Heartaches

Hello guys,
Today's post will be rather draggy and mainly targeted at my ex boyfriend. Yeps, you read the word, "ex". Time flies, its coming to the 4th month of us being together but like what people always say, Good things never last. Yeps, i guess that's true. I felt so happy being together with this wonderful guy. Although he may not be perfect but in my eyes, he is already what i wanted. Just within these few months, we have created so many wonderful, special and awfully unique experience together. From seeing him stress with projects to him going for internship to him ending his internship and starting school again. It's been really a rough ride together but i used to believe that with our determination, we can overcome everything together.

But sometimes, things don't just go exactly how we want it to. There are moments where we fight and quarrel real hard. There are also times where what i really want was just time together, hugging and cuddling on the bed together. Promises are made. Promises are broken.

This was one of the best relationship i ever had. Holding his hands, knowing that his hands fits perfectly into mine. It gives me so much warmth and assurance. I know all these while, it has been tough on both of us. 

All these memories that we create together are really one of a kind. Thank you for making the effort to come down to my school to find me during my project days. Although it has been a tiring day for you but i am really glad and happy that you made the effort to.  

Some stuffs may not be special to you but to me, all these little moments when you take the initiative to do stuff for me, to surprise me. I love them and i really appreciate the effort. The times where we can just go on skype or facetime and stare at each other's face for minutes and talk about random stuff. I can never fail to just stare at you and get lost in those eyes.

 I love traveling. It feels wonderful and special when i was at bangkok with you. 

For all these memories we have created, it all has to come to end on the 29 Sep , 0050. 

Thank you for all the times that we have been together, it is rough but i guess now i think you have enough of me. Enough of my nonsense and enough of me planning things for you. Maybe sometimes i think i was caring but to you, i was being annoying. 

With this, Thank you guys for reading.