Abortion reflection

Abortion. After reading the post I post a while ago. What do you think? It feels really bad isn't it? When reading it. It just makes me feel really bad. It makes me feel as if I am there watching the whole storyline. The touching part is when the baby goes to the hospital, happily which turned out to be a nightmare. Damn. Stop be irresponsible. It sucks. You wanna have sex then be responsible. Don't add like a 2 year old kid. -.- argh. -pray-

Stop abortion

Hi, Mommy.

I'm your baby. You don't know me yet, I'm only a few weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I've got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but I will when I'm born. I'm going to be your only child, and you'll call me your one and only. I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We'll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up.

You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn't wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already.
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Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! He wasn't happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don't think that you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don't think I understand yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay... but I was very sad for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That's a sound I don't like. It doesn't make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after, and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I'm not sure if I do. It wasn't right. You say he loves you... why would he hurt you? I don't like it, Mommy.

Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you're so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes, and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I'm happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.

I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love you, Mommy.

Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting funny and he wasn't talking right. He said he didn't want you. I don't know why, but that's what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won't let you get hurt! I promise to protect you. Daddy is bad. I don't care if you think that he is a good person, I think he's bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn't want us. He doesn't like me. Why doesn't he like me, Mommy?

You didn't talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?

It's been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven't talked to me or touched me or anything since that. Don't you still love me, Mommy? I still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don't you do that when you're awake, any more?

I'm 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren't you proud of me? We're going somewhere today, and it's somewhere new. I'm excited. It looks like a hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell you that? I hope you're as excited as I am. I can't wait.

Mommy, I'm getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don't know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think something's going to happen soon. I'm really, really, really scared, Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love you!

Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!

Don't worry Mommy, I'm safe. I'm in heaven with the angels now. They told me what you did, and they said it's called an abortion.

Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don't you love me any more? Why did you get rid of me? I'm really, really, really sorry if I did something wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why don't you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care about me, and not talk to me. Didn't I love you enough? Please say you'll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don't want to be here, I want you to love me again! I'm really really really sorry if I did something wrong. I love you!

I love you, Mommy.

Every abortion is just…

One more heart that was stopped.

Two more eyes that will never see.

Two more hands that will never touch.

Two more legs that will never run.

One more mouth that will never speak.

If you're against abortion, repost. (:

iPhone app blogger

Hello Everybody. Blogging with my phone now. Heh. Can use my phone blog le. Huhu. Blogger on iPhone app. Nice! Now I can update my blog anywhere and everywhere. Heh. Like boohoo. Tmr school Start le. Short term before the end of year exams start. 2 weeks. Hmmm. Sis taking her PSLE this month end too. JIAYOU orh! I hope you get 187 and above so you can get your iPhone. Heh. Jiayou! ^^ okay. I tired Liao. Wanna orh orh Liao. Night night people. <3

teachers day.

I..I.. i dont need too much. ♥

Hello world~~~ Today very slacky. did nothing just stay home and maple all day long. Going out with Wifey tmr. Wearing my new clothes that mum brought from taiwan tmr. hehe. YAY ttm. i like so muchy muchy. ♥ this is the necklace she brought. i didnt manage to see it when i go taiwan. nvm. i at least i got it now. like boohuu. like B to the O to the O to the H to the U to the U like boohuu, you know boohuu? okay. stop it daryl. :X Went back to ADMPS. Met Kimberly first. she release so early. then go mac have icecreamy~ ♥ then go back school. saw peng swen and jia hui and bleah bleah. dont have to report everything in detail. :D Just roughly okay? wait till 4 for Miss mdm rachelle. Hah. so weird last 3 years we call her Miss. now its mdm. But oh well. Hah. Going out with wifey tmr to comex. wanna see some lappy and blackberry ~ then maybe go bugis ddr and watch smurfs. heh. Currently talking to nicholas. Seriously no idea whats with that idiot. Please ah. he is your "stead" if you can keep pinpointing his fault. what about yourself? you think you're so oh-godly-perfect? You're lucky nicholas dont want to shoot you. if me, i shoot till you half-dead le. keep pointing his fault. Look at yourself la. tmd. Keep making nicholas upset think very fun is it? -.- Okay till here bah. i smell my bed. ♥

