Dream.

Dreams, what may seems the truth but, its never as it is.

A dream i had that made me really scared. A dream that made me believe that the world is ending. Its like a loud sound from my room, i knew something isnt right. i know right from the start that something isnt going right like the other days. Thunderstorm. Walked out of my room. Firstly, 3 random bike-like-items flew from nowhere and hit my flag. It was so scary i screamed. Followed by a car that flew, it bang against the door and it hit me. i black-out. Thats all.

Alvin and the chipmunks

Hohohoho~ Hello everybody, Baby went Genting, 1 day plus le! 3 more than before he come back. Watching Alvin and the chipmunks now, Went to watch Alvin and the chipmunks 3 on Friday with Joshua and baby. It was funny but not really long but okay la. After that went to Play DDR, HUHUH. after so longgggg. HEHE. Guess what, Baby lost his IPod, My tian. IPod, Put in the pocket behind his pants, Who on earth will put something so important at the back of the pants, LUCKY FOR HIM, THEY FOUND IT AND RETURN IT BACK TO US. Like a boohoo and a woohoo. Humans are never as lucky. Anyway. Didnt go to work today, feeling so lazy, No MC or anything. Watch FairyTail like insane, Did i mention, Coco came home le! After 6 months~ YAYNESS. Okay, going off now. BUAIBUAI.

PizzaHut chalet.

Hello Everybody, So tired now, 3.09am, just finish studying POA, Tmr got retest! ARGH, Gonna pass it if not i have to drop it. TSK. Anyhow, today went for PizzaHut Rally, Area2. Really boring i would say but know a few more ppl. :) The photo on the top, My card. ^^ Group Pink. Okay, I going to sleep now. Answering these few questions before going off.


1: Are youu ready for 111 questions?yep
2: Was your last relationship a mistake?Nope
3: Do you miss your last relationship?nope
4: Who did you last say "iloveyou" to?LuoGuoHao
5: Do you regret it?no
6: Have you ever been depressed?not really.
7: Are youu a boy or girl?boy.
8: Are you insecure?no
9: What is your relationship status?attached.
10: How do you want to die?Freeze to death.
11: What did you last eat?Seaweed crackers

