in my memories.
she is the perfect one.
the one which i really love.
really really love.
a 7 years relationship.
how can i let go?
so easily?
i have no idea wat will happen to mi.
after she is been send to SPAC?
how would i live my life?
how would i become?
i depend on her to let go stress.
now?
haizz.
after all.
its a dog life.
when its time to let go.
just let go.
as long as it live in your heart.
its fine.
with much love i have to let go.
god i'm crying like freak.

lo,emo-ish
lol.
today was a emo-ish day.
go school.
go parade square.
sit there.
chit chat.
one group sit there.
told wee jie wad james commented on facebook.
the P*** pic.
i was feeling.
EEEEEE...
cos facebook de also wan see.
how.
di co.
lol.
sry lo.
then go back class.
mdm ow come.
talk lesson.
ADIV laugh laugh.
except izwan.
he emo!
i angry him ah.
NO EMO IN ADIV.
NEVER!
anyways.
then giv worksheet.
on the topic angry.
at school.
ADV wrote angry izwan.
hehe.
everyone in ADIV is important.
has a part to play.
no feeling extra at all.
this is when i feel like in primary school.
laughter.
then mdm ow keep looking at us.
mi instead.
WTH?!
lol.go hall
take class pic.
stand beside.
jiang fei.
whoos~
then go home-econs.
make cupcakes.
yummy.
i and verna.
super funny.
nice.
i got 3
yay.
then lesson going to end.
i make my hair mah.
then verna say.
dun need make le.
handsome enough le.
i super happy.
then she say other way round.
but nvm.
i will take the 1st sentence.
hehe.
i very thick-skinned.
i know.
hehe.
then break.
go back class.
MT.
sian.
get scolded again.
then english.
have a mini fight with A
about the ants and short neck giff.
then emo lo.
talk to the wall.
then maths.
sian.
mr alvin ask mi question.
didn't see him and ans.
he think i never ans.
haizz.
cock ear.
lol.
alright.
only 1 group in riverside dun make mi extra.
ADIV.
we rocks.
ROCKS TO THE CORE>.<
all others are freaks.
FREAKS>.<

helloweens....
lame.
lol.
ok today was the best day of my life.
not really the best.
the best will come soon.
very soon.
ya,soon.
alright where am i?
ya school.
morning go school.
super high.
go class.
saw azyzah they all.
arh!!!
miss them much!
then they laugh bout my hair.
lol.
its not nice i know.
ok then go in class.
sian.
see jiang fei.
he say mi cute!!!
i'm cute.
becos my hair.
lol.
nonono stop looking at my hair.
its just not nice.
ugly.
vanni come then she see mi
then go laughing.
lol.
sit down chat chat abit.
mdm ow never come.
aw?
then mr soh come in.
he come that time i cant remember his name.
sian.
then vanni say Mr soh la.
i was like oh ya.
then talk talk.
take temperture.
llol.
giggles.
then sing song.
everytime.
vanni will think bout azyzah.
the c'b action.
hahas.
then sit down.
go hall.
sian.
listen talk talk.
go class.
go hall P.E
freaks.
play with zi min.
my leg injure.
pain.
but then go play with mr lee.
sian.
he so pro.
very relax one.
the more relax he is more stress i am.
sian.
then go back class.
go music.
lol.
then go break.
sit there.
no go SnW's sport.
hehe.
leg injure.
then tmr got captian ball.
yays~
then sci.
sian.
separate table.
sad sia.
1st day of school separate table le.
mr khairul.
then end lesson.
he think his hair nice.
then watever.
the paper i got one question.
then azyzah work out.
then still wrong.
at first.
she say if she rite must at my post write she pro.
even if she get wrong.
she tried.
THANKS ALOT>.<
then hair got paper or something white.
ADIV laugh like mad.
and i mean mad.
stomach pain lo.
cant think of it.
i cant stop laughing now.
then english.
the summary.
cher no collect.
suddenly she become so good.
then maths.
mr goh never come.
then at 1-2.
i and azyzah cant hear wad he saying.
then he ask mi a question i was like.
huh?
then i say we cant hear you.
very loud.
then ADIV like stun?
the whole class like O.O
i anyhow say also so loud.
sian.
then stay back for oral.
go fushan.
they play duel master.
lol.
see them play.
lol.
go back school.
go class.
then after jiang fei my turn.
then everyone ok le.
actually is go play badminton.
then hall cant.
Woodlands CC cant.
then jiang fei,guo jie,wee jie and james.
go play.
i go home.
home sweet home.
ok.
ADIV planning to go escape.
Whoos~
no extra or auto-machines pls.
lol
bye~

