Disappointment.

Hey guys,
It's been awhile since i update this space, so here i am, back blogging. I can't exactly remember what happened a few days ago but i guess i'll just talk about what happened today. I went to school and start doing powerpoint slides for my FVM which took me quite a while because its pretty long and there are a few main points that should be talked about. I would say that the lessons nowadays are pretty intense and are mostly project time, preparing for presentation and submissions. I got a shock of my life this afternoon when Ms Ong, my PP teacher told me that my group actually missed out 2 points in the project submission. 1 Gantt Chart and Promotion Methods, the Gantt Chart itself cost me maybe 1 to 2 marks and Promotion Methods itself, it costed me 10 marks. which is already 10% of my entire project gone. I was pretty confident that it wasn't my group 'cause i have Hui Juan in my group helping me to collide and compile them together, i guess i shouldn't totally trust someone to do one task. I am pretty disappointed because i was really targeting on this PP Project to get my 5 credit for this semester. IF this semester i don't get more than 3.0 GPA, i guess my Direct Poly Admission is over. I don't even have to think about going on and take on poly. I would just go and sign on to NS and live a boring life serving NS. It's very disappointing and saddening to know that my group is the group that had this problem. But either way, i am just gonna be working extra hard to get as high as possible for my exams, hoping that it will pull me up. I really felt horrible and feel like crying, not having a shoulder to lean on made me felt worse. I know it will be rather selfish of me to think that people are not always there when you need them, but sometimes, you know just sometimes, stuff happens and this got me setting into a mood where i just shut everybody off. Telling everybody that i am fine, Yeah, i am fine. Just for now. That cold shower calmed me down and bring my heat down a lot. I just realise that my tone of voice, speaking to Hui Juan wasn't too right. Hui Juan, if you're reading this, i'm sorry. This is the first time that this is happening to me so i am pretty annoyed and disturbed and taken back. Life to go on! I got myself a cup of ice-cream this afternoon too though. Yum Yum.

Back to yesterday, i still can remember! I went to work, i was really deciding to go or not to go. However, i still went to work. I don't remember putting my schedule as 10 am though cause when i went there, they said i was suppose to start at 10 and because i no show, no call thats why they cancelled my schedule for the day. But since i am there, they resume my schedule and i would say i pretty enjoy my schedule for the day except the part where Carlo kept moving me around. I especially hate it when he keep moving me around. The day ended at 7pm, went to had dinner at Fish & Co. at The Glass House. The food was great, service was wonderful and i remember one staff of the name Jamie, her service was so wonderful and her smile is so warm that it makes the whole experience at Fish & Co. @ The Glass House warm and welcomed. If there is a chance that i go there for another dining experience, i would definitely ask Jamie to serve me.

OH! and the day before, i went to that Pig house to accompany him cause he was sick. These are just some photos we took on that day.