Stage fright

The world wont change just for you. ♥

Hello world posting now and go to bed. Mummy coming back tmr night. yay. ♥ Can wait for mummy to come back to sg with my awesome chocolates. hmmmm, yummy. I also want go taiwan. >< Okay. i rather go oversea than have a new phone. Be glad, i got an IPhone, After this iphone plan, i am gonna get a blackberry. RAWR. no more iphone for me, Like so hard to use. I want keypad phone, smart phone. so obviously blackberry is a better choice, Wifey also want the same phone. Heh. Apparently i am so tired now. Tmr going on stage to do OMG. I hope i dont do anything stupid or misread some words. imagine going on stage with so many people sitting down there. Kai Qi say when you go up there, your heart already die. Okay. i hope so. hah. Repeating over and over again. Wifey getting his beats this sun. FML. i also want. but oh well. hah. i got one earpiece le. better than nothing. :> I wanna watch smurfs. they are like so cute. like like. omgzxc. Thursday half day, going back to primary school. heh. gonna wear contacts on thursday. like yay. haha. okay going off now. bai~!

unexpected love.

Nothing but your T-shirt on..♥

Hello everybody. Posting this in advance now cause gonna do homework later at 6.30 going to bath at 6. Got compo to do, Cheena file to do. And some other things. I am listening to Music in my comp so nice. Okay tmr going to SSC after school with Partner and other people to buy contact lens. 2 for 14 dollars, get 2 more free. Hmmm. Plus i wanna print some photos thru my phone but idk if can or not. need usb. so mafan, Gonna bring Usb and thumbdrive tmr. Teachers day coming up soon, Going back Primary school. Really miss school. Really really. One year once go back,sit in canteen. Wearing contacts on that day. My grey one. like yay. (i wanna know whoever told you i was letting go.) Just cheena lesson is speeding thru time, Me and WangJune was laughing at a photo. He damn joke. Which totally change the impression of him from someone who is really quiet to someone who joke till like so awesome. heh. Took this photo during physics. Mr See ask me put my bag on the floor. Like hello? i put my bag on the table for the pass few lesson you never say. today then say. Seriously ah. Wth. I wanna faster finish posting this and go wash the dishes before dad go gaga. Or should i print my photos later? Hmmmm. :\ no time leh. Tsk. Okay till here. Bai~

Reflect.

You dont like something, Dont do it to others. Simple. ☺

Hello world, deleted previous post due some issue in school. Seriously gonna get a book and write everything down soon. Just one point a lot of people agree with me, Its your fault why make it sound as if its my fault. and yeah, i agree with what mr lee say this morning, If i find something and i dont know whose is it and i open,tear it apart. how would you feel. Friends,Classmates. If you can say that we are friends and classmates why do that. Do your friends do that to you? Definition of friend, 1. A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.

2. A person whom one knows; an acquaintance.

3. One who supports, sympathizes with, or patronizes a group, cause, or movement

Definition of Classmate,A member of the same class at school.

Dislike, okay ah. but seriously dont go to the extend of destroying people's stuff, Thats so uncool and be cocky about it saying its just a calculator. Yeah. i know its just a calculator but you never know how much a calculator can mean to someone. Just like a pencil/pen. I break it, and i go cocky and say its just a pencil/pen. IF that pen belongs to you and from someone precious. How would you feel? Serious. Not pointing at anyone, You can go ahead and think whatever you want cause i am seriously too lazy to care. Just what i feel. If what i feel and i post it here is wrong or hurting to your eyes then please just press the X button on the top right corner of your window screen. Yes i know the previous post i got too mean, But thats how i talk. You can ask around, i always ask people to jump down the building and die off. And i am always joking. even i curse myself to jump down the building. I dont care what you guys think about me now, cause i seriously got tired of all these shyt, Think whatever you want. Put yourself in my shoe before you say something and do something. What if someone do the same to you. I am always asking, how would you feel. Cause i really wanna know how you would feel if this happen to you too. Will you be pissed off or just be cool about it. Not that i cant stand up for myself, its just that you people are too much. Even being "weak" by not able to stand up for myself is a fault, Would you be as perfect as what it is stated in the dictionary? I just wanna let this matter rest. Thats it, Sorry for things that i say here and it hurt your eye or something. Lesson learnt. NOT TO PUT BAG IN THE CLASS NO MATTER WHAT. Cause you will not know what will happen next to your bag, Learn from WangJune, carry bag wherever he go. Even recess. You never know, the next thing might be your bag,your pencil case, your books. Anything. Its scary when you have to go to this extend to safe-keep your items. okay. Stop. Feeling so damn freaked out. Got 5/25 for maths. yeah. fail. thank god i didnt score 0 if not the world will be crushing down on me. Looking at O and N level paper. its so scary too. Can i drop maths, like seriously. pass Geo. CH pass by 3 marks. :D Like a boo and a hu. Boohu. Okay till here. Bai~ FreeDictionaryForTheDefinition

Curry day!