ellos...
now wat?
erm.
ya yesterday nite.
alright.
i was lying on my bed waiting for smses.
i guess.
idk,i forget le.
too into tmr.
tmr go school le.
1 week no school.
forget my Daryl's joke of the weeks.
lol...
i copy from justin's joke of the weeks.
justin is a 98.7fm guy who loves jokes.
cold jokes.
lol.
alright then 11 plus vanni sms mi.
ya ya ya...
she kenna scolding.
then i call her chill.
then wan chilli?
she sms back,go die la chili...
lol...
sian.
suddenly get a go die ah in the middle of the nite.
lol...
then sms half way james call.
cos i ask him to call mi.
for the maths.
then say bye.
continue sms vanni.
well.
i said something that she agree.
Parent are idoits.
they think that they are the best.
they dun understand us.
lol...
pls agree.
hahas.
whatever..
then go ma room ask ma i use com.
then go room use com.
play maple.
sian.
untill 2.30am.
go sleeppp...
then morning wake up.
aunt move house.
move here le.
now unpacking.
super messy.
lol...
ook till here.
bYe!
[EIDTED]
ah...
hello?
lol...
stomach pain.
oh ya i should start from afternoon.
ok my aunt unpacking her thing,i go buy lunch
went to woodlands mart buy mac.
go 883 buy sister's lunch.
go home eat.
then play play play.
also do the freaking maths.
then on com.
download songs.
then my freaking sister go pull the mouse wire.
FREAK!
then my LCD like also FREAK OUT.
then i say dun make mi shout.
hands off.
she heck care mi.
then i also heck care lo.
shouted at her.
i know i noob.
no position to talk.
to control anybody.
but she is the one.
which i super bo song with.
she act proud.
aisha also say she very arrogant.
well,i agree.
the way she talk to me was.
unbearable.
i have no choice but to shout at her.
i didn't to.
but.
she way too in-respectful.
lol.
ok then shut down com.
boring.
sit there like sort off freak.
then eat dinner.
chicken chop.
whoos~
then they talk talk.
i stomach pain like hell.
sian.
.............................................
Tmr is the DAY!!!!
the CRAPS are back!
united we rock.
ADIV.
cool huh?
nice nice name.
ok till here the 2nd time.

What a day

hellos.
well.
changed my URL.
And blogskins.
took mi almost 1 hour doing all this things.
ok back to my life.
monday school reopen.
how great.
CRAPS>.<>.<
muacks.

counting down to school reopen!
MISSING THE ADIV CRAPS LIKE HELL.
JUST 1 MORE DAY.
1,1,1,1 JUST THAT 1 DAY~
-A=AZYZAH
-D=DARYL
-I=IZWAN
-V=VANNI
.................................
OK I GOING TO DO THE FREAKING MATHS.
MATHS SUCKS

hellos all.
yesterday has been a day.
after my post something happen.
alright not exactly happen.
i make it happen.
i wrote my ma number on every name card.
i totally wrote 240 namecards.
240x12=2880.numbers.
lol...
ok then at night james called and ask about homework...
ah,dun talk bout it.
just a 1 week holiday.
mdm fang like crazy giv tons of homework.
freaks~
then ans ans ans.
i ask him if later in the night wanna chat or not la.
then he say wan.
then ok lor.
i go charge my phone.
no bat le mah.
then 12 plus on com again.
chiong maple.
with adrian.
sian...
then 2 plus shut down.
what the hell..
lie that.
almost asleep.
then sleep le..
freaks.
3 plus leg itchy.
whole leg.
dk how to sleep.
ask sister go help take the cream for mi.
apply it.
wow super hot.
but very fast ok le.
then fell asleep.
4 plus.
maple di sms mi.
say sorry.
lol.
reply nvm.
hehe.
something happen la.
then sleep till 7 am.
ma call mi wake up.
go yishun.
lol.
go yishun eat.
go market.
erm market not i go.
i with 3 sisters go playground.
smallest one is not relative.
is my aunt house there de sort of.
4-5 year old gurl.
i hold her hand like i her father.
sian.
hahas.
then go cut hair.
yay finally.
ok till here.
going facebook then maple.whoos~lv50

