Misunderstanding.

ello.
well.
today was busy.
too busy.
morning wake up around 10am.
then parents went to er yi house.
then came back around2.
i was playing maple.
finally maple lv55 le.
still a long way to go for lv70.
jyjy anyways.
back to what i'm going to say.
there is a misunderstanding between me and salina.
she thinks i hate her.
i cos i wrote in my previous post that i hate a gurl.
THAT GURL IS AMIRA!
any problem?
i have put her name.
hope this misunderstanding can rest.
but.
i told her alot of times till i can remember in my brain.
which is still fresh.
that the gurl isn't her.
Walao she keep thinking negative sia.
then say nobody care her.
pls la.
we care her,she say we pity her.
WTH sia.
we aren't pitying her.
we are trying to cheer her up sia.
haizz.
say so many also no use.
care = pity sia.
walao.
so what?
not to care her?
as a friend you would see your friend fall and not help meh?
haizz.
schoolreopensonwednesdayhooray.


[edited]
hellos.
its bout 5 am in the morning.
played maple the whole nite.
leveled my fire,poison from lv33 to lv 37.
pro leh.
thanks to my maple pa and ma...
love them much!
ok i go sleep le.
bye~

Perfect Reason

hello...
emo-ing.
back to topic.
i have did something real bad.
and i have to giv reason for it.
not just some reason but,
Perfect Reason
i guess i'm starting to get into Perfect Reason.
now...
i shall stop that topic which make me feel weird.
ok..
yesterday played maple for 9 complete hours.
non-stop
then i lv my lv52 to lv 54.
thats hard enough.
ok...
i'mstartingtohatethatgurlwhichistotallysickshesucks.

safari

Greetings!
muawhahahahaha.
just went to nite safari.
damn fun.
damn scary.
they are celebrating Halloween.
took the tram.
damn scary.
the staff.
make up into scary person.
this year's theme is fairy tale.
so there is mermaid all those.
the funny is the mermaid.
one guy.
cut the mermaid.
yucks...
then went out.
walk the thingy.
scary.
i shouted.
ok.
then we went to the ulu.
saw alot of char.
then go take pic.
pic will be in facebook.
my sis will tag me
=D
ok till here.
happy Halloween everyone.

picture

Salina

yo ppl....
this post is just for Salina.
she is sad...
ok here goes...
You might have lose the whole world!
But not some of your bestie.
You might have hate the world!
But dun hate your bestie.
You might have been sad the whole day!
But just cheer up and be happy.
You might have think that life isn't good enough!
But it might been in down luck.
You might have just jump down and died!
But think of others,if you die how bout them.
to end off.
i like to say.
cheer up!!!
cheer up!!!
cheer up!!!
cheer up!!!
cheer up!!!
cheer up!!!
cheer up!!!
Cheer up!!!
just cheer up!!!
tothosewhothinksthatsheistransparent,thinkagain.
cheer up okay?
cya real soon.

thurs

hi,Its a thursday after all.
i'm bored and hungry now.
maybe going to play maple later.
played maple yesterday around
1am-3am
then went to fb.
my sis online.
go play maple again.
3++am-5.30am
grah just wake up...
the ppl beside my house are knocking on my wall!
freaks.
i was told to list down who i love!
no numbering.
just think and type.
muawhahaha.
here goes.
-Azyzah,Izwan,Vanni,Salina,Jiang Fei,Wee Jie,James,Arico,Zakiyah.
these are my secondary friends.
just purely love them cos they rocks.
-Jarin,Jun Jun,Dorothy,Duncan,Boon Loong,Ricxon,Ahmad,Bei lin.
these are my primary friends.
i love them more than anyone.
cos they dun let me feel extra!
they ROCKS!

outing.

hey!
today morning woke up around 7?
then go bath,vanni sms me.
salina havent wake up.
then call call.
then meet salina around8.50
then go eat.
vanni came.
ate mac.
go MRT go orchard.
sian.
then reach le.
go orchard ion.
go outside.
then got one guy taking photo.
then vanni eating bread.
funny.
then walk walk.
see a super long escalator.
go up.
then got one uncle down there.
i talking bout escape then point at him.
he looked at me like stuned!
freak.
went up.
then come down.
go food republic to eat.
vanni eat.
i and salina drink.
she finish,we played with it.

muawhahaha.
then go back admiralty.
bring vanni sister go school.
go meet fana.
then go eat mac.
mega mcspicy!!!
yummy.
then go bring salina brother.
cute!
then go cwp.
buy water.
go salina house.
then said hi to salina family.
they like.
stun.
i said hi again.
they like oh,hi!
lol?

salina bro!
then went downstairs.
saw gigi.
walk with her.
then we walk all the way to a very far bus stop.
take 900.
go vista point.
go buy water.
go vista park played.
fun!
lend fana's specs.

muawhahaha.
then 5.30 went home.
take 901.
reach cwp.
go take 913 go home.
ok till here.
salina bro cute!

