mrs salvan

hellos...

todae mrs slavan never come...

congratz 1-2...

early in the morning started to hear pork talk talk talk le...

then P.E played basketball...

i,james and jiang fei one group...

3 vs 4...

zi min,arico,zainul and kok hong...

haha...

we won obviously...

then we hab music...

-.-"

draw the music thing...

-.-"

like i said=.=

eye bag heavy...

then break...

sitted down with jiang fei,wee jie,arico and james...

i sit beside james...

-.-"

then they talk bout games...

which is like i dun care much de game..SA...

sudden attack...

then after that they go changed...

i also...

then james open the class door le...

he went to find pork i guess...

science...

phy...

didn't really pay much attention...

-.-"

mrs salvan never come...

for english which is like good...

congratz...

then i was writing poem...

ok le went to giv james see...

then he walk here...

-.-

tell mi thing...

i dun really hear much...

then let vanni and azyzah see...

after that i edit abit of it...

then giv james...

james kept it...

-.-

after math i got it back from him...

i gave him a new one...

just for him de...

orange paper...

cos got HNW...

stay eat first...

eat tarriyaki curry chicken...

nice...

i love it...

then go take HNW...

ok le i tell wee jie and arico bye...

then went home...

i think james said bye to mi?

i guess...

cos he talking to another guy...

i dun care...

then i walk away...

then take bike and off i go home!!!

yesterday we chatted for the special nite...

we chat bout how we met...

when did we go out...

how do we get so close...

just these...

1hour37 mins...

impressive huh?

totally forget how do i met him...

nvm...

i will keep thinking...

stress ah...

i aren't important...

he thinks i am important...

well...i think he is just trying to make mi feel better...

i guess...

i think i dun really mean that much to him...

ya,we are close...

but i dun think i am important...

which i think james is special and important to mi...

cos he is my last closest friend i going to have...

i dun wanna hab another cos i am hurt enough le...

-.-

seriously i dun think i am special and important...

in conclusion i am moron...

well...

i didn't get to know why am i important to him...

i forgot to ask him yesterday nite...

cos my phone burn!!!!!

-.-

and which part of mi is important...

well he says...

my mouth,words dun let ppl go...

i think i wasn't that bad...

but he thinks...

if i improve on that point...

i maybe prefect...

i wanna him to treat mi as normal friend...

i dun wanna be special to him...

i dun be important...

once i am important or special...

my life is much more stress...

i must mind what i say to him...

cant say thing that hurts him...

-.-"

maybe he doesn't need to tell mi...

he himself noe jiu okay le...

maybe kou si xin fei bah...

i call that...

i dun mind being important to him...

which i care...

erm...but life continues ...

get harder each day...

-.-

till here bye!!!