I am the best. ♥

Hello everybody. Posting here at 11.40 pm. 21-8-2011. I am having exam tmr. But i am still awake here and i am sleepy. so i assume i am going to sleep after this post. cannot take it. if not, my exam tmr. DIEDIEDIE. :( Wifey say if i dont study also DIEDIEDIE. :\ Anyway, i am gonna sleep. heh. Who cares, needa rest. Eye is tired. like my billion dollar baby, Ohyes, i like my new photo up there. So rich eh? obviously, CAUSE I USE THAT ONE USD TO WIPE MY PIMPLE. :D Wifey just remind me to do the rolling eye and pimple thing later before i go to bed, i am going to sleep soon, so i am gonna apply it after this post and go to sleep. if not my mama gonna come in and go gaga. Wow it rhymes. Nice. mama and gaga.♥ Anyway, Yesterday was Curry Day, i love curry. :D i introduce you or recommend you people to go youtube to search Curry! or PRC curry, :D That lady in that video is VERYVERY funny. i like. oh yeah. i am going to clicknetwork.tv to watch something later. hmmm. i wonder if xiaxue have new Vlog. Hmm. and talking about xiaxue. there is one video on youtube, the black guy, he confess and its just like shyt, dont even know how to pronounce Xiaxue name. FAILSHYT. Heh. okay i am out now. God bless me for my chemistry and maths this week and next week's presentation to the whole school. RAWR. One minute grammar. Okay. i am out! bai! ♥

Just normal.

'Cause why cant i be normal?

Hello world. typing this late in the night now. Its thursday. Tomorrow is Friday, staying home. Study tmr alone. Saturday going nyp study with wifey, dont really care if alan is going. dont go also good. i get annoyed easily recently. dont ask me why. Anyway, Having a short break before having exam next week. no HL tmr. Haiz, i want dance! So fun neh. Flashmob in school. Oh yeah, feeling hungry now, i guess before leaving for school tmr, i shall grab something to eat. Paying Jesselyn 2 dollars tmr cause i owe her 2 dollars ytd during badminton. so hungry so borrow moneh from her. Jia Qi they all going USS soon, i have no moneh. so i dont plan to go. they shall go and enjoy while i enjoy my maple and my bed. hehehe. i got super annoyed when i blog then ppl start spamming me on msn. cannot take it, the msn sound. Woah. super fucked. okay, i guess i am tired thats why feeling annoyed at everything. Uss, i go in also waste moneh i dont play coster, i will just stand one side see them play. clap clap. then go home. thats it. okay, i have no idea what am i trying to say too. Okay i wanna sleep. nights world.

Rawr..

Never Say Never. ♥

Hello everybody, so tired of posting the threethings le. so not gonna do it already. sorry if you people are very interested in it. but yeah. i decided to take it off. Hmm. Okay. just finish studying Physics. i guess i am ready for it. HEH. Tmr Physics paper. HAWITING. This afternoon isnt that pleasant. Seriously. got pissed off and heartbroken. Wifey should know the reason but yeah. Forgive and forget, dont really mind le. since wifey say it doesnt hurt. Oh well. Anyway, PE is screwed. i swear mr ismail dont know how to conduct Pe lesson. tsk.Made us walk here walk there. so fuuuu. Anyway, English lesson is boring, Except for the prelim papers the senior did was epic. You're not suppose to write something fake. Yet this senior wrote about 'i am number 4.' and some killing and power hit. wtf? epicly funny. Okay. i think i am tired. yawning away, yesterday sleep really late. okay. so till here. gonna edit blogskin when i am done with my exams. okay. bye~ ♥~

Greatest mistake.

No point explain something which you dont need to.

