My dog.

hellos.
today went to school.
emo by myself.
go maths exam.
mdm ow talk to me.
but silent reading.
she see i emo-ing.
then she say this is not the way you respond to people when they are talking to you.
i nod.
then she walk away.
shoo.
break.
played.
maths paper again.
12.30pm.
paper ended.
take my maths practice paper.
and went off.
wait for my pa to bring me.
then car came.
go aboard.
go eat mac.
grah.
go home.
sad part.
brought my dog.
out the house.
she was crying.
she is making a werid sound.
i guess she knows that she is going.
then went all the way to SPCA.
on car.
went crying and crying.
no voice le.
then my dog look at mi.
in a manner that she looks like she is talking to me.
her mouth is moving.
i kinda understand what she is trying to say.
she asked me to stop crying.
so i stop.
reach SPCA.
cried like hell.
the people came.
and took her.
i was carrying her.
she was tied.
on her neck.
i just cant bear to let go.
too hard.
but i know i must.
i see her being brought away.
that pain!
nobody can know that pain.
7 years of relationship
gone in just a blink.
how pain could that be?
100% pain.
like i was killed.
i wish that she could faster go to heaven.
may god pls.
take care of her.
i will love you forever.
she was just beside my bed yesterday.
today.
she is gone.

in my forever memories.
Milli lim.
muacks.



just now was clearing her thing.
the flashback came to me.
i remember the times when we played together.
her bed.
i have no idea why.
WHY?
friendship problem come.
and when i need them.
they heck care me.
crying*
:'(
we tried every way to keep her mouth quiet.
but.
none succeeded.
phew.
once let go.
i will never ever see her again.
but.
i know she always live in my heart.
my heart.
the crack.
the memories.
thanks to the people who complaint her.
if let me find out who the heck you are.
u watch out.
i'm sure u will get something from me.
i'll kill you!
bye.
[edited]
remember ADIV laughter.
now we became enemy.
no more laughter?
she said she forgive mi.
grah as if she did.
but.
i came a decision.
not gonna plan a ADIV outing.
leave it to V,A to plan.
my heart got a scar.
a painful one.
not gonna be like last time.
sry if i would say bad things to you.
cos i'm feelingless.
trying to find out who complaint my dog.
i'm gonna kill him/her.
asshole.