WELCOME TO MY CRAP AND RUBBISH>.<

Sunday, October 10, 2010

10.10.10.

LOL AT THAT CUTE LITTLE THING THERE
hahah.
kay its still 10.10.10 now.
Just came back from the library.
i had such a pathetic day today.
i ate 7 sushi and had 1 cup of cold water.
i kinda survive.
:D
Saw this from Another DarylLim on facebook.

‎"The couple that fights the most is the one most in love... it shows they
care enough to notice the other one screwed up and care enough to
mention it to the person so they can fix it. When you stop fighting it
means you stopped caring. ..."

Dear [You],
i dont want to stop caring.
yes.
from what i post you're hurt.
and from what i saw,your comments.
im more hurt.
i told myself on the previous post not to be sad.
but then i am still sad.
i suddenly feel like crying.
i dont wanna step into your world anymore.
im out.
cos what i got from you is not more than hurt.
enjoy your relationship with others bah.
we're over.
i wont ruin it.
im hurt.
you drill a hole straight in my heart.
Pain.
PAIN!
Maybe what Joseph is right.
You have too much Self confidence
You think the world must spin for you.
Joseph is totally right.
i trust you with my whole heart anymore.
not anymore.
i want to.
i gave you many chance.
You broke them one by one.
slowly
one chance by one chance went down.
now i say what i mean.
to that last post i posted.
i dont mean it.
now this post.
i mean what i say.
WE'RE OVER.
i dont want to step into your world.
not anymore.
16 and 14 is only a different of 2 years
but the amount of hurt you gave me is more than that 2 years.
You should stop toying with boys's feeling.
you're only giving yourself hurt and others hurt
actually i wanted to give you a wonderful post.
but.
haiz.
you broke it again.
im sorry but i have to say this to you.
i dont want to.
but i have to.
to protect myself from the hurt you gave me.
i need peace too.
You said that comment is a post of anger.
SO DOES MINE!
You just need more understanding DNA.
We.
just.
cant.
make.
it.
after hearing from my friends
i made up my mind
you're my past.
John also made a point.
i put high hopes on you.
yet you smash them into pieces
idontcare if you read this anot.
put yourself in my shoes.
and see who get hurt more.
kay bye.
-.-

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