hellos all.
yesterday has been a day.
after my post something happen.
alright not exactly happen.
i make it happen.
i wrote my ma number on every name card.
i totally wrote 240 namecards.
240x12=2880.numbers.
lol...
ok then at night james called and ask about homework...
ah,dun talk bout it.
just a 1 week holiday.
mdm fang like crazy giv tons of homework.
freaks~
then ans ans ans.
i ask him if later in the night wanna chat or not la.
then he say wan.
then ok lor.
i go charge my phone.
no bat le mah.
then 12 plus on com again.
chiong maple.
with adrian.
sian...
then 2 plus shut down.
what the hell..
lie that.
almost asleep.
then sleep le..
freaks.
3 plus leg itchy.
whole leg.
dk how to sleep.
ask sister go help take the cream for mi.
apply it.
wow super hot.
but very fast ok le.
then fell asleep.
4 plus.
maple di sms mi.
say sorry.
lol.
reply nvm.
hehe.
something happen la.
then sleep till 7 am.
ma call mi wake up.
go yishun.
lol.
go yishun eat.
go market.
erm market not i go.
i with 3 sisters go playground.
smallest one is not relative.
is my aunt house there de sort of.
4-5 year old gurl.
i hold her hand like i her father.
sian.
hahas.
then go cut hair.
yay finally.
ok till here.
going facebook then maple.whoos~lv50

haizzz...
hello ppl.
today was great.
not that great.
ok.
erm.
yesterday nite i on com...
rite.
as my previous post said so.
whatever...
then i forgot to off then go sleep.
6.30 my sister faster call mi wake up off.
thanks thanks.
if not get ma scold.
watever...
then 9.30am.
my sister.
like freako at my window bang.
i mean she went to my auntie house.
then dk.
she came back to take bike.
but she no key..
bang my window...
soon my window will break.
make mi cant sleep.
freak her.
then bout 10 plus.
cant get into maple.
WHY?
then ting ting jie sms mi.
say wan go pizza hut eat..
ask mi wan go.
you see?
pizza!
sure go lor.
go le...
sian..
1 big pizza share.
6 ppl.
sian.
then go home...
lol...
on com,call ma.
then my sister,lock door.
freak her la go bang my window again...
then i was like talking to my ma.
then she go bang my window.
i shouted at her...
say erm.
Stop banging my window.
throw the key on the table...
my window going to break.
FREAK YOU!
then she throw le then go aunt house.
lol...
ok till here...
[Miss the craps]
-vanni,the non-stop laughter.
-azyzah,laugh out loud.
-izwan,cant stop dancing.
............................
no one can stop us.
from crapping.
cos,we know we ROCK.
not even the teachers.
shoo~
those ass hole teacher who wan stop us.
shoo~
shoo as far as possible.
dun come interrupt.
freaks.
lol.
changing URL soon.
my URL too bad le...
maybe.
-prostationary.blogspot.com??
-freakoffyourass.blogspot.com??
-filledwithemo-ishguy.clogspot.com.
i guess third
one better.
rite?
erm.
watever.
bb.
going aunt house.

haizzz...
hello ppl.
today was great.
not that great.
ok.
erm.
yesterday nite i on com...
rite.
as my previous post said so.
whatever...
then i forgot to off then go sleep.
6.30 my sister faster call mi wake up off.
thanks thanks.
if not get ma scold.
watever...
then 9.30am.
my sister.
like freako at my window bang.
i mean she went to my auntie house.
then dk.
she came back to take bike.
but she no key..
bang my window...
soon my window will break.
make mi cant sleep.
freak her.
then bout 10 plus.
cant get into maple.
WHY?
then ting ting jie sms mi.
say wan go pizza hut eat..
ask mi wan go.
you see?
pizza!
sure go lor.
go le...
sian..
1 big pizza share.
6 ppl.
sian.
then go home...
lol...
on com,call ma.
then my sister,lock door.
freak her la go bang my window again...
then i was like talking to my ma.
then she go bang my window.
i shouted at her...
say erm.
Stop banging my window.
throw the key on the table...
my window going to break.
FREAK YOU!
then she throw le then go aunt house.
lol...
ok till here...
[Miss the craps]
-vanni,the non-stop laughter.
-azyzah,laugh out loud.
-izwan,cant stop dancing.
............................
no one can stop us.
from crapping.
cos,we know we ROCK.
not even the teachers.
shoo~
those ass hole teacher who wan stop us.
shoo~
shoo as far as possible.
dun come interrupt.
freaks.
lol.
changing URL soon.
my URL too bad le...
maybe.
-prostationary.blogspot.com??
-freakoffyourass.blogspot.com??
-filledwithemo-ishguy.clogspot.com.
i guess third
one better.
rite?
erm.
watever.
bb.
going aunt house.

