Current life

Lots of things happening at one go recently. With N levels coming up real soon. Time to make the decision to go ITE or continue my studies in Riverside. Though I have pretty much made up my mind to go ITE, but my parents and relatives strong disagree with what I think would be better for me. I mean. I am one that can't take lots of stress. Especially if it comes to secondary 5 and O levels. It's already a burning hell now, should I go on and have another year of burning hell? It still leaves me with a big question mark. Though I am pretty sure I am not going bck for secondary 5 if I get 15-19 points. It's a risk. A big risk. I guess it's just walk a step and look out for the next step. Hmm. Secondly, friendship problem. This is a constant problem that I have. Everytime. I'll never make peace with people whom I seriously don't like. No joke. Though I'm okay with Melson in school now, I'll never fit in into their clique. Reason? Cause I'm not into much gaming and they talks about games I don't know and maybe sports which I don't really know. My circle of friends is limited. But what's good is that I have a few great friends around me. Just to mention 4, easily from my brain. 1) azmirah( though I feel like I'm useless when with her most of the time) 2) Ce Xun ( this guy is really unique. He is one of the cute guys I know. I just know him for not very long yet I don't mind showing him my ugly side. ) 3) Marcus. ( this guy is insane with domo and cute guys. He is also cute but. Awkward 40% of the time ) 4) hui Yun( though she says that she don't feel that I treat her as a best friend but I really read treat her as one. If not I wouldn't bring food for her last term) reason why I mention just 4 because I really got no clue who else to credit. :X lastly. Just a note to many. I fall in love easily. I believe you when you say you love me ( hope that im yours) You will make me think of you all day long even though I just get to know you. You're cute though you claim that you're near to ugly. But you're cute in my view. Don't care what others say cause they don't know you. So what if you're fat? It's god's creation and plan. Love the way god wants you to be. I don't know whether you will read this but. I'll try my best to get to know you more. :D