Cell-less

Haven't been posting for the past few days because things are getting more and more intense in school and more projects, work and exams coming up. Trying to cope with school work as well as work. Yes, i got a job at Pepper Lunch Express. I am currently training at Bishan Junction 8 Pepper Lunch so if you happen to crave for Pepper Lunch Express Come and find me, But i will be there only for 10 days since Admiralty's Pepper Lunch Express opening soon, i will be moving over. I don't really like working at Bishan probably because i dont like working with people who are already working there, i feel so awkward. Okay enough of work, lets move on to School. So Today had to go to school for F1 training. Everything was okay and quite boring but my group is really really funny. Laughing like mad, but the day ended early. However, in the mist of everything. I just so happened to have this ridiculously immature dude in my class throwing paper plane and hit xin ni. Idah got so flare up that she scolded him. You readers, will NEVER EVER EVER guess what came out of his mouth. i swear. I was caught off guard and was stun for a moment when he said that. He said, " Report police ah" To which he replied to idah's request for him to pick up the paper. YOU KIDDING ME BRO? YOU KIDDING ME? POLICE , PICK UP PAPER. POLICE. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. What the fuck, HAHAHA. I was caught in between Laughing about it or Laughing my ass off about it. But i didn't laugh since he hit XinNi and he didn't apologize. If i remember clearly, From what i heard, because i accidentally hit Hilman's phone and drop it and did not apologize, He "target" me. So he offended so many of my friends and did not apologize so should i "target" him too? I mean like bitch please, IF you dont want to get offended then dont do anything that offend other people. Use your damnfucking brains. Even caused Angelina to be late for the Interview on Monday. Its obviously not your results so you give no damn shit about it. What if its you. i go walk around and sit and eat and after 10 mins i realise i have to go and call you up. How would you feel? If Apologizing is so hard, i seriously ponder what is easy. At least, apologize. But nope, you think ya'll cool not apologizing, Dude you are so wrong. I am so sure, many people are hoping you get over and done with your O levels and leave. Nobody wants to see your face in class and your attitude. Seriously, put yourself into other's shoe.  You know, i am not even afraid to say this at all cause i know clearly, you're at fault and you did not apologize. 

Wide. Awake.

Firstly, Grab this photo from YouthOutHere (YOH) from their Facebook Page, Credits to them. So you probably be asking me, what are you holding that black card there for and why did you write that. Basically, This black card is a "Brick" on that wall behind me, it is suppose to let us(people) to actually write down our fear, what we are afraid of and so on, So on my card, i wrote. Afraid of not being accepted by everyone and Contained Space. Again, what is contained space. It would be, the lift? cubical? It should be Confined space but i just like it being called as contained space because i felt being contained, This is what you call... Claustrophobia.. It's damn scary but yeah, trying to overcome it. :) NEXT, I applied a few jobs from JEM's website,Readers, you can visit their website for more information, I applied for 5 jobs, GongCha, Bosinni, Crocs, Kinokuniya, Cathay.. So far, only Bosinni and Crocs replied. Went for the interview at Crocs today, I would say, i really really hate talking to HR people. They always come out with annoying faces and questions. Like bitch please, You dont interview me and judge what i say at the same time. That's just plain bitchy. So again, this afternoon, This guy called Jimmy interviewed me, He saw my previous job, Like ThaiExpress and Pizzahut and he asked why did i leave ThaiExpress after working for a month. I told him, "Manager gave me schedule, for example, start at 11am, end at unknown time." I mean like seriously right, who on the right state of mind will work for a schedule like this. Unknown Time, you kidding with me right. So yeah, i left because of that manager. Pizzahut, i left because of manager as well. That Anthony has been picking on me since the day he came. -.- Seriously. But glad i left. Now thinking about working at Crocs, i feel kind of regret yet excited, i mean like im trying something new, Never work in retail line before so its something new, Next, regret the point that i have to work 22 hours per week, at least. I mean if i really work 22 hours per week then i feel as if i got no life but no choice uh. i think i really have to give up on my weekends. Major sigh. Plus this term in school is going to be very busy with all the projects coming up, presentation together with F1 Core Team, Woah, I really hope i can cope with all these at one go. I wish myself good luck. Phew.