Going out

Hey ppl...
going out with vanni and salina later.
actually should be now meeting with salina.
but she haven't wake up!
going bugis.
oh shit,nvm.
just thinking of something.
post later when i come back home~
bye~

patched!

yo dudes.
i'm very happy!
no idea why.
perhaps cos patch with Azyzah.
muawhahaha.
ok.
tmr on facebook.
we chat.
we talk talk talk.
then decided to let that matter R.I.P
so move on to zakiyah...
they both fighting.
grah.
gonna help them.
then morning.
no school.
my ma on my room light.
make me wake up.
somemore off my air-con.
freak lo.
i no school,she off air-con.
i school,my sister no school,she dun off.
super pissed off.
i go off the fan,on the air-con.
muawhahahahaha.
today is my 1 month of stead-ing.
muawhahahahaha.
then bout 9 plus on com.
go on fb.
then maple.
then fb again.
chatting with vanni and salina bout tmr.
bout 9am go vista park.
haizz.
then now,i'm bored.
gonna check is escape open at the morning.
so ADIV can go play!
[edited]
its close on weekdays.
sian.
PSLE marking day open.
sian.

Auto-machines

Its a matter of me and her!
why?
why others must KPO?
come on.
our problem,we will settle it!
no need others to interfere!
the problem will be settle soon!
its all coming to an end!
so just let me and her go on a personal talk!
so now.
auto-machines are interfering into this matter.
saying some idiots words.
which are not highly recommended!
i'm admit i'm egoistic!
but why "she" said i'm pathetic?
it doesn't make sense.
since when is she into this?
grah!
they are making me day worse.
who can i count on now?
i trust A,she fought with me.
i trust V,she exposed me.
i trust JF,he also exposed me.
who on earth can i trust now?my ass maybe!

friendship problemS

what a day.
go school for sci exam.
went home.
tmr no school till next wed.
how great.
everyday sleep.
hahas.
ok.
now.
morning.
Azyzah wanna talk to me.
grah.
went to the stairs there.
she go blah blah blah.
talk talk talk.
for every 4 sentences.
the word "ego" came out.
grah.
she said she heck care me.
great!
heck care lo.
i'm currently not crazy after friendship!
i'm currently crazy after my lack of sleep!
i wan sleep.
grah.
yawns*
no energy to fight.
she said she not trying to pick up a fight.
oh.
whatever.
she looks like some ah ma when she talking to me.
like walking around.
and talk to the plants.
i guess she didn't get me.
cos her hairband,cover half of her ear!
amira was like giv her oxygen.
then exam over.
she talk to me again.
we walked around.
and talk.
like some freaks.
then went in the class.
mdm ow heard the "ego" again.
and she laugh!
what so funny about the word "ego"?
alright then went in class.
talk.
Vanni,Zakiyah came.
then was talking.
Azyzah wanted me to move behide.
why should i?
then she some kind of shouted at zakiyah.
they both go shouting.
then zakiyah said.
i'm not going to move behide.
you move behide.
Azyzah said.
alright you stay here.
and i go behide.
then she ask me go.
zakiyah said.
she go,daryl is staying here.
and she hugged me.
grah.
how warmly is that?
then they all go le.
james brought new phone.
same as jiang fei.
he brought that phone not because new.
because jiang fei is using that phone.
is he in love with jiang fei?
ew.
couple phone?
yucks.
jiang fei isn't that type.
idk bout james.
ew.
then he show me the phone.
go nah nah!
then show off.
freak.
currently having a BLOG WAR with azyzah.
going to close down ADIV blog for the time being.
may the war officially open!-.-

Azyzah

so...
WHAT DO SHE EXPECT OF ME?
SHE THINK LETTING GO A 7 YEAR TOGETHER DOG IS EASY?
SHE THINKS THAT LETTING IT GO IS EASY?
COS SHE DIDN'T HAVE A FREAKING ASS PET.
SHE NEVER HAD TO BRING THAT"PET" TO SPCA.
LET IT GO.
SHE HAS NO IDEA HOW PAINFUL.
HOW PAINFUL TO SEE THE "PET" GO IN.
SHE HAS NO IDEA HOW LONELY CAN I BE.
ALONE AT HOME.
SHE HAS LOTS OF FRIENDS.
SOMEMORE HER PARENTS DUN WORK.
MY PARENTS WORK.
AFTERNOON,MY ONLY WAY TO KILL TIME TO PLAY WITH MY DOG.
YES SHE DID ASK.
I WAS FINE AT THAT TIME.
BUT AFTER THAT I FIND THAT WHAT I REALLY NEED IS.
FRIENDSHIP.
GRAH,SHE CHANGED.
INTO A TOTALLY STRANGER TO ME.
SHE DUN FIGHT EASILY.
BUT NOWADAYS SHE GO MAD ABOUT EVERYTHING.
AND I MEAN EVERYTHING.
SO IF I SAY.
NOBODY UNDERSTAND.
AT LEAST SALINA UNDERSTAND.
I DIDN'T SAY NOBODY CARE.
I JUST SAY NOBODY UNDERSTAND.
NOT NOBODY CARE.
ZAKIYAH,VANNI,JAMES,SALINA AND EVEN AZYZAH CARE.
I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THE HECK SHE REALLY WAN.
GHAR.CRAPS.

