Emotions,

Hello guys, Back here blogging just before i go off to bed. Been quite affected by something recently. Its all about love. Just recently, i got a date. Yep, i got a date. The person isn't a She but a He. He's from my school and really amazing thing about this is. I don't even use any kind of applications to know about him. I think when the person come, they come. So yeah, i was all ready for it but when i told my close friend about it, He changed. yep, Totally. I don't even know why. I told him way before that me and him will never get a chance to be together, The max we will go is Brothers. It will never hit the tip top Relationship part. He said he understood me but now, He's being all so affected and became mean, He uses mean words on me telling me to go gym with my boy when i already told him i will go gym with him, I mean like, Just because i have a date doesn't mean you are not my friend. I dont get it why, Some people told me, " You made a wrong friend." I dont agree to it. He's a really good friend but i guess. sometimes, people gets overly attached and becomes like this? I dont know.. one, I dont want to lose him as my friend. Two, i dont want to lose my boy. Both are equally amazing and my treasure. I feel.. lost. I am seriously. lost.