Misses

Well hello hello. Today don't seem to be my day for a reason. Firstly. invited AnAn over to my house to play Mstar, i mean like its normal since there's no school and im completely bored at home and Pepperlunch manager did not respond to my messages about work so i assume i am not involved in any activities related to them. Anyway, im quitting soon cause the next sem Modules are killers, serious killers cause damn, all theory base questions. Loads of stuff to remember. Oh, back to topic. Dad came home and shouted at me for not clearing the shits and pees my dog created. Oh holy dogs. created something so holy. ONCE HE CAME HOME, SHOUTED AT ME. And my damn sister decided to tell my mum my friend came over in the morning. so my mum messaged me and asked me, i explained. She's okay then my dad. other than complaining and posting stuff online, he did nothing. What can i expect right, since he has been saying stuff and doing another sort of stuff. so i am like bitch please. if you want me to do stuff, as the older one, YOU show me how its done. You dont go around bitching about how this and that is done when you do no damn shit. so yeah, i went to clear and there goes my mum telling me off about how i should clear those stuff and not wait till my dad is home and let him nag. Claiming that i did not do anything instead of playing computer games. YEAH RIGHT, whatever i did you guys did not see and there yall mouth go opening and closing. If its not for me who clean up the floor again cause my sister did not clean it properly. YOU GUYS WILL BE WALKING ON OILY FLOOR AND SLIP FALL AND PROBABLY ROLL DOWN THE STAIRS AND I DONT KNOW, ROLL FURTHER? It's all these little little action will make you guys come home in peace not worrying about falling over. Since these little actions are nothing in yall eyes then why should i do it. Totally waste of my time. Whatever it is. I'm pissed. he is pissed. my mum is pissed my sister is pissed. I probably should just run away from home. Which i wont actually. Come on, i love my bed. I got my bed why would i run away from home right. Oh well, life. When on the way home after walking to waterfront with AnAn, i was checking my whatsapp and come across HuiYun's Chat. I don't know, maybe im being over sensitive? i dont know, i just dislike it when people ignore my messages. I know they read my messages but why cant they even bother to reply. I mean like take 5 mins or even lesser than that to reply to my text will cause you to lose a few piece of meat from your body? I dont know man, Just thinking about it annoys me. Maybe this friendship isn't that strong as it used to seem? Azmirah with her own dance crew, HuiYun with her crush and friends. Maybe what i am doing to make them realize that they actually have a true friend here is useless. Probably i should stop trying since trying is nothing in their eyes. It just seem that im just trying too hard and can be easily forgotten. Judge me for all you want cause friendship is important to me. Now i think about it, True friends. NAH, THEY DONT EXIST. No matter how hard you try, if they are not your true friends, they won't be. Becoming moody because of these. how weak. Oh well, life still needs to go on. Gym tomorrow with my bro. Run and forget them all stress.