-.-.-.-.-.-..-

heys...

well yesterday nite james never call cos he head pain...

-.-

ask got eat pills never reply...

-.-

erm i buying the malay shirt either todae or tmr...

cos tuesday must wear le...

haha...

completely malay...

ok la till here...

go mapling le bb

need lv 25!!!

-.-.-.-.-.-..-

heys...

well yesterday nite james never call cos he head pain...

-.-

ask got eat pills never reply...

-.-

erm i buying the malay shirt either todae or tmr...

cos tuesday must wear le...

haha...

completely malay...

ok la till here...

go mapling le bb

need lv 25!!!

Friday!!!

yeahs!!!!

todae is fridae...

i love fridaes...

well todae salmon never come...

2 session of english gone...

yeahs...

erm

well pork also never come...

-.-

then got MT...

MT nothing to say la...

then break...

we went to basketball court...

guo jie cant play cos hand pain...

i and arico shared drink!!!!

H1N1? -.- heckcare...

haha...

then english...

salmon never come

then jiang fei attempt to change seat but

indian guy sit then too bad...

come back...

sit with mi...

then james wanna come then james come...

todae morning i told vanni they all that i kinda hate james...

well a fact...

erm...

but after all...

still same...

never make much diff...

then we do the english homework given by miss tay...

-.-

then we do first page then lazy do le...

take out paper and start to draw...

draw spongebox haha...

arico...

then ok liao cher walk here...

show her the pig i draw...

then jiang fei say nice hor?

cher say like you leh...

haha...

i laugh like hell...

then ok la stop laughing...

-.-

then got one part is vanni throw my file out!!!!

-.-

i didn't blame her...

cos not her fault la...

someone push her hand...

joycelin!!!

arrr...

but ok la...

not so angry...

haha...

thanks to vanni and azyzah...

they asked mi to change blogskin...

well change le lor...

dogs...

happy?

claps for them...

THANKS>.<

then i also wanna thanks james...

he finally tranfer my important to jiang fei..

so now we aren't close...

dun talk talk...

i dun feel like being close to him le...

i got hurt more...

so both of us cold cold...

good good good...

credit goes to him...

well...

i dun even need 0.01% of his important...

now my important list no him le...

got my family,my ass,blog,arico,wee jie,guo jie,jiang fei...

haha...

facebooking le bye!!!

Friday!!!

yeahs!!!!

todae is fridae...

i love fridaes...

well todae salmon never come...

2 session of english gone...

yeahs...

erm

well pork also never come...

-.-

then got MT...

MT nothing to say la...

then break...

we went to basketball court...

guo jie cant play cos hand pain...

i and arico shared drink!!!!

H1N1? -.- heckcare...

haha...

then english...

salmon never come

then jiang fei attempt to change seat but

indian guy sit then too bad...

come back...

sit with mi...

then james wanna come then james come...

todae morning i told vanni they all that i kinda hate james...

well a fact...

erm...

but after all...

still same...

never make much diff...

then we do the english homework given by miss tay...

-.-

then we do first page then lazy do le...

take out paper and start to draw...

draw spongebox haha...

arico...

then ok liao cher walk here...

show her the pig i draw...

then jiang fei say nice hor?

cher say like you leh...

haha...

i laugh like hell...

then ok la stop laughing...

-.-

then got one part is vanni throw my file out!!!!

-.-

i didn't blame her...

cos not her fault la...

someone push her hand...

joycelin!!!

arrr...

but ok la...

not so angry...

haha...

thanks to vanni and azyzah...

they asked mi to change blogskin...

well change le lor...

dogs...

happy?

claps for them...

