Self-conscious

I am very self conscious about how I look on the outside recently. What I wear refers to how high my confidence is. I don't have those nice shirt to wear and my wardrobe is really boring. I can't wait to get my pay and go on shopping spree for clothes. Really really in need of clothes. Sometimes going out with friends and I wear really simple makes me feel so dumb and odd. There's so many things to buy but so little money to use. Got to buy myself a MacBook Pro too. I think I will roughly spend 300 on clothes. Now. I'm having second thoughts of going for SMTown. I got so many things to get and I got so little money. Plus my pay isn't half monthly. It's one month one time. :( need to wait till next month end to get my pay. Annoying ! :( I need someone to hug me now. Haiz.