12: Have you played any sports?bball
13: Do you bite your nails?no
14: When was your last physical fight?Erm, A few days ago with LUO
15: Do you have an attitude? Yep.
16: Do you like someone?yes.
17: What is your real name? Daryl Lim
18: Have you ever read a book?yes
19: Are you gonna get high later?Nope
20: Do youu hate anyone at the moment? Nope
21: Do youu miss someone? Yes
22: Twirl or cut your spagetti?Twirl
23: Do you tan a lot?yes
24: Have any pets?yes
25: How exactly are you feeling? Sleepy.
26: Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving?yes
27: Ever been checked out?yesh.
28: Would you take any of your exes back?No
29: Are you scared of millipedes?yes
30: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?yes
31: Do you regret anything from your past?yes
32: What are your plans for this weekend?Work.
33: Do you want to have kids?yesh.
34: Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an M?no
35: Do you type fast?quite.
36: Do youu have piercings?no
37: Want anymore?more shit.
38: Can youu spell well?well i guess
39: Do youu miss anyone from your past?yea
40: What are you craving right now?Lemon chicky, anything that has nice chicky
41: Ever been to a bonfire party?no
42: Ever been kissed?yesh
43: Have you ever been on a horse?no
44: Kissed someone in a pick up truck?no
45: Have youu ever broken someones heart?yesh, sorry gary.
46: Have youu ever been cheated on?yes
47: Have you ever made a friend cry?yes
48: Are you thinking of someone right now?yes
49: Would you live with someone without marrying them?yep.
50: What should you be doing?sleeping
51: Whats irritating you right now?POA not getting into me.
52: Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts?no
53: Does somebody love you? YESH.
54: What is your favorite color?Blue,Pink.
55: Have youu ever changed clothes in a car? yesh
56: Milk chocolate or white chocolate?white
57: Do you have trust issues?no
58: Bestfriends name?Vanni
59: 2nd bestfriends name?Amira
60: 3rd bestfriends name?Luo Guo Hao
61: Longest relationship?6th months and counting.
62: Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about youu?Nope,
63: Who was the last person you cried in front of?Luo,
64: Do you give out second chances too easily? Yep.
65: Is it easier to forgive or forget?Forget is easier
66: Is this year the best year of your life?no
67: What was your childhood nickname? -
68: Have youu ever walked outside completley naked?no
69: Favorite food? alot
70: Do you believe everything happens for a reason?yes
71: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?Hug luo
72: Did youu have dream last night?Yep i think
73: What is bothering youu?school
74: Have youu ever been out of state?yea
75: Do you play the wii?nope
76: Are you listening to music right now?yes
77: Do you like chinese food?yes
78: Who are you texting right now?yes
79: Are you afraid of the dark?sometimes
80: Is cheating ever okay?no
81: Are you mean?sometimes
82: Can you keep white shoes clean?yes
83: What year has been your best?1996
84: Do you believe in true God?yes
85: Favorite weather?windy
86: Do you like the snow?yes
87: Does it snow a lot where you live?no
88: Do you like the outside?yes
89: Are you currently bored?nope
90: Do you wanna get married?yes
91: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?yes
92: Are you hungry?nope
93: Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight?no
94: What makes youu happy?Luo,work,Sheena.
95: Would you change your name?yesh
96: Ever been to Alaska?no
97: Ever been to Hawaii?no
98: Do you watch the news?no
99: What's your zodiac sign?aries
100: Do you like subway?nope
101: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?no
102: Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? Erm.. okay?
103: Do you talk like your friends?yes
104: Why did you decide to do this quiz?to keep my readers continue reading.
105: Have you ever seen someone you knew and purposely avoided them?yes
106: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?yea
107: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?My sis?
108: Do you feel good?yes
109: Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?dun hav
110: Favorite lyrics right now?i forget.
111: Can youu count to one million?no
Done!

HOHOHO, 12/12

ALOHA EVERYBODY, -knock knock- whos there? Daryl. Daryl who? Your blog. My blog who. nobody, Okay stop it, Anyway. i am back. Sitting on the bed with my two baby, Sheena and Baby. Gonna upload Sheena photo tmr alrighty. Dont worry, Sheena is so cute. like omg. Gonna sleep early, tmr gonna report to outlet by 7.30am, got course to attend, idk where is the place. :3 -dies- okay, by 7.30 neh. so early. kan sai. Wed got Rally to go need to wear white. WHITE. Thurs got POA Retest, Fri need go back training centre, i think is 9-5, not sure. i want go sleep now. idk where my parents and the girls go. okay, nightsnights

Back.

Hello everybody im back here posting after like 10000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 years, im sorry peeps. Anyway, i am so tired now, Fight with guy just now, WOAH, really fucked up, i wanna like kill ppl le. Anyhow, Im going to sleep now. Continue tmr! Love you peeps! nightssss. <3

Abortion reflection

Abortion. After reading the post I post a while ago. What do you think? It feels really bad isn't it? When reading it. It just makes me feel really bad. It makes me feel as if I am there watching the whole storyline. The touching part is when the baby goes to the hospital, happily which turned out to be a nightmare. Damn. Stop be irresponsible. It sucks. You wanna have sex then be responsible. Don't add like a 2 year old kid. -.- argh. -pray-

Stop abortion

Hi, Mommy.

I'm your baby. You don't know me yet, I'm only a few weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I've got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but I will when I'm born. I'm going to be your only child, and you'll call me your one and only. I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We'll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up.

You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn't wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already.
...
Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! He wasn't happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don't think that you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don't think I understand yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay... but I was very sad for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That's a sound I don't like. It doesn't make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after, and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I'm not sure if I do. It wasn't right. You say he loves you... why would he hurt you? I don't like it, Mommy.

Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you're so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes, and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I'm happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.

I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love you, Mommy.

Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting funny and he wasn't talking right. He said he didn't want you. I don't know why, but that's what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won't let you get hurt! I promise to protect you. Daddy is bad. I don't care if you think that he is a good person, I think he's bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn't want us. He doesn't like me. Why doesn't he like me, Mommy?

You didn't talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?

It's been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven't talked to me or touched me or anything since that. Don't you still love me, Mommy? I still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don't you do that when you're awake, any more?

I'm 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren't you proud of me? We're going somewhere today, and it's somewhere new. I'm excited. It looks like a hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell you that? I hope you're as excited as I am. I can't wait.

Mommy, I'm getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don't know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think something's going to happen soon. I'm really, really, really scared, Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love you!

Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!

Don't worry Mommy, I'm safe. I'm in heaven with the angels now. They told me what you did, and they said it's called an abortion.

Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don't you love me any more? Why did you get rid of me? I'm really, really, really sorry if I did something wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why don't you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care about me, and not talk to me. Didn't I love you enough? Please say you'll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don't want to be here, I want you to love me again! I'm really really really sorry if I did something wrong. I love you!

I love you, Mommy.

Every abortion is just…

One more heart that was stopped.

Two more eyes that will never see.

Two more hands that will never touch.

Two more legs that will never run.

One more mouth that will never speak.

If you're against abortion, repost. (:

iPhone app blogger

Hello Everybody. Blogging with my phone now. Heh. Can use my phone blog le. Huhu. Blogger on iPhone app. Nice! Now I can update my blog anywhere and everywhere. Heh. Like boohoo. Tmr school Start le. Short term before the end of year exams start. 2 weeks. Hmmm. Sis taking her PSLE this month end too. JIAYOU orh! I hope you get 187 and above so you can get your iPhone. Heh. Jiayou! ^^ okay. I tired Liao. Wanna orh orh Liao. Night night people. <3

teachers day.

I..I.. i dont need too much. ♥

Hello world~~~ Today very slacky. did nothing just stay home and maple all day long. Going out with Wifey tmr. Wearing my new clothes that mum brought from taiwan tmr. hehe. YAY ttm. i like so muchy muchy. ♥ this is the necklace she brought. i didnt manage to see it when i go taiwan. nvm. i at least i got it now. like boohuu. like B to the O to the O to the H to the U to the U like boohuu, you know boohuu? okay. stop it daryl. :X Went back to ADMPS. Met Kimberly first. she release so early. then go mac have icecreamy~ ♥ then go back school. saw peng swen and jia hui and bleah bleah. dont have to report everything in detail. :D Just roughly okay? wait till 4 for Miss mdm rachelle. Hah. so weird last 3 years we call her Miss. now its mdm. But oh well. Hah. Going out with wifey tmr to comex. wanna see some lappy and blackberry ~ then maybe go bugis ddr and watch smurfs. heh. Currently talking to nicholas. Seriously no idea whats with that idiot. Please ah. he is your "stead" if you can keep pinpointing his fault. what about yourself? you think you're so oh-godly-perfect? You're lucky nicholas dont want to shoot you. if me, i shoot till you half-dead le. keep pointing his fault. Look at yourself la. tmd. Keep making nicholas upset think very fun is it? -.- Okay till here bah. i smell my bed. ♥

Stage fright

The world wont change just for you. ♥

Hello world posting now and go to bed. Mummy coming back tmr night. yay. ♥ Can wait for mummy to come back to sg with my awesome chocolates. hmmmm, yummy. I also want go taiwan. >< Okay. i rather go oversea than have a new phone. Be glad, i got an IPhone, After this iphone plan, i am gonna get a blackberry. RAWR. no more iphone for me, Like so hard to use. I want keypad phone, smart phone. so obviously blackberry is a better choice, Wifey also want the same phone. Heh. Apparently i am so tired now. Tmr going on stage to do OMG. I hope i dont do anything stupid or misread some words. imagine going on stage with so many people sitting down there. Kai Qi say when you go up there, your heart already die. Okay. i hope so. hah. Repeating over and over again. Wifey getting his beats this sun. FML. i also want. but oh well. hah. i got one earpiece le. better than nothing. :> I wanna watch smurfs. they are like so cute. like like. omgzxc. Thursday half day, going back to primary school. heh. gonna wear contacts on thursday. like yay. haha. okay going off now. bai~!

unexpected love.