Hello, sorry for not posting for quite some time. back here posting cause seriously too much for me to handle now. phew. just had a fight with my mum. hah. joke eh. seriously. Everything also blame me. Hah. think ah think. who made me for who i am now since whatever i've done also wrong? i am bad at everything. I go out out also wrong at home also wrong. whats the point of explaining things to you. Totally no point. Even if we are right, its always wrong. From what i watch in the DVD yesterday night, So i am expected to come home by 6 everyday, straight home after school everyday. and be anti-social? Is this what you want me to be? DO YOU WANT THIS? I kept quiet and sit in my room yet you came to my room and scold me. What should i do? Obviously i give a piece of my mind. Since what i say you will still scold. what for explain so much, i will just sit here and let you scold. isnt it easier than me saying all those things and waste time and water? Forever parents correct, children wrong.Even if we correct them, they got nothing to say, they will link to something else. Somemore that time say what let you know my friends, i try to. now what i get? WAH, everything also my fault lo.Best ah. best. You dont understand me, NOT EVEN A BIT. I stay in room then is confirm use computer? even if i say i study, you believe mah? i doubt so. If all i do is to study and study, soon you'll see me in news saying "child die due to study" Hah. Okay what am i saying. Idk. Chill up ah peggy, Parents mah. what to do? we cant do anything. Fated. Being your children will only be this life either cherish or to lose them all. Listening to what are words. Makes me wanna go crazy. I wonder whats in the chat between -insertname- and -insertname-. Making me wonder and feel jealous. I dont like to be lied to. So i always tell you the truth.. But why.. lie? i.. i dont understand. is there any miscommunication? I really dont know. Kay i am not pissed off at what you lied to me since that is a small matter. just wondering why are you like... haiya, idk la. im being paranoid. okay paranoid.

Sorry again.

Old Memories Brings Smiles. ♥

Three Things That Made Me Smile. :>

• Number 1, Taking the photos i took from wifey's ipod.

• Number 2, Having to level up 3 times in maple today.

• Number 3, Eating dinner with Wifey and Nicholas.

Hello everybody, sorry for not posting for the past few days, totally lazy and you know. lazy. End. haha. forever lazy. Currently feeling hot and itchy. idk why. and stomach is upset. Life is fucking me up. but whatever it is. i got my grey lens and i wore it already. The photo is up there. :> look at how big it is. Nice right. but look like black. i feel like buying green one. heheheh.

Okay. Today is my sister's bday. Happy birthday. and i hate it when facebook sends me notification which doesnt really matters to me. Okay. i wanna faster finish this post cause i am godlyly tired. okay. so. basically. just came home from meeting wifey and nicholas for dinner. the playground nicholas say is so small. i tot it was bigger but sadly nope. Waterfront is still bigger. hehehe.Okay. i am yawning. Wifey havent reach home. and yeah. i dont like it when some fucked up person give that fucked up attitude when i show my concern to them.dont talk to me when you dont like it okay. Bitch.-.- okay. i am off.bai~

Portfolio

You don't like people to talk about you, stop talking about people.

Three Things That Made Me Smile.

• Number 1, Afiqah drew a Peace on my wrist. i like! :D

• Number 2, Seeing Candy when i wake up.

• Number 3, talking on the phone with Wifey when i wake up.

Hello people. Doing portfolio now~ did like 8 questions. 7 more to go uh? i think. hah. Jiayou to those who havent finish. i wanna go finish it up after i go bathe. i go bathe after i post this. :> Okay Smsing with Wifey,Nicholas and YiMin now. Hah. YiMin reminding me of the fight between me and melson. yeah. she ask me why melson dont like me. i say i forgot. then she ask how can forget. then suddenly i rmb. I dont find fault in carrying a shoulderbag. Its my bag. whats the problem with you. and i am not petty. LOL. you cannot take jokes? LOL. Fail muchzx.Oh well. i told Yimin this, If you want to be my friend, you accept me for who i am. Yup code that. CODE IT. hah. Okay my bed is in a total mess cause of the portfolio thing. okay. i want go bathe now. I am the best. Hah. <3 2NE1. ♥ okaybai people.

Sorry

You lost it means you lost it. the end.

Three Things That Made Me Smile Today week.

• Number 1, Having new photos!

• Number 2, Wifey came over to stay.

• Number 3, Wifey bringing me to school.

Hello everybody i wanna do a quick post now cause i going to meet Wifey later. i need to go bathe and sort. and i am feeling so itchy with my pe and i wanna shyt. haha. Okay so sorry for not posting for the past few days cause i totally forgot. Sorry readers. I am back. Okay. So i going out to meet wifey later and go his house to let him get money etcetc. Then going Nex. huhu. after nex going sentosa. i know its kinda far away but whatever. :> Heh. i charged my camera. Gonna take lots of photo later. and i feel so ugly now. My hair is in a godness damn mess. Oh well. i got lots of homework to do. need to do portfolio also. Kill me now. x.x okay. so i am going to bathe now. Blog tonight! BAI~