THANKS>.<

then i also wanna thanks james...

he finally tranfer my important to jiang fei..

so now we aren't close...

dun talk talk...

i dun feel like being close to him le...

i got hurt more...

so both of us cold cold...

good good good...

credit goes to him...

well...

i dun even need 0.01% of his important...

now my important list no him le...

got my family,my ass,blog,arico,wee jie,guo jie,jiang fei...

haha...

facebooking le bye!!!

cold

-.-hi-.-

todae morning go school...

take bike...

i wait for the lift like 3mins...

then hab le the damn ass lift go up to the 12 floor...

ass hole...lor

then go down le still nvm...

it rain so heavy..

no choice but to go school...

go school le...

wet like hell...

then saw james,jiang fei and guo jie....

then i sit at my place...

do chemi homework and listening to music...

then pork came along...

actually wee jie,mi,james,jiang fei,arico,guo jie was like listening to songs....

we keep our phone fast...

then after that is reading...

newspaper...

haha...

then art...

my drawing sucks...

go downstairs to enlarge it...

then maths...

todae paid 95% attention...

congratz to mi...

then break...

ask zi min treat mi eat...

haha...

thanks...

when i and wee jie sitting down...

we found a wallet...

i mean i found...

took it up

inside got $1...

actually we thinking of buying drinks...

but after that we decided not...

i go gib it to office...

then after break

was like english...

well todae miss tay came in not miss lim...

jiang fei moved to sit with guo jie they all...

i never moved...

kai qi moved here...

i was doing my chemi...

haven't done yet lor...

but who cares...

then gib kai qi draw her limited de spongebox spuarepants...

haha...

then super funny...

james was like lonely at the other end...

same row...

but at the other end with jiang fei...

i also nothing to do...

so write something for james...

i explain why i am cold to him...

he didn't care...

i guess

then we hab dance...

-.-"

learn new le...

then we go for chemi...

do test...

surely fail de...

cos study wrong chapter...

haha...

is D1 i study D4...

haha...

then nth le...

lets talk bout wat i and james talk bout yesterday nite...

ok...

yesterday as you noe...

i started giving him cold shoulder le...

which i guess him dun care...

then he called mi...

i was in my mum room watching tv...

freak out...

everytime till the best part...

he call...

asshole...

then ans lor...

then we talk till like 10.45

cos we nothing to chat bout...

then i on my song and like start singing...

then wee jie call...

he ans..

i wait...

i not listening to him la...

only after he come back then i ask him...

haha...

then we listed our important list...

well...

he said...

1: jiang fei

2 and 3 is mi and weejie...

go fight out ourselves...

like i wanna like that...

i dun wan la..

who cares bout the placing?

i dun care...

i also dun need him to place mi anywhere...

i wanna be my own self...

haha...

anyways thanks for placing mi...

but really no need for that...

just treat wee jie like you treat mi like that...

cos i no longer care bout you...

totally...

wee jie is the guy man...

he said he trust you...

so gib him your trust...

and giv up my trust...

or maybe tranfer...

haha...

like tranfer money...

haha...

i then sms him tell him he is not important to mi liao...

and tonite dun call mi...

i will be thankful le...

pls kindly giv mi peace...

i wanna sleep well...

R.I.P to the old daryl...

i am no longer the old daryl to you le...

i treat others like my old self but not you...

i am not fighting with james alright...

all the ppl out there...

dun go talk talk...

cold

-.-hi-.-

todae morning go school...

take bike...

i wait for the lift like 3mins...

then hab le the damn ass lift go up to the 12 floor...

ass hole...lor

then go down le still nvm...

it rain so heavy..

no choice but to go school...

go school le...

wet like hell...

then saw james,jiang fei and guo jie....

then i sit at my place...

do chemi homework and listening to music...

then pork came along...

actually wee jie,mi,james,jiang fei,arico,guo jie was like listening to songs....

we keep our phone fast...

then after that is reading...

newspaper...

haha...

then art...

my drawing sucks...

go downstairs to enlarge it...

then maths...

todae paid 95% attention...

congratz to mi...

then break...

ask zi min treat mi eat...

haha...

thanks...

when i and wee jie sitting down...

we found a wallet...

i mean i found...

took it up

inside got $1...

actually we thinking of buying drinks...

but after that we decided not...

i go gib it to office...

then after break

was like english...

well todae miss tay came in not miss lim...

jiang fei moved to sit with guo jie they all...

i never moved...

kai qi moved here...

i was doing my chemi...

haven't done yet lor...

but who cares...

then gib kai qi draw her limited de spongebox spuarepants...

haha...

then super funny...

james was like lonely at the other end...

same row...

but at the other end with jiang fei...

i also nothing to do...

so write something for james...

i explain why i am cold to him...

he didn't care...

i guess

then we hab dance...

