WELCOME TO MY CRAP AND RUBBISH>.<

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

6.30am

Hey peeps.:)
its 6.30am now.
its not that i woke up.
is that i havent close my eyes and sleep for at least 1 min.
later going swimming.
yay.
go yoi chu kang.
then after that.
maybe going to watch avatar with maple friends.
3D de.
James say dunneed to ask him.
so not planning to ask him.
my posts are getting shorter.
anyways.
its 301209 le.
1 more day
new year!!!
WHOOS~
staying at home to watch the fireworks at msia.
:D
kay till here.
Oh yes,deleted my private blog.

Monday, December 28, 2009

Careless.

Hey all.
i think imma so careless nowadays.
totally!
i tag fatin to link me whereas she already did.
how retarded can i be?
and and.
Fall down on bed after banging on the fan.
-.-
that is painful.
And and.
taking the wrong bus to cwp.
-.-
sia what happen to me sio.
T.T
kay till here.

Topicless.

Hey peeps.
school is back in less than 1 week time.
:)
Mum said she gonna change the pw for my comp.
Change lo.
Go ahead change.
i still can log in de.
:3
i not comp idiot.
Holiday is so bored.
Homework not done at all
:D
monday meeting Aisha and go school.
:)


Sunday, December 27, 2009

271209

:D
2 days after Christmas.
4 days to new year!
<3<3
going to the count down ppl!!
<3
today was rather simple.
wake up.
start sms-ing with izwan.2-9
eat.
go buy books.
still sms-ing.
dinner.
now still sms-ing.
:D kay bye.

Saturday, December 26, 2009

299th post.

Hey all ppl out there.
this is my 299th post.
:)
Keeping it alive.
kay.
Today was eternally long.
went to toa pa yo.
then go see ah gong.
after that went to AMK.
bring thing to give Biao jie.
then go walk walk at AMK.
well.
Today went de place all is i went with James before one.
idunno why i and him arent talking anymore.
totally became plain water.
idunno uh.
i also dun care.
maybe is cos of that gurl.
idunno.
kay.
back to our topic.
after AMK went home.
yay.
Sleep.
whoos.
kay till here.
School reopening soon.
<3
totally hate my sec2 form teacher.
ADIV wont be sitting tgt.
for sure.
-.-
kay.
anyway.
changed the 1 pic on the >> of my post.
cos i find it very attractive.
so change it to someone that dont remind me bout us.
gtg.
bye.

Friday, December 25, 2009

Does your name fit you?

A : has a smile to die for
B : is a nerd at times
C : can kick your butt
D : great friend
E : has beautiful eyes
F : wild and crazy
G : HOT!
H : likes someone
I : best boyfriend or girlfriend
J : is really sweet
K : gorgeous
L : a good kisser
M : can be funny and dumb at times
N : easy to fall in love with
O : has one of the best personalities ever
P : popular with all types of people
Q : nice butt
R : gives good hugs
S : very open-minded
T : makes people laugh
U : is loved by everyone
V : not judgmental
W : very romantic
X : never let people tell you what to do
Y : very HOT!
Z : makes dating fun

Make your name by using the letters above.

D: great friend (yay)
A: has a smile to die for (really?)
R: gives good hugs ( *Hug*)
Y: very HOT! (hot?i'm cold man)
L: a good kisser (LMAO)

L: a good kisser (LMAO)
I: best boyfriend or girlfriend (As if)
M: can be funny and dumb at times (Totally)
C : can kick your butt (*Kicks*)
H : likes someone (yeah,i'm liking someone)
E : has beautiful eyes (grah.Shingz off my eyes)
O : has one of the best personalities ever (As if)
N : easy to fall in love with (Hell NO!)
G : HOT!(imma cold man)

K : gorgeous (crap)
U : is loved by everyone (Not everyone)
N : easy to fall in love with (Hello NO!)

Now you guys are tagged to do this.
:)

Thursday, December 24, 2009

241209

Hey ppl!
Today is Christmas Eve!
:):)
Woke up at 1pm.
on comp and there goes my time.
mum came back around 3.30pm.
went for bball at 4.30pm.
with duncan,boon and jarin
Saw jarin.
her extended hair.
Damn funny!
and weird.
then started playing.
<3<3
when we going home james called.
yeah.
chat till i reach home.
there goes my time again.
watch tv.
eat.
now blogging and chatting.
kay till here.
Merry christmas everyone :D

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Ris low.

Hey all.
decided to talk bout Ris Low today.
cos just caught a Shan and Rozz Show bout her.
Its was damn funny.
Shingz.
:)
Boomz.
:)
Nice.
learnt two new words.
i love it when she answer this question.
"Why is your name Ris Low?"
When she smile.
and in her head said.
kanninabuccb.
LOL!!!
what the Shingz!
LOL>.<
kay i'm acting lame.
Christmas is just 1 more day away.
:)
New year is coming.
School is reopening.
RSS is opening 3NA class next year!!
Damn it.
kay i dun care.
Bye.

Monday, December 21, 2009

221209.

Hey all.:)
its 9.42am!
Just woke up.
Wishing James good luck for his bball later.
[For James]
Keep your mind clear.
Think of bball nth else.
remember to relax but not over relax.
Stop passing the ball but shoot the ball.
Everything will be just fine.
God Bless You.
kay ppl.
Jarin went to watch avatar 3D
Wow.
i'm so gonna watch it.
kay sayonara.

Long time no post.

Hey all.
Sorrie for not updating this dead blog.
:"(
Just went to buy books @ northpoint.
Pa went to watch movie.
:3
ma bring us go buy books.
Saw the history book.
Wakao.
then went to library.
sit there.
read the history book.
OMFG.
Going to cut hair later.:)
Actually James coming to my house today.
But then.
Pa and ma sudden off.
Never go work.
Damn it.
but nvm
Off to do homework already.
:)
byebye.

Friday, December 18, 2009

181209

Hey all:)
Everyday is so boring.
anyone got any idea where to go?
So damn boring.
at home is eat,comp,shyt,sleep.
End.
anyways just now on facebook saw wee jie's facebook.
:D
added him :D
kay i'm lame.
anyways.
i havent brought my sec2 books yet.
T.T
heck care uh.
i go sleep le.
sayonara

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Saying sorrie.

Hey all Pumpkins.
Not in a right mood.
he dun reply my sms.
Whats the problem with him now?
Totally no info from him.
whatever uh.
well to that guy who said sorrie to me this afternoon via sms.
What for you say sorrie when you don't even mean it?
What for?
you are just wasting your sms and my time reading your sms.
Saying sorrie doesnt just come out from your text.
it come out from your heart.
i dont feel anything.
so dont bother trying to say sorrie to me.
i'm not gonna accept.

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Swimming.

Hey all peeps of all time.
:)
Didn't get to post for ages.
no time plus i lazy.
so i decide to post today :D
161209
Yesterday went swimming with Auntie and Biao jie.
Forgot to bring Sunblock.T.T
from 10.30-2.
tio tanned and sunburn.
pain sio.
then went to Cwp.
biao jie brought tubes for New Year.
then i brought a new shirt too.
But not for New year.
:D
then came home.
Sleep till 7.30
eat.
Then go back sleep.
saw james's sms around 11.30.
Super Duper tired.
then smsed him.
and went back to sleep.
Stupid sunburn.
hard for me to turn my body.
Ma say cannot go out.
T.T
Means.
If james were to ask me out.
i cant go.
T.T
But better is after 6pm de then i can go.
:)
Anyways.
i havent brought my sec2 books yet.
Sian.
kay i going back to sleep.
Bye.
its 0852am.

Monday, December 14, 2009

Private bloggy.

Hey all Angels.
Just private one of my blog.
:)
there goes another private blog.
:D

Sunday, December 13, 2009

我的生活。

你们好。
不知不觉就过了11个月。
对自己说该做些反醒。
就在房间自己坐在一旁想了2个小时。
想到我今年所做的事。
让我自己知道什么是对什么是错。
之后才知道我根本什么有意义的事都没有做到。
也可以说今年白活了。
妈妈说我今年还可以。
明年明如果在这样就没救了。
还是得做一些对功课有有的事。
今年我也有很多朋友的问题。
不知如何。
有些朋友是真心要和你做朋友。
有些不要也罢。
好了就说到这。byebye.
idk why am i writing in chinese.

cancel.

Well hi all Pumpkin...
mood isnt very good today.
kena pissed off.
anyways monday is not going out le.
he got meeting.
:3
hopefully tuesday got go library.
:3
kays till here.
byebye.

Saturday, December 12, 2009

121209<3

Hey all Witches.
Today has been a day too.
went auntie house.
BBQ:D
<3 BBQ.
yummy.
then went to play game:D:D
at then adrian was there too.
played games.
sian.
blah blah blah.
then whole day gone.
just came home.
kays.
monday going out with james.
to meet demi.
tuesday going library with azyzah and few peers.
to do art homework.
<3
miss them much much.
T.T
kay ppl.
bye.
imissyoumuchcanwejustgobacklikehowwearelasttime?imissyousomuchthatinearlydieoff.

Friday, December 11, 2009

100 random truths~ & extra

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage : Ice Plain water.
2. Last phone call : James.2days ago.
3. Last text message : Duncan.
4. Last song you listened to :All i want for Christmas is you.
5. Last time you cried: A few days ago when telling my trouble to james?

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice : Yeah.
7. Been cheated on : Nope.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it : Hmmm,no.
9. Lost someone special : Hell yeah.regretted not spending enough time on her.
10. Been depressed :Of cos!
11. Been drunk and threw up : Drink but no vomit.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Red
13. Black
14. Blue

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend : Yup.
16. Fallen out of love : Yes.
17. Laughed until you cried : Yea.
18. Met someone who changed you : Hmm.yeah.
19. Found out who your true friends were : Yeap.
20. Found out someone was talking about you : Yes.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list : Yes.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life : 98%
23. How many kids do you want to have : 1?
24. Do you have any pets : YES!!:)
25. Do you want to change your name : Hell yes.
26. What did you do for your last birthday : Lie on bed thinking of P6.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night : Waiting for him to call.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for : Monday:D
30. Last time you saw your Mother : Yesterday nite.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life : I don't know
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom : No.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now : Nothing.