PinkDot'13

PinkDot 2013 has come to great ending. i remember a year ago, i was there with two of my gay friends celebrating the freedom to love after breaking up with my ex. The same view but this year, More people. i think that Singaporeans are becoming more accepting towards LGBT ( Lesbian,Gay,Bisexual,Transexual). Which is a good thing i would say. Even though there will be haters hating but you know, Haters gonna hate, Rollers gonna roll. The LGBT community is just like the rollers that roll. We rock and roll. Yes, This year i am back again to HongLimPark with Vanni,Gaya,Chris and keven. Its super sweet to see so many people coming together and celebrating what we all call love. Straight people especially. i am so so so so so happy that i bring along with me, two Straight friends, Vanni and Gaya.Yes, they as straight as a stick. Anyway, its a wonderful day spent at pinkdot'13. I feel proud to be that little light down there in that picture. Every little light means a hope for the LGBT. I see gay couples, lesbian couples holding hands walking around. As part of the community, You will want everyday to be like today. Being able to hold the hands of that someone you love. As prices of stuff goes up in singapore. Love should still be free. Love is everywhere. You can choose, What to love, Who to love. See so many of my Gay friends there at pinkdot today and giving them a hug makes me feel so good. so super good. I mean, like you dont get to hug them like everyday and in public especially. i really cherish every friendship i have with my gay friends. They are so much better to talk to as compared to straight people. One thing that is true is. Gay Rights is equal to Human Rights, so no one is in the position to judge or take away that rights that every gay people have. Who says LGBT community is a second class citizen, just because you're in the community, you are NOT a second class citizen. Everybody should be equal. Someday, hopefully. Gay people dont have to feel ashamed of who they are and what they are. Someday, they are able to hold the hands of that special someone in public without being judged. We are all waiting and hoping for that Someday to come. Because of the Law and the method parents teach their children, they think that being gay is wrong but in the actual fact. Being gay doesn't make you a sinner. Bear that in mind, Just because you're different it doesn't mean you're alone. So anyway, See you Pinkdot again next year, i am gonna bring more people along with me and hopefully one day, my parents will be accepting and not judge or discriminate any LGBT community and come and join me for Pinkdot. No matter what, even if they dont accept me for who i am, i still love them. :) so to end this post off, Let us all celebrate the freedom to love. <3 br="">

Old Habits dies hard.

Today's blog post is about a few stuff that have been in my mind for a few days have yet to let it out. Probably if you're close to me in a way or two, you would have known that i've applied a job a Jamie's Italian, An award winning restaurant that is opening at VivoCity this July but i doubt i am gonna get that job because they want workers who are able to work on the 1st july however, i am having my chalet on the 1st july which means i cant go for work. Getting that job is rather impossible. Next, Pinkdot is coming up real soon, in 2 more days. Support the freedom to love everybody. I know its hard for some but look, "I went to mac today and the person in front of me didnt order a mac spicy meal. How can he not order a mac spicy meal? I was so upset as almost everyone is eatting a mac spicy meal and i was upset at his order although it did not affect me in any way at all.This is how retarded people sound when they are against gay marriages." Copied from somewhere else, After reading this, i find it rather true. So lets just put aside us as Boys,Girls. Lets just name ourselves as Human, We all have the rights to love someone and be loved by someone. Be it the same gender or different. Then again, People who are gay-friendly are the nicest people i ever met. If you support Gay Rights, i'll give you a big hug and thank you for it. Because Gay people are also humans. They deserve what we all call love. HUG YOU ALL LGBT. Last but not least. To that special girl, You're my best friend, my soul mate, my awesome friend. I know family problems are always very hard to handle but be strong. I know you can handle it and get through this hard time. You might not be reading this but i want you to know that i'll be here for you through thick and thin. You're always that special girl. :) Big hugs to you too.