-.-"

learn new le...

then we go for chemi...

do test...

surely fail de...

cos study wrong chapter...

haha...

is D1 i study D4...

haha...

then nth le...

lets talk bout wat i and james talk bout yesterday nite...

ok...

yesterday as you noe...

i started giving him cold shoulder le...

which i guess him dun care...

then he called mi...

i was in my mum room watching tv...

freak out...

everytime till the best part...

he call...

asshole...

then ans lor...

then we talk till like 10.45

cos we nothing to chat bout...

then i on my song and like start singing...

then wee jie call...

he ans..

i wait...

i not listening to him la...

only after he come back then i ask him...

haha...

then we listed our important list...

well...

he said...

1: jiang fei

2 and 3 is mi and weejie...

go fight out ourselves...

like i wanna like that...

i dun wan la..

who cares bout the placing?

i dun care...

i also dun need him to place mi anywhere...

i wanna be my own self...

haha...

anyways thanks for placing mi...

but really no need for that...

just treat wee jie like you treat mi like that...

cos i no longer care bout you...

totally...

wee jie is the guy man...

he said he trust you...

so gib him your trust...

and giv up my trust...

or maybe tranfer...

haha...

like tranfer money...

haha...

i then sms him tell him he is not important to mi liao...

and tonite dun call mi...

i will be thankful le...

pls kindly giv mi peace...

i wanna sleep well...

R.I.P to the old daryl...

i am no longer the old daryl to you le...

i treat others like my old self but not you...

i am not fighting with james alright...

all the ppl out there...

dun go talk talk...

-.-"

hellos...

todae was the most fun of the week...

erm even if my mouth pain cos i burt untill...

which still hurts...

then morning take my bike and ride it to school...

i find that i need to be earlier then normal...

cos,humans keep on blocking my way...

earlier bird get fresh worms...

haha...

went to class sit there...

todae didn't talk to james...

cos i dun feel like talking to him...

no idea why...

we didn't fight dun get us wrong...

awhile later azyzah come in..

here's the fun...

we was actually sharing our views on life...

almost everydae...

it is a must you see...

erm we were talking bout the the dae after tmr...

haha...

we were so involed...

well my best part is when the guy in the copter...

says...

prepare for crush landing...

azyzah was like mad about the whole thing...

not as in angry but crazy...

-.-"

then home-econ...

fail to be a home-econ rap...

-.-"

i and navind let go our break time to help chers...

we were hoping to get RS award...

haha...

impossible...

then we spend like 45 mins...

moving things up and down the school...

from staff room to kitchen,kitchen to staff room we did it like 5 times...

up and down only...

then last time le...

chers gib us cookies...

-.-

then we hab MT>.<

then like jiang fei changed to sit beside mi...

then awhile jiang fei moved to infront...

haha...

well then english...

salmon never come again..

then i and azyzah started on the dae after tmr...

-.-

then maths...

we didn't pay full attention on cher..

jiang fei mi vanni and verna...

haha...

we were like laughing the lesson...

cher com thing...

the diagram make i and jiang fei laugh like hell...

super funny...

well todae de blog never say till james...

haha...

good hor?

cos never talk to him...

i am giving him cold shoulder le...

anyway...

till here bye!!!!

