Greatest mistake.

No point explain something which you dont need to.

Hello, sorry for not posting for quite some time. back here posting cause seriously too much for me to handle now. phew. just had a fight with my mum. hah. joke eh. seriously. Everything also blame me. Hah. think ah think. who made me for who i am now since whatever i've done also wrong? i am bad at everything. I go out out also wrong at home also wrong. whats the point of explaining things to you. Totally no point. Even if we are right, its always wrong. From what i watch in the DVD yesterday night, So i am expected to come home by 6 everyday, straight home after school everyday. and be anti-social? Is this what you want me to be? DO YOU WANT THIS? I kept quiet and sit in my room yet you came to my room and scold me. What should i do? Obviously i give a piece of my mind. Since what i say you will still scold. what for explain so much, i will just sit here and let you scold. isnt it easier than me saying all those things and waste time and water? Forever parents correct, children wrong.Even if we correct them, they got nothing to say, they will link to something else. Somemore that time say what let you know my friends, i try to. now what i get? WAH, everything also my fault lo.Best ah. best. You dont understand me, NOT EVEN A BIT. I stay in room then is confirm use computer? even if i say i study, you believe mah? i doubt so. If all i do is to study and study, soon you'll see me in news saying "child die due to study" Hah. Okay what am i saying. Idk. Chill up ah peggy, Parents mah. what to do? we cant do anything. Fated. Being your children will only be this life either cherish or to lose them all. Listening to what are words. Makes me wanna go crazy. I wonder whats in the chat between -insertname- and -insertname-. Making me wonder and feel jealous. I dont like to be lied to. So i always tell you the truth.. But why.. lie? i.. i dont understand. is there any miscommunication? I really dont know. Kay i am not pissed off at what you lied to me since that is a small matter. just wondering why are you like... haiya, idk la. im being paranoid. okay paranoid.