Nothing but your T-shirt on..♥

Hello everybody. Posting this in advance now cause gonna do homework later at 6.30 going to bath at 6. Got compo to do, Cheena file to do. And some other things. I am listening to Music in my comp so nice. Okay tmr going to SSC after school with Partner and other people to buy contact lens. 2 for 14 dollars, get 2 more free. Hmmm. Plus i wanna print some photos thru my phone but idk if can or not. need usb. so mafan, Gonna bring Usb and thumbdrive tmr. Teachers day coming up soon, Going back Primary school. Really miss school. Really really. One year once go back,sit in canteen. Wearing contacts on that day. My grey one. like yay. (i wanna know whoever told you i was letting go.) Just cheena lesson is speeding thru time, Me and WangJune was laughing at a photo. He damn joke. Which totally change the impression of him from someone who is really quiet to someone who joke till like so awesome. heh. Took this photo during physics. Mr See ask me put my bag on the floor. Like hello? i put my bag on the table for the pass few lesson you never say. today then say. Seriously ah. Wth. I wanna faster finish posting this and go wash the dishes before dad go gaga. Or should i print my photos later? Hmmmm. :\ no time leh. Tsk. Okay till here. Bai~

Reflect.

You dont like something, Dont do it to others. Simple. ☺

Hello world, deleted previous post due some issue in school. Seriously gonna get a book and write everything down soon. Just one point a lot of people agree with me, Its your fault why make it sound as if its my fault. and yeah, i agree with what mr lee say this morning, If i find something and i dont know whose is it and i open,tear it apart. how would you feel. Friends,Classmates. If you can say that we are friends and classmates why do that. Do your friends do that to you? Definition of friend, 1. A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.

2. A person whom one knows; an acquaintance.

3. One who supports, sympathizes with, or patronizes a group, cause, or movement

Definition of Classmate,A member of the same class at school.

Dislike, okay ah. but seriously dont go to the extend of destroying people's stuff, Thats so uncool and be cocky about it saying its just a calculator. Yeah. i know its just a calculator but you never know how much a calculator can mean to someone. Just like a pencil/pen. I break it, and i go cocky and say its just a pencil/pen. IF that pen belongs to you and from someone precious. How would you feel? Serious. Not pointing at anyone, You can go ahead and think whatever you want cause i am seriously too lazy to care. Just what i feel. If what i feel and i post it here is wrong or hurting to your eyes then please just press the X button on the top right corner of your window screen. Yes i know the previous post i got too mean, But thats how i talk. You can ask around, i always ask people to jump down the building and die off. And i am always joking. even i curse myself to jump down the building. I dont care what you guys think about me now, cause i seriously got tired of all these shyt, Think whatever you want. Put yourself in my shoe before you say something and do something. What if someone do the same to you. I am always asking, how would you feel. Cause i really wanna know how you would feel if this happen to you too. Will you be pissed off or just be cool about it. Not that i cant stand up for myself, its just that you people are too much. Even being "weak" by not able to stand up for myself is a fault, Would you be as perfect as what it is stated in the dictionary? I just wanna let this matter rest. Thats it, Sorry for things that i say here and it hurt your eye or something. Lesson learnt. NOT TO PUT BAG IN THE CLASS NO MATTER WHAT. Cause you will not know what will happen next to your bag, Learn from WangJune, carry bag wherever he go. Even recess. You never know, the next thing might be your bag,your pencil case, your books. Anything. Its scary when you have to go to this extend to safe-keep your items. okay. Stop. Feeling so damn freaked out. Got 5/25 for maths. yeah. fail. thank god i didnt score 0 if not the world will be crushing down on me. Looking at O and N level paper. its so scary too. Can i drop maths, like seriously. pass Geo. CH pass by 3 marks. :D Like a boo and a hu. Boohu. Okay till here. Bai~ FreeDictionaryForTheDefinition

Curry day!

