyone now. not even Amos. yup. not even him. Sister is back home. infront of me now. she isnt doing her homework for tuition which is due tmr.I rmb i used to be like her. HAHA. dont feel like doing homework everytime. when asked to do homework. all i did was to cry. but oh well. what to do. PSLE is coming. she need to buck up.she can enjoy all she want after the PSLE and get into a good secondary school like mine. YAY. happy. mum want her to come to my school. cos got such a awesome senior in the school,-point to myself- HEHEH. im gonna apply for OGL once again this year. im gonna cut my hair and so on. not gonna be a bitch. like last year.D: once again. im happy to be single but unavailable. me and erhem is supposely to be "Reserved" for each other. if thats the way erhem want to pharse it. HAH. -gives happy face- and trust me, Tango is being a bitch. so,oh well.I am not entertaining the person who kept calling me on tango just to see something interesting. kay till here. im out! chaos.

Friday, April 15, 2011

Tired legs.

If you want to say "Sorry", please mean it.Don't just say sorry for the sake of saying it.
So tired! Just reach home from a LONGLONGLONG walk with Kirsten. Both of us are just plain awesome.3 days in a row. Yesterday night fall asleep after i do my maths. God. i am that tired.trust me. i got one Tango video call from idk who,a few Facebook noti and 2 smses. Currently Skyping with Amos. He is talking to his dad on phone now. HAHAHA. Okay back to topic,Kirsten and me meet at 3. supposely it should be 2 pm cos i havent had lunch so..yeah. my Lunch is awesome. Not gonna tell what i had. :P cos its too awesome. Met her and go on train. Saw Fatin in the train so walked over and said hi, Fatin went like. "your gf ah?" Kirsten said."Yah.and etcetc." i gave that WTF? faceFatin stop at Novena while me and Kirsten go to Bugis. Firstly,DDR. AWESOME. i sweat like a maddog.then went to Bugis street. On the way down i saw Taiwan milktea! god. but the queue is very longgggggggg. so didn't buy. so went to bugis street,Kirsten drop her contact lens! she is half blind from then onwards. So yeah. she is most of the time blind. After that we walk to Marina. spend the rest of the day there walking around,taking photos. after a while. i went to take out my contacts cos my eye getting tired. gonna wait for her to upload the photos. im gonna start grabbing them. Muawhaha. went to take 79 to vivo to take train back home. god. im tired. two days in a row walk like tourist. -give awesome face- hah. Got to run.buhbye. If Nobody is perfect, my name is Nobody.

Thursday, April 14, 2011

Bestie {?}




Bestie, you call me your bestie when you can stand right in front of me talking bout me.You have made yourself proud as a bestie. You know the meaning of bestie? Bestie,Someone who protects you no matter what,giving you suggestion,telling you whats right from wrong. Not someone who hurt you,spoil your imagine in other people's eye. If you count yourself as a bestie,sorry. you're wrong.

OHMY. its thursday. Time flies. Amos went to bed le cos he waking up early tmr. im very tired. but got maths homework to do. FML. im staying up late tonight to do,i guess.I wrote a 3 page long de compo with Atikah. About erhem. Ahsome. MT is really epic. even MissSoo know Ben like XT. MUAWHAHA. 不打自招。After Chem. Rain like mad. Cos of Atikah la! Keep singing. Haha. NaNa say my weather forecast very good. Next time she want the weather forecast. she can find me,AndersonParker. i walked in the rain with Arico to CWP to find Kirsten. She was eating mac with two Jr. sitting next to us. Sec2 de. after that i see Ben with LILI and XT walk pass so i and kirsten followed. GOD KNOWS! the sec2 girls stalk us. tmd. im gonna hunt you two down tmr. want play stalking? Fine. i will play with you. i will find you tmr and ask what exactly do you want. okay. suck on this __ bitches. walk around CWP then go Timezone take Neoprint.Ahsome sia! then walk around. Kirsten went to pirece her ear. im jealous cos i cant have one. FML. Kimberly avoiding us.idk why but idc. so we went to waterfront. spent the rest of the day there. Ahsome. Trust me. Kirsten is ahsome. from 6 plus to 7.30 we are at the jetty siting there chatting. then after we lie on the floor suddenly i start dancing hoot. so kirsten asked me to dance hoot. so i stand and hoot. AND SO! she took the video of me dancing. GREAT. thanks a lot! >< 7.30,we walk back home. i bring her to woodlands mart then i went home. didnt dare to take the lift cos Atikah told me something so scary. i want do maths. but idk how! ARGH. wokaybye. tmr POA.

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Happiness.