hellos.

thanks ppl.

i feel much better after a chat with james.

and thanks for all your concern.

well.moved!

today was boring.

yesterday nite play maple untill 5.10 am

how early.

then i go toilet.

then my ma came in.

sian.

then shut down.

awhile later pa wake up go work.

haizz..

ok till here.

it is 1.28am now.

hellos.

thanks ppl.

i feel much better after a chat with james.

and thanks for all your concern.

well.moved!

today was boring.

yesterday nite play maple untill 5.10 am

how early.

then i go toilet.

then my ma came in.

sian.

then shut down.

awhile later pa wake up go work.

haizz..

ok till here.

it is 1.28am now.

hellos.

haizz.

i felt so stress...

this post will be long.

no names with be mention.

this is about my feeling nowadays.

ok.

so.

alright,sometimes i have some werid feeling.

i felt.

lonely,emo-ish.

sometimes i tried my very best.

very best!

i tried to fit into my friends...

as in making them feel the present of mi.

but sometimes.

i dun feel that they didn't know i'm there.

they took mi as a toy,pushing mi from here to there.

what do they expect of mi?

i have enough!

i tried to smile everyday.

but sometimes i cant just bring myself to it.

sometimes i was forced to smile.

ok i smile.

it doesn't mean anything...

i really really really have enough.

i dun know whether to keep this to myself or wat?

i sometimes think of tranferring school.

you see?

i hate the feeling of being extra.

i try my ways to catch their attention.

or maybe i'm just too(dun know)

but i'm also a human.

human which totally have a feeling.

when i feel extra,i feel emo-ish.

when i feel emo-ish.

ppl dun like it.

i have no idea what to do.

i'm at lost.

please.

i'm confused at the same time too.

some are the ones which i can feel.

that i'm not extra.

some people took mi as a replacement.

i'm a different from the person you want.

may someone,anyone just answer my this question.

Do friend sometimes feel extra,emo-ish or anything?

i'm crying at the same time now.

i really at lost.

pls just answer this question.

i think i shouldn't have treated everyone the way i treat my primary friends.

i should have known to treat everyone differently.

i'm stupid.

real stupid.

should i be the world's stupidest person?

i'm not trying to point at anyone now.

i'm just stating what i am feeling now.

haizz..

i hope this post make mi learnt my lesson.

i promise that i will only treat whose who really good to mi,

the way i treated them early in the year.

those who needs no attention to,different.

i have made my promise.

after a cry i feel much better.

typing out everything.

should i just let everything go as it should?

or is it that the god has planned it for mi?

if it is planned.

i should follow shouldn't i?

[My WORDS]

readers,dun treat mi differently.

treat mi the way you used to treat mi.

its ok.

once i get use to it.

its fine.

just live your life.

if this is god's will.

i will live it.

if you wanna let the whole class know,do it.

infront of mi.

you can copy it photocopy for the class..

if my words are wrong.

correct mi.

ok till here.

hellos.

haizz.

i felt so stress...

this post will be long.

no names with be mention.

this is about my feeling nowadays.

ok.

so.

alright,sometimes i have some werid feeling.

i felt.

lonely,emo-ish.

sometimes i tried my very best.

very best!

i tried to fit into my friends...

as in making them feel the present of mi.

but sometimes.

i dun feel that they didn't know i'm there.

they took mi as a toy,pushing mi from here to there.

what do they expect of mi?

i have enough!

i tried to smile everyday.

but sometimes i cant just bring myself to it.

sometimes i was forced to smile.

ok i smile.

it doesn't mean anything...

i really really really have enough.

i dun know whether to keep this to myself or wat?

i sometimes think of tranferring school.

you see?

i hate the feeling of being extra.

i try my ways to catch their attention.

or maybe i'm just too(dun know)

but i'm also a human.

human which totally have a feeling.

when i feel extra,i feel emo-ish.

when i feel emo-ish.

ppl dun like it.

i have no idea what to do.

i'm at lost.

please.

i'm confused at the same time too.

some are the ones which i can feel.

that i'm not extra.

some people took mi as a replacement.

i'm a different from the person you want.

may someone,anyone just answer my this question.