Social Media

I really don’t get why some people just don’t understand what they had done to the Family. Today’s topic for this blogpost will be.. Is Social Media a good or bad thing for the younger generation. Social Media, Be it Facebook, Twitter, Instagram and so on. Is it a good or bad thing? Personally I would say it’s a Yay and a Neh. You people must be wondering why. Why is it a Yay. Reason is simple, You get to communicate with your friends even though you guys aren’t in the same school anymore and so with Social Media, you are able to share what you have been doing and also to catch up with long last friends. And why is it a Neh. As you know, Social Media is for you to do all the benefits as I mention but again there are people who uses Social Media as a source for them to scold or rather vent their anger. A simple example, When I ask someone to do something which is for their own good, they would go online and post how much they hate me and so on. I mean like, hello. What I am doing here is for your own good. Do you really think I really got all the time in the world to do all these shit for you? No. And so why am I doing it just for you? Just because I care for you. Yes. Care. If you would have notice, I am having some Family problem within my Family and Extended Family I give no shit to the Extended Family part because they should not even be involve in this. Let us move away from the topic of the day and focus on one part which I can’t understand and can’t bear with it. Yes, I know I might be too “Over” in terms of doing all these but what I told my Sister is that I’ll take her phone in the morning and return it back to her at night so that she would focus on her Studies. She is taking PSLE this year. We all know how important this exam is. It determine whether you are going to a good school or a bad school. I don’t care whether you are going in NT or NA but what you should be aiming for is to get into a good school and obviously do well for your Exams. Because what you do now will impact you for the rest of your life. And you are taking the exam, not me. Its your future not mine. What I am doing is to help you focus more on your studies. But what my sister post on Facebook is that, why should I take away her phone, will that help in her studies. Part by Part yes. It will still affect your studies. Because you are less dependent on your phone, you will find another source of way to do. Be it watching TV or doing homework. Over time, you will realise that what you’re doing and what grades you are getting is for yourself. Because for the next chapter of your life, nobody is going to tell you and push you. Everybody is focusing on their own stuff. But again, Why would you realise that whatever you are posting on Facebook is affecting our family’s relationship? Do you really want to see this Family fall apart and you’re happy? Because I certainly do not want this shit to happen to me. The Status that you’ve post is really killing our relationship as a family. Shouldn’t you be more mature and accept the fact that you are suppose to do well for your exams and not cause more trouble for the Family? Now that you are starting to lose friends, why wouldn’t you start to “wake up” and start thinking what you’ve been doing is wrong. This is what your brother is thinking, Jolynn. I really hope you will wake up and realise that what we have been doing is for your own good. Because after all the exams result will have a effect on your life.

家家都有难念的经

To start off, I think that without proper ways of teaching is already a mistake. If only my mum took in the advice of mine to cane them and teach them the hard way, this wont happen. I learned stuff the hard way, I know my mistakes and I learn from my mistake. Even if I fail my exams, I still get caning and I would say, those caning made me learn and prove that I can do it. Next, Whatever happened in my family, Lim family. We don’t need other people to come and interfere. If you think that whatever you’re doing is good. Is helping, I can seriously tell you that you really thought wrong. Do you people know the situation? Do you people know why my mum have been crying at night and acting tough infront of us? Do you people know how tiring it is to run a family? Yes, you people are all grown up and know whats wrong and whats correct. You people have pass the Secondary School and Primary School Age but by doing whatever you guys are doing now is really too much. Just because Jowel Lim Complain it to you guys, Do you guys have to come and attack my mum this way? Don’t you people think its too much? Don’t you people feel ashamed of yourself? Interfering with other people’s family problem? Every family have their own problems. Do you know how stupid young kids stuff and we people have to go into this shit just because of whatever they say, we must apologize? When its not our fault. You people don’t have to get involve in this shit so better just back off. Because this is real shit. It involve how people think of my family. If you really want to back her up. Think about it, because its not your family who lose its reputation. Know whats the different between love and over excessive love. What she have been getting outside is because of her mouth. Even though we told her to keep her comments to herself yet she don’t get it deep in her head then she shall learn the hard way. Don’t come and act pity infront of your cousin Jowel Lim. Because it wont work. Once you’re back in our house, you follow our set rules. I don’t give a shit about what you do at the other side, Once you’re back you jolly well behave. The amount of shit you put us through isn’t enough? Why are you being so selfish? Does all these shit really concern you? Back to the overall, Do you people know the overall story before you start accusing my mother? Have you? If not just back off because I don’t need these shit people to come and interfere with my family and obviously hurt my mum. Know your limits, know where you stand. 家家都有难念的经。Seriously, Enough is enough. These night my mum have been worrying so much. Yet you people want to do this to her. You think you people are so tough yeah? Nothing better to do yeah? Let me tell you, You people are nothing compared to my mother. You people got all the time, and the money but my family don’t. Don’t add on to my family’s trouble. You people can have thousand and one reasons to back her up. But I got one question to break you all down. Do you understand the pain of a mother? Question yourself, You people can act all tough out there but the true people getting hurt from all these “insults” is my mother, Look, its my mother not your mother. How do you like it when other people come and attack your mother. Don’t like it yeah? This isn’t your shit so just back off. Enough is enough. I don’t care how many reasons you have, I don’t care how you treat my sister. Go and think about whats right and whatever you’re doing is right. I seriously feel so disappointed. People who are not suppose to be involved is involved. Just back off because we don’t need your “Help” . Instead of helping, you people are creating more trouble and worries for my mum. Know your stand.