What do you call happiness?A hug?Kiss?Having a partner?Happiness is Family. Okay,everyday gonna post a photo and a reflection.i guess. Heh. Okay. just came back from meeting Kirsten and Kimberly. Haven't met Kirsten for ages. Still as awesome. She say im quiet. awman. am i? just feel so out of things to say. Quite tired now. my eyes very tired. Today PE run 2.4 then SnW then badminton. man. im sweat like maddog like that. :P i and Atikah very ahsome today. she change her name to Mummylia heartson and i change mine to Anderson Parker. So cute ah us. During SnW we same group. ahsome. :P MrLee also got watch "TheNoose" he know what i and Atikah talking about.MT pass very fast. me and Peggy laugh like some idiot.She keep talk about ben and some random topic. Phy. very slacky ah. Badminton. 2 lose 1 win. 2 lose against schoolteam. Dafuck. my shoe. nearly fall. the last match win. 15:3 cos i dont like that indian. TMD sec1 want step big. suck my dick la.bitch. i make you lose till die die ah. Tmr got photo taking. gonna spend lots of time to make my hair tmr. and make nugget go school eat. Happy. Maths to be handed in on Friday. i so kanchiong go do. in the end i cannot find the questions. then i never do. TEEHEE. okay stop here. Meeting Kirsten tmr again. Gonna bring Home clothes so can go take neoprint. :D hehe.

More than i could say.


Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Just another lie to be told.

Say you love me say you love me then put it in a love song. Say you need me say you need me then write it in a letter form. Say you want me say you want me then text me on my cellphone. Time to talk about school today.TOTAL SUCKISH. no idea why.Trying to put up a smile but sometimes its better to paste your ":(" Right on your forehead.Dont have to fake a smile.CCE is so fuck. everybody sit on the floor. then Geo was okay. Text Amos in the lesson. Amos ah. YOU BETTER NOT SMOKE. I WILL SMACK YOUR BUTT OUT OF YOUR BODY. heh. Chem was also fuck. I have no idea what the teacher is teaching.Recess! Awesome la. Eliyana and Salina offered me Bread! i love you guys la! <3 i miss 2-2. awesome people. Unlike now. You gonna face with some people whom you dislike for 1 and a half years. FML. Come to think of it. Me and Vanni have been in the same class for 3 years! AWESOMEUS. :D POA was not bad. a bit confused here and there. Laughed at Mr.Xie's runofftone voice. and tried cutting myself on my wrist but my skin too thick cannot cut uh. dk why. but got a small scar. Shall take a photo of it later.MATHS WAS FUCKFUCKFUCK. idontknow la. i just dont like the way Mr Lee Teacher. ARGH. i cannot learn! I want Miss Lim! Now learn the properties of circles. So ohmygod. very confusing. I just want to leave Riverside ASAP la. thefuck. so many fuckpeople with fuckface with fuckattitude. the days feels like years when you're gone.

Smoking.

Its red. its clear. no smoking.Just dont understand why people must smoke. social smoker too. Its not good ATALL. your breath will smell like rubbish bin,very gross. dont let these bad thing harm you! What's good about smoking? Someone tell me? on the percentage of 100, 100% is not good. its totally not cool. totally shytty. just so fuck. Live healthy. Stay away from these. Dont make yourself go thru all these pain. Dont worth it. Thats for me about smoking.

Monday, April 11, 2011

some much

不同的鞋子。代表了不同的人。想了很久,觉得很不习惯,还是需要有个伴。要的不是一个可以这里说“我爱你。”那里做另外一件事。 Tired of being alone. need someone to accompany. not used to being alone. after months of being alone,time to get back to life. Getting back a life. hoping to make someone mine. make someone happy. if that the person is -insertname- how awesome is it? not someone who can cut off a topic by a reply like (LOL) 我爱你哦!

Tired!


Hello everybody.

Back here posting again.

it has been so long since im back here.

homework getting higher and higher.

Friendship problem. so far by 1 case.

so fucking piss off.

There's a lot to do but the time is not enough for everything.

24 hrs.

12 hrs of sleep.

the other 12 hrs,

8hrs schooling.

4 hrs.

2 hrs family/relax.

2 hrs homework.

oh.

actually its enough.

HEHE.

okay.

gonna go jogging and doing work out soon.

Oh yes.

to that dogface.

You.

suck.

:D

you want to say things about me. SAY IT RIGHT INFRONT OF MY FACE.

DONT BE A BITCHFACE.

When people talk about you.

all you give is that fuckface.

OH LOOK AT ME,LOOK AT ME.

I AM GIVING MY FUCKFACE!

Please lo. Get a life.

Jealous of me?

im close to PohYee so what?

Jealous?

please la.

people dont want you le.

with your "handsome" face which i want to smack real hard.

i really wonder who so suay.

Sadly.

you know, i got more longer replies.

5 word replies.

PATHETIC LOSER.

lick my ass la bitch.

want call people pathetic.

why dont you look yourself into the mirror,see who's worst.

pui.

you run like a gay.

You're like a gay. serious.

that time in Taiwan.

Ben want talk to RX.

then you dont let.

PLEASE lo gay.

RX not gay. dont make him gay.

you know?

say what treat him like a brother.

LIKE A STEAD MORE LIKE IT.

Hah.bitch.

KAYTHANKSBYE.

LOSER!