james

ello ppl...

todae was happening...

well morning no HL...

wear uni...

then pork talk talk talk...

then MT...

cant see moved to the other side of class...

=D

sit beside professor soya sauce...(jiang fei)

haha.

erm then 2table behide professor long...(james)

break lo...

sited down with professor long,Alevel(arico),Wlevel(wee jie)and paper(zi min)

talk talk....

professor long didnt feel like talking...

so i talk to him...

lonely after yesterday...

at nite talk to him....

i tell him that my belive in him drop to 25%

then sob lor

then saw professor soya sauce

he go buy thing to eat...

then he threaten mi that if i dun throw the thing for him....

he tell bros bout my full name

which is DARYL LIM CHEONG KUN

the bolded part...

then i say say lor...

he say till daryl lim...

i say cheong kun...

professor long then keep on saying...

-.-"

then english...

sian one...

then talk talk....

i got a lot of professors...

vanni=professor pig...

azyzah=professor shit

salina=professor messy

eliyana=professor tidy

jiang fei=professor soya sauce

james=professor long...

then lesson end le...

found that my red thread break...

i remember telling james that...

once that thread break means sooner or later i will fight with him...

then walk out school that time...

he cried...

sad...

ask him alot of times then he say he thinking too much...

i talk to him...

he then cool down...

i promise that i wont fight with him...

i promise...

yesterday nite i wrote this in my phone...

GOd...

pls help mi.i just hurt james very much

i felt bad,but he still a cheerful guy,i must admit.

but i think i have gone too far le.

i have no idea at first..

i didn't know"i was the one he belive in.

the one that is the closest one...

i thought it was jiang fei.

i am too stupid...

he gave mi hope to my life...

he brighten my day when i see him...

but i....

maybe my jealousy toward him and jiang fei...

so i thought that way...

maybe i am too much.till now i then understand him...

i dun wanna say more le...

cryin....

god pls help us...

hellp us can closer and understand each other more..

god did you plan this? or? i am really...

haizzz...

he also told mi...

cant i feel it?

cant i feel that i am the closest to him?

AM I STUPID?

EASY THINGS LIKE THIS CANT FEEL IT?

I AM SUCH ASSHOLE...

well he isn't my first closest friend...

but i actually hab one too...

also a same thing....

break the thing he brought for mi....

then we fight...

i can understand too...

i cried that time...

i can understand that feeling...

and i am his first closest friend....

haizzz....

i am too stupid to noe it...

am i?

i am so sorry james...

i didn't meant to...

i really dunnoe...

cos you sometime gave mi cold shoulder....

sometime so...

i really dun understand...

i really regretted being so close to him....

as close as i get to him....

the more hurt he will get....

but now...

no choice but to get closer to him...

understand him more....

make him feel as there is one ppl who cares....

one ppl that he can belive in...

i totally regretted...

nothin i can do le...

i gave wrong hope...

i am useless...

i am so sorry james...