NLevelResults

Hello everybody!! Yes, judging from my Post title, you should know what i wanna post for today! Yep, i got my N level results. In case the photo is not clear enough, i got Grade 3 for English, Grade 2 for Combined humanities. Grade 1 for Maths. Grade 4 for Science, chemistry and Physics. Grade 3 for POA. Grade 2 for Chinese and last, DISTINCTION for Chinese Oral. So for NA students, like me. English, Maths and Best 3 subjects i will get 11 points. I applied for ITE.  I applied Event management, which is located at AMK campus , Leisure and Travel Operations and Hospitality Operations both located at CCK campus and lastly Banking which is at AMK too. When i read the book that i received,i am kinda interested in taking up volleyball, i am always amazed at Volleyball players. i cross my finger and hope i get the course i want. EVENT MANAGEMENT PLEASE!~

12th December 2012

Hola amigos! ( Hello Friends ) ! i spent the most amazing day, 12 of December 2012 with two of the most amazing ladies. No other than the one you see in the photo, Azmirah and HuiYun. we went for singing session at Partyworld. PartyWorld isn't the place to sing actually, the mic is really awful and the song selection controller is really bad as well. However, we spent 3 hours inside! Next time i recommend going to the KBox at cineleisure, it is freaking awesome with buffet while you sing. There's Sashimi! Its holy. Anyway, we went back to Northpoint to have dinner, ThaiExpress for dinner, wanted to disturb YeeMing but shit, she isnt working. Still had lots of fun while eating, I am so broke.. Getting results back soon too, gonna start finding a job once i get my Results. Maybe i should try the zoo. Hmmm.

Christmas Present.

It's Christmas soon and i haven't prepare things for people, But im gonna do that soon! There are quite a few people who i need to get the gifts for. It might not be expensive but its gonna be meaningful. It might not be big but its memories. It might not be amazing but i hope it will be, one day. There are many moments which i had think of doing this present but im always lack of cash and items. This time, i hope. i can get the items on time so i can finish everything by Christmas. Starting to collect items every now and then. Hopefully there will be enough time. Every moment is precious, Every gift is gold, Every hug mean a lot, Every text is about knowing each other more.  Prepare to get my gifts. And Gary, Soon, i will have to meet you up soon. I'm not sure whether i'm able to hold my tears when i see you but, i'll try my best not to cry.

Best Day Of The Week!

I'm gonna do a quick post and i am off to sleep. Here goes, I swear today is my best day ever for this week! After craving for Sashimi for weeks now so finally went to have Sakae Sushi with Kira. Had a lot of Sashimi, for 26.90 that much sashimi is really worth it. During lunch we talked a lot about different things and i start to understand him more, i swear he's one cute guy. Then after lunch went to cineleisure to watch the Rise of the Guardians. This show is super awesomely cute! The next show i want to watch would be another cartoon movie. i forgot the name of it. In the movies, somehow I held his hands. I don't remember how, but we end up locking our hands together. It has been... 6 months or more since i held someone's hand in the movies. It add more meaning to the movie, somehow. Maybe thats what made today really the best day of the week! Hope to see him soon.

4th year Anniversary.

Hello hello everybody, As seen from the title of this post, this blog of mine is officially 4 year old. Back then in 2008 , 29 november, i can't believe that i actually started a blog and type out what i really felt although its really dumb back then. i was 12 so what do you expect from a 12 year old. The way i used to type is far different from how i type now. i used to typed like some weird shortcuts for example. juz , mi , euu . now that i see it, in my mind im cursing myself and laughing at how my grammar used to be like and the choice of words i used.Anyway, thank you readers for following me through this 4 years! i'll continue blogging! :D LOTS OF LOVE <3 br="br">

Can i love you?