milli.

hellos ppl.
went to school for humanities exam.
during exam i got extra time.
so i wrote this just for my dog,milli.
To my beloved milli,
you live as a dog,my pet for this life.
i'm sry if i've ever ill-treated you.
but in my heart,you are my best dog.
my one and only dog that live this life.
even is you are at SPCA,getting ready to go heaven,you will always live inside me.
if iwere to give out awards,you will be my first.
you spend every moment of your life with me.
i watch you grow from a small dog into a fat dog,how great.
i've grow from a 6 year old boy into a 13 year old boy.
you have grow from a 3 year old small dog into a 10 year old fat dog.
at first i never thought that your life end odd like this.
can't bear to but sorry milli,you someday will still leave me.
we have spend a happy moment together.
we sing,we dance,we even swim together.
when i'm sad,stress,you will always come to me,play with me.
you lighted my life like noone can,i rate you as a 5-star dog!
no matter how great you are,you have to go,
i have to let go my hands,it's a deep scar.
i'm really sorry.
i'll take revenge for you.
R.I.P
milli(22-4-1996 -- 1-10-2009)
grah.
almost cry when writing this.
then giv yvonne read.
she cried.
gave zakiyah see.
nobody know the pain.
they are like.
heck care ah.
heck care heck care lo.
dun talk to me.
the person who really care for mi is James.
he called me yesterday.
ask me whether i'm alright.
obviously not alright.
went crying for the whole day.
never even sleep well.
i 4am plus then sleep.
tried.
6am wake up.
sleep not even till 1hour.
i miss milli.

R.I.P
[edited]
To milli.
i hope that u understand what i'm trying to say.
i forgot to say i love you before letting you go.
i guess its too late.
but.
i will love you forever.
nobody,noone can replace you.
i know once gone,never come back.
so sorry.
i just hope that your next life,be a human.
if u can,be my child.
wait for me.
i feel like ending my life at this point.
i really really miss you.
when i went to the toilet.
it make me remember that time we were playing with water.
after that got scolding.
it worth it.
i went outside.
it make me remember that u shit outside.
that was funny.
i went to my room.
see that place that you used to sleep.
it warms my heart when you close your eyes.
i went to kitchen.
remember feeding you chicken meat.
u choose out chicken meat.
rice dun eat.
you got a scolding from me.
NO CHOOSING FOOD EVEN IF YOU ARE IN HEAVEN!
no matter how busy i may be.
i will make out time to play with you.
but.
regretted.
i just hope.
HOPE!
someone understands this pain.
no one can.
some make fun out of it.
idk what is there to laugh?
i last wish is that u be happy in heaven.
god bless you.

My dog.

My dog.

hellos.
today went to school.
emo by myself.
go maths exam.
mdm ow talk to me.
but silent reading.
she see i emo-ing.
then she say this is not the way you respond to people when they are talking to you.
i nod.
then she walk away.
shoo.
break.
played.
maths paper again.
12.30pm.
paper ended.
take my maths practice paper.
and went off.
wait for my pa to bring me.
then car came.
go aboard.
go eat mac.
grah.
go home.
sad part.
brought my dog.
out the house.
she was crying.
she is making a werid sound.
i guess she knows that she is going.
then went all the way to SPCA.
on car.
went crying and crying.
no voice le.
then my dog look at mi.
in a manner that she looks like she is talking to me.
her mouth is moving.
i kinda understand what she is trying to say.
she asked me to stop crying.
so i stop.
reach SPCA.
cried like hell.
the people came.
and took her.
i was carrying her.
she was tied.
on her neck.
i just cant bear to let go.
too hard.
but i know i must.
i see her being brought away.
that pain!
nobody can know that pain.
7 years of relationship
gone in just a blink.
how pain could that be?
100% pain.
like i was killed.
i wish that she could faster go to heaven.
may god pls.
take care of her.
i will love you forever.
she was just beside my bed yesterday.
today.
she is gone.

in my forever memories.
Milli lim.
muacks.



just now was clearing her thing.
the flashback came to me.
i remember the times when we played together.
her bed.
i have no idea why.
WHY?
friendship problem come.
and when i need them.
they heck care me.
crying*
:'(
we tried every way to keep her mouth quiet.
but.
none succeeded.
phew.
once let go.
i will never ever see her again.
but.
i know she always live in my heart.
my heart.
the crack.
the memories.
thanks to the people who complaint her.
if let me find out who the heck you are.
u watch out.
i'm sure u will get something from me.
i'll kill you!
bye.
[edited]
remember ADIV laughter.
now we became enemy.
no more laughter?
she said she forgive mi.
grah as if she did.
but.
i came a decision.
not gonna plan a ADIV outing.
leave it to V,A to plan.
my heart got a scar.
a painful one.
not gonna be like last time.
sry if i would say bad things to you.
cos i'm feelingless.
trying to find out who complaint my dog.
i'm gonna kill him/her.
asshole.