-.-"

hellos...

todae was the most fun of the week...

erm even if my mouth pain cos i burt untill...

which still hurts...

then morning take my bike and ride it to school...

i find that i need to be earlier then normal...

cos,humans keep on blocking my way...

earlier bird get fresh worms...

haha...

went to class sit there...

todae didn't talk to james...

cos i dun feel like talking to him...

no idea why...

we didn't fight dun get us wrong...

awhile later azyzah come in..

here's the fun...

we was actually sharing our views on life...

almost everydae...

it is a must you see...

erm we were talking bout the the dae after tmr...

haha...

we were so involed...

well my best part is when the guy in the copter...

says...

prepare for crush landing...

azyzah was like mad about the whole thing...

not as in angry but crazy...

-.-"

then home-econ...

fail to be a home-econ rap...

-.-"

i and navind let go our break time to help chers...

we were hoping to get RS award...

haha...

impossible...

then we spend like 45 mins...

moving things up and down the school...

from staff room to kitchen,kitchen to staff room we did it like 5 times...

up and down only...

then last time le...

chers gib us cookies...

-.-

then we hab MT>.<

then like jiang fei changed to sit beside mi...

then awhile jiang fei moved to infront...

haha...

well then english...

salmon never come again..

then i and azyzah started on the dae after tmr...

-.-

then maths...

we didn't pay full attention on cher..

jiang fei mi vanni and verna...

haha...

we were like laughing the lesson...

cher com thing...

the diagram make i and jiang fei laugh like hell...

super funny...

well todae de blog never say till james...

haha...

good hor?

cos never talk to him...

i am giving him cold shoulder le...

anyway...

till here bye!!!!

mrs salvan

hellos...

todae mrs slavan never come...

congratz 1-2...

early in the morning started to hear pork talk talk talk le...

then P.E played basketball...

i,james and jiang fei one group...

3 vs 4...

zi min,arico,zainul and kok hong...

haha...

we won obviously...

then we hab music...

-.-"

draw the music thing...

-.-"

like i said=.=

eye bag heavy...

then break...

sitted down with jiang fei,wee jie,arico and james...

i sit beside james...

-.-"

then they talk bout games...

which is like i dun care much de game..SA...

sudden attack...

then after that they go changed...

i also...

then james open the class door le...

he went to find pork i guess...

science...

phy...

didn't really pay much attention...

-.-"

mrs salvan never come...

for english which is like good...

congratz...

then i was writing poem...

ok le went to giv james see...

then he walk here...

-.-

tell mi thing...

i dun really hear much...

then let vanni and azyzah see...

after that i edit abit of it...

then giv james...

james kept it...

-.-

after math i got it back from him...

i gave him a new one...

just for him de...

orange paper...

cos got HNW...

stay eat first...

eat tarriyaki curry chicken...

nice...

i love it...

then go take HNW...

ok le i tell wee jie and arico bye...

then went home...

i think james said bye to mi?

i guess...

cos he talking to another guy...

i dun care...

then i walk away...

then take bike and off i go home!!!

yesterday we chatted for the special nite...

we chat bout how we met...

when did we go out...

how do we get so close...

just these...

1hour37 mins...

impressive huh?

totally forget how do i met him...

nvm...

i will keep thinking...

stress ah...

i aren't important...

he thinks i am important...

well...i think he is just trying to make mi feel better...

i guess...

i think i dun really mean that much to him...

ya,we are close...

but i dun think i am important...

which i think james is special and important to mi...

cos he is my last closest friend i going to have...

i dun wanna hab another cos i am hurt enough le...

-.-

seriously i dun think i am special and important...

in conclusion i am moron...

well...

i didn't get to know why am i important to him...

i forgot to ask him yesterday nite...

cos my phone burn!!!!!

-.-

and which part of mi is important...

well he says...

my mouth,words dun let ppl go...

i think i wasn't that bad...

but he thinks...

if i improve on that point...

i maybe prefect...

i wanna him to treat mi as normal friend...

i dun wanna be special to him...

i dun be important...

once i am important or special...

my life is much more stress...

i must mind what i say to him...

cant say thing that hurts him...

-.-"

maybe he doesn't need to tell mi...

he himself noe jiu okay le...

maybe kou si xin fei bah...

i call that...

i dun mind being important to him...

which i care...

erm...but life continues ...

get harder each day...

-.-

till here bye!!!

mrs salvan

hellos...

todae mrs slavan never come...

congratz 1-2...

early in the morning started to hear pork talk talk talk le...

then P.E played basketball...

i,james and jiang fei one group...

3 vs 4...

zi min,arico,zainul and kok hong...

haha...

we won obviously...

then we hab music...

-.-"

draw the music thing...

-.-"

like i said=.=

eye bag heavy...

then break...

sitted down with jiang fei,wee jie,arico and james...

i sit beside james...

-.-"

then they talk bout games...

which is like i dun care much de game..SA...

sudden attack...

then after that they go changed...

i also...

then james open the class door le...

he went to find pork i guess...

science...

phy...

didn't really pay much attention...

-.-"

mrs salvan never come...

for english which is like good...

congratz...

then i was writing poem...

ok le went to giv james see...

then he walk here...

-.-

tell mi thing...

i dun really hear much...

then let vanni and azyzah see...

after that i edit abit of it...

then giv james...

james kept it...

-.-

after math i got it back from him...

i gave him a new one...

just for him de...

orange paper...

cos got HNW...

stay eat first...

eat tarriyaki curry chicken...

nice...

i love it...

then go take HNW...

ok le i tell wee jie and arico bye...

then went home...

i think james said bye to mi?

i guess...

cos he talking to another guy...

i dun care...

then i walk away...

then take bike and off i go home!!!

yesterday we chatted for the special nite...

we chat bout how we met...

when did we go out...

how do we get so close...

just these...

1hour37 mins...

impressive huh?

totally forget how do i met him...

nvm...

i will keep thinking...

stress ah...

i aren't important...

he thinks i am important...

well...i think he is just trying to make mi feel better...

i guess...

i think i dun really mean that much to him...

ya,we are close...

but i dun think i am important...

which i think james is special and important to mi...

cos he is my last closest friend i going to have...

i dun wanna hab another cos i am hurt enough le...

-.-

seriously i dun think i am special and important...

in conclusion i am moron...

well...

i didn't get to know why am i important to him...

i forgot to ask him yesterday nite...

cos my phone burn!!!!!

-.-

and which part of mi is important...

well he says...

my mouth,words dun let ppl go...

i think i wasn't that bad...

but he thinks...

if i improve on that point...

i maybe prefect...

i wanna him to treat mi as normal friend...

i dun wanna be special to him...

i dun be important...

once i am important or special...

my life is much more stress...

i must mind what i say to him...

cant say thing that hurts him...

-.-"

maybe he doesn't need to tell mi...

he himself noe jiu okay le...

maybe kou si xin fei bah...

i call that...

i dun mind being important to him...

which i care...

erm...but life continues ...

get harder each day...

-.-

till here bye!!!

ellos...

hey ppls...

todae at home....

nothing to do...

-.-"

then ma come home go northpoint.......

-.-"

then ma buy shoes...

we see bottles...

-.-"

$15.90

-.-"

we go cwp...

just to buy that bottle...

two bottle....

pei pei...

go minitoon...

buy the $9.90 de bottle....

-.-"

after that we went to walk walk...

saw miss rachelle....

haha...

then we go home...

i go make my bike...

meet up with duncan...

go ricxon house there de park cycle...

-.-"

then 5.45 duncan go home...

i also go home...

then eat...

haha..

till here...

it is 12.32AM now...

-.-

totally tried!!!!

=.=

eye bag very heavy....

james never call mi le...

=.=

bye!!!

ellos...

hey ppls...

todae at home....

nothing to do...

-.-"

then ma come home go northpoint.......

-.-"

then ma buy shoes...

we see bottles...

-.-"

$15.90

-.-"

we go cwp...

just to buy that bottle...

two bottle....

pei pei...

go minitoon...

buy the $9.90 de bottle....

-.-"

after that we went to walk walk...

saw miss rachelle....

haha...

then we go home...

i go make my bike...

meet up with duncan...

go ricxon house there de park cycle...