I am the best. ♥

Hello everybody. Posting here at 11.40 pm. 21-8-2011. I am having exam tmr. But i am still awake here and i am sleepy. so i assume i am going to sleep after this post. cannot take it. if not, my exam tmr. DIEDIEDIE. :( Wifey say if i dont study also DIEDIEDIE. :\ Anyway, i am gonna sleep. heh. Who cares, needa rest. Eye is tired. like my billion dollar baby, Ohyes, i like my new photo up there. So rich eh? obviously, CAUSE I USE THAT ONE USD TO WIPE MY PIMPLE. :D Wifey just remind me to do the rolling eye and pimple thing later before i go to bed, i am going to sleep soon, so i am gonna apply it after this post and go to sleep. if not my mama gonna come in and go gaga. Wow it rhymes. Nice. mama and gaga.♥ Anyway, Yesterday was Curry Day, i love curry. :D i introduce you or recommend you people to go youtube to search Curry! or PRC curry, :D That lady in that video is VERYVERY funny. i like. oh yeah. i am going to clicknetwork.tv to watch something later. hmmm. i wonder if xiaxue have new Vlog. Hmm. and talking about xiaxue. there is one video on youtube, the black guy, he confess and its just like shyt, dont even know how to pronounce Xiaxue name. FAILSHYT. Heh. okay i am out now. God bless me for my chemistry and maths this week and next week's presentation to the whole school. RAWR. One minute grammar. Okay. i am out! bai! ♥

Just normal.

'Cause why cant i be normal?

Hello world. typing this late in the night now. Its thursday. Tomorrow is Friday, staying home. Study tmr alone. Saturday going nyp study with wifey, dont really care if alan is going. dont go also good. i get annoyed easily recently. dont ask me why. Anyway, Having a short break before having exam next week. no HL tmr. Haiz, i want dance! So fun neh. Flashmob in school. Oh yeah, feeling hungry now, i guess before leaving for school tmr, i shall grab something to eat. Paying Jesselyn 2 dollars tmr cause i owe her 2 dollars ytd during badminton. so hungry so borrow moneh from her. Jia Qi they all going USS soon, i have no moneh. so i dont plan to go. they shall go and enjoy while i enjoy my maple and my bed. hehehe. i got super annoyed when i blog then ppl start spamming me on msn. cannot take it, the msn sound. Woah. super fucked. okay, i guess i am tired thats why feeling annoyed at everything. Uss, i go in also waste moneh i dont play coster, i will just stand one side see them play. clap clap. then go home. thats it. okay, i have no idea what am i trying to say too. Okay i wanna sleep. nights world.

Rawr..

Never Say Never. ♥

Hello everybody, so tired of posting the threethings le. so not gonna do it already. sorry if you people are very interested in it. but yeah. i decided to take it off. Hmm. Okay. just finish studying Physics. i guess i am ready for it. HEH. Tmr Physics paper. HAWITING. This afternoon isnt that pleasant. Seriously. got pissed off and heartbroken. Wifey should know the reason but yeah. Forgive and forget, dont really mind le. since wifey say it doesnt hurt. Oh well. Anyway, PE is screwed. i swear mr ismail dont know how to conduct Pe lesson. tsk.Made us walk here walk there. so fuuuu. Anyway, English lesson is boring, Except for the prelim papers the senior did was epic. You're not suppose to write something fake. Yet this senior wrote about 'i am number 4.' and some killing and power hit. wtf? epicly funny. Okay. i think i am tired. yawning away, yesterday sleep really late. okay. so till here. gonna edit blogskin when i am done with my exams. okay. bye~ ♥~