Do friend sometimes feel extra,emo-ish or anything?

i'm crying at the same time now.

i really at lost.

pls just answer this question.

i think i shouldn't have treated everyone the way i treat my primary friends.

i should have known to treat everyone differently.

i'm stupid.

real stupid.

should i be the world's stupidest person?

i'm not trying to point at anyone now.

i'm just stating what i am feeling now.

haizz..

i hope this post make mi learnt my lesson.

i promise that i will only treat whose who really good to mi,

the way i treated them early in the year.

those who needs no attention to,different.

i have made my promise.

after a cry i feel much better.

typing out everything.

should i just let everything go as it should?

or is it that the god has planned it for mi?

if it is planned.

i should follow shouldn't i?

[My WORDS]

readers,dun treat mi differently.

treat mi the way you used to treat mi.

its ok.

once i get use to it.

its fine.

just live your life.

if this is god's will.

i will live it.

if you wanna let the whole class know,do it.

infront of mi.

you can copy it photocopy for the class..

if my words are wrong.

correct mi.

ok till here.

wow.
this blogger is going crazy.
the space for typing is too small already.
siao.
watever..
ok hungry!
nvm eating already then go..
oh ya.
i going to library to do homework with.
-vanni
-verna
-salina.
sian.
only boy again...
haizz..
planning to eat dinner with them.
but my pa cook stingray.
yummy.
i eat out,mac
then go home eat in,stingray.
yummy.
ok till here.
meeting with salina be4 going to meet vanni and verna.
[EIDTED]
hellos...
back home.
actually should be home around 6?
haha...
cos of some [erhems]
ok...
went to 888plaza meet salina...
so sry salina i late.
ok,walk to CWP.
sian...
vanni smsed salina...
then smsed mi too...
then ask mi reach already not...
ok whatever...
then i say i walking with salina there.
that was when i was at school there...
then reaching sms again..
i said about 100 step more...
hehe...
pro hor?
watever.
then reach le saw vanni...
go library.
zakiyah there...
sian.
fatin and natasha also..
watever...
vanni ,salina and zakiyah go eat.
never call mi...
i also hungry...
whatever...
turned and saw something.
in natasha bag...
i shouldn't say.
cos it's something.
ok watever...
then they come back..
after they say go buy thing...
i follow...
then walk walk walk...
i go withdraw money...
go eat...
yummy..
black pepper chicken chop!
yummy...
ok then go back library.
sian...
suddenly so many ppl...
lol...
sit alone...
actually with salina they all...
like so sian.
draw draw draw...
hahas.
forget bring pencilbox.
sian...
ok then go walk walk again...
go 3rd floor.
vanin wan find cooking book.
then keep on saying i will slap you.
WTH?
slap la.
come lor.
at most dun talk to you lo.
whatever it is.
who cares...
ok till here...

wow.
this blogger is going crazy.
the space for typing is too small already.
siao.
watever..
ok hungry!
nvm eating already then go..
oh ya.
i going to library to do homework with.
-vanni
-verna
-salina.
sian.
only boy again...
haizz..
planning to eat dinner with them.
but my pa cook stingray.
yummy.
i eat out,mac
then go home eat in,stingray.
yummy.
ok till here.
meeting with salina be4 going to meet vanni and verna.
[EIDTED]
hellos...
back home.
actually should be home around 6?
haha...
cos of some [erhems]
ok...
went to 888plaza meet salina...
so sry salina i late.
ok,walk to CWP.
sian...
vanni smsed salina...
then smsed mi too...
then ask mi reach already not...
ok whatever...
then i say i walking with salina there.
that was when i was at school there...
then reaching sms again..
i said about 100 step more...
hehe...
pro hor?
watever.
then reach le saw vanni...
go library.
zakiyah there...
sian.
fatin and natasha also..
watever...
vanni ,salina and zakiyah go eat.
never call mi...
i also hungry...
whatever...
turned and saw something.
in natasha bag...
i shouldn't say.
cos it's something.
ok watever...
then they come back..
after they say go buy thing...
i follow...
then walk walk walk...
i go withdraw money...
go eat...
yummy..
black pepper chicken chop!
yummy...
ok then go back library.
sian...
suddenly so many ppl...
lol...
sit alone...
actually with salina they all...
like so sian.
draw draw draw...
hahas.
forget bring pencilbox.
sian...
ok then go walk walk again...
go 3rd floor.
vanin wan find cooking book.
then keep on saying i will slap you.
WTH?
slap la.
come lor.
at most dun talk to you lo.
whatever it is.
who cares...
ok till here...