-.-"

then 5.45 duncan go home...

i also go home...

then eat...

haha..

till here...

it is 12.32AM now...

-.-

totally tried!!!!

=.=

eye bag very heavy....

james never call mi le...

=.=

bye!!!

guai lan...

well hi..

todae i am like going to say that...

RACHEL LIM...you bueysong then dun caome la...

asshole...

think wat?wushu then i scare?

pls la wake up la...

think pretty?my floor also nicer then your guailan face...

if kimberly not happy call her come find mi!!!!

i not scare de...dun need to call you...

heckcare ah...

GUAI LAN KIA...so long suckers

guai lan...

well hi..

todae i am like going to say that...

RACHEL LIM...you bueysong then dun caome la...

asshole...

think wat?wushu then i scare?

pls la wake up la...

think pretty?my floor also nicer then your guailan face...

if kimberly not happy call her come find mi!!!!

i not scare de...dun need to call you...

heckcare ah...

GUAI LAN KIA...so long suckers

james

ello ppl...

todae was happening...

well morning no HL...

wear uni...

then pork talk talk talk...

then MT...

cant see moved to the other side of class...

=D

sit beside professor soya sauce...(jiang fei)

haha.

erm then 2table behide professor long...(james)

break lo...

sited down with professor long,Alevel(arico),Wlevel(wee jie)and paper(zi min)

talk talk....

professor long didnt feel like talking...

so i talk to him...

lonely after yesterday...

at nite talk to him....

i tell him that my belive in him drop to 25%

then sob lor

then saw professor soya sauce

he go buy thing to eat...

then he threaten mi that if i dun throw the thing for him....

he tell bros bout my full name

which is DARYL LIM CHEONG KUN

the bolded part...

then i say say lor...

he say till daryl lim...

i say cheong kun...

professor long then keep on saying...

-.-"

then english...

sian one...

then talk talk....

i got a lot of professors...

vanni=professor pig...

azyzah=professor shit

salina=professor messy

eliyana=professor tidy

jiang fei=professor soya sauce

james=professor long...

then lesson end le...

found that my red thread break...

i remember telling james that...

once that thread break means sooner or later i will fight with him...

then walk out school that time...

he cried...

sad...

ask him alot of times then he say he thinking too much...

i talk to him...

he then cool down...

i promise that i wont fight with him...

i promise...

yesterday nite i wrote this in my phone...

GOd...

pls help mi.i just hurt james very much

i felt bad,but he still a cheerful guy,i must admit.

but i think i have gone too far le.

i have no idea at first..

i didn't know"i was the one he belive in.

the one that is the closest one...

i thought it was jiang fei.

i am too stupid...

he gave mi hope to my life...

he brighten my day when i see him...

but i....

maybe my jealousy toward him and jiang fei...

so i thought that way...

maybe i am too much.till now i then understand him...

i dun wanna say more le...

cryin....

god pls help us...

hellp us can closer and understand each other more..

god did you plan this? or? i am really...

haizzz...

he also told mi...

cant i feel it?

cant i feel that i am the closest to him?

AM I STUPID?

EASY THINGS LIKE THIS CANT FEEL IT?

I AM SUCH ASSHOLE...

well he isn't my first closest friend...

but i actually hab one too...

also a same thing....

break the thing he brought for mi....

then we fight...

i can understand too...

i cried that time...

i can understand that feeling...

and i am his first closest friend....

haizzz....

i am too stupid to noe it...

am i?

i am so sorry james...

i didn't meant to...

i really dunnoe...

cos you sometime gave mi cold shoulder....

sometime so...

i really dun understand...

i really regretted being so close to him....

as close as i get to him....

the more hurt he will get....

but now...

no choice but to get closer to him...

understand him more....

make him feel as there is one ppl who cares....

one ppl that he can belive in...

i totally regretted...

nothin i can do le...

i gave wrong hope...

i am useless...

i am so sorry james...