All i can say was, im enchanted to meet you.. If not for me who started the chat at Jackd, we wouldn't be talking now and we weren't be meeting each other. I heard a lot about you from other people and my impression of you is really awful but like people say, "Don't judge unless you know the person , Personally." After meeting you 3 times, i start to feel that you're that bad like what they say. Now i choose to believe you instead of listening to what others say about you.. I had a really bad day today, starting from the morning. I swear i hate when someone calls me when im sleeping and start asking me questions like as if i am a criminal or something. Yeah, i mean it. it really happened to me this morning. i would normally wake up around  8 am to remove the charger of my phone and place the phone next to my pillow. The phone rang, i thought it was ThaiExpress called but guess who. Sky.. yep, surprising isn't it? I thought he was gonna ask me out or something but turns out that he asked me where was i doing last night and where were i and why did i ask Kira to lie to him that i wasn't at kira's house. in my mind i was like, dafug, you called me early in the morning to ask me such things and go and be really angry about it. I was looking forward to going over to Sky's house and stay over but now... Not anymore. I didn't wanna quarrel with him, not even a bit. I thought everything will turn back to normal once he cools down, and guess what? i cannot take it when people get so sensitive that they go Facebook, click on my profile. click on block and delete. If because of me lying to you that i wasn't at Kira's house cause you to go all the way to block and delete me then its on, A full range war. And For your information, i do not accept Friend Request two times from the same person, If you deleted me , UNLESS, you got a VALID reason you will forever be the stranger on Facebook. The later part was even more interesting, I admitted i was wrong to ask kira to lie to sky, yes i did. and i was really tired of all these drama for the whole day so i decided to ask for a break so i could rest and i sound mean when i said they he spoilt my day. I mean whose day won't be ruin when you wake up by a phone call that make you feel as if you're a criminal? Later part, he cooled down and realise its a small issue. God, i was with An Qi at Orchard and i literally burst out laughing. Small issue, really.. small issue will cause you to delete and block me on Facebook. how small. :) isn't it funny? Okay enough of that. I spent 80 dollars on An Qi. For some reason i decided to get her a 80 bucks eye shadow for Christmas, but it was well-spent because i know she's gonna use it ! can't wait for the 11th nov onwards. Currently i'm already starting to feel the urge to see you everyday, it feels really odd. Sagittarius and Aries. FIRE.


Please don't be in love with someone else..
Please don't have somebody waiting on you..

YOU screwed up.Not me.

Just came home from Kira's house. I spent... 8 hours with him at his house accompanying him while he does his report for his school work. I'm amazed at all those things he have to type and really think of. What made us think a lot is when it comes to the Stage's area,length and width. In between we did watch some videos but most of it was about Lady Gaga and Madonna. I guess staying too long with him will make me a Little monster and maybe a Madonna fan. Suppose to leave at 9pm because his mum is coming home but i dont know why i dont feel like leaving his place so i unknowingly stayed. His mum came home and hell i'm surprised how young his mum look, like 30? but she is actually over 40. When i met him, i was at the worst stage of my look, i swear because i went swimming  in the morning with Alvin. Anyway what really made me pissed off today was the manager from ThaiExpress. I mean seriously, who gives a schedule to a staff like.. 11am - not confirmed time. HELLO?! i am not your extra you know? You dont call me to go and i go and stuff. Please. You had your two new full-timer and when they are not willingly to work anymore you want me back? really? i gave you my schedule last week, you didnt even bother to tell me what time will i be working last week. This week you asked for my schedule and i did give it to you and look what shit i got from you again. Seriously. Its not that i wanna speak bad about you but seriously dont think that you're hell good with the Area Manager so you can do whatever you want. NO. i wanted to go to the outlet to tell you but really.. i find no point wasting my ezlink card.

Wishlist.

 A Special Post for the things in my WishList. 

There will be a update every month on my WishList.

So don't miss out!

Lets go...

1. A new bag, ( A big bag with a world map design, i found it.)
2. A new phone, (preferably a S3/Note2.)
3. An IPad, (price is a bit high but reasonable)
4. New clothes, (Gonna go shopping once i got my pay!)
5. New Shoes, ( I really need shoes)

Would you still love?

 Hello everybody, Today's Post title got nothing to do with what im posting today, so please bear with me. Just came back from Genting 2 days ago. Time really flies when you're having fun, spent 3 days in genting with my family and 2 important friend in my life. It was what i called the truly awesome trip. I felt as if there is no restriction, no limit to whatever there is. Playing the rides there was the best part even though most of the time was spent waiting and standing in the queue. It felt really awesome, screamed and shouted at the top of my voice. It was cold and chilly there and how i wish i stayed there forever but got to return to Singapore. I could really feel the pace different when im in Malaysia and when im back here in Singapore. Back in Malaysia, everyone do things slowly and really take their time to think and they hardly rush, their pace of life is a little slower. however back here in Singapore, everything is about time time and time. Rushing everywhere. Going on to the Train, buying a cup of water, looking for a seat. Everything is about time and rush. Today i spent my day doing completely nothing. Laying on my bed for the whole day using the computer. So i happened to hop to this Gmarket page selling this bag. I WAS AMAZED BY HOW BEAUTIFUL IT LOOKED. I am really tempted to get this bag. its so amazingly cool. Im still wondering when will my pay be in so i can get this bag! Any comments about this bag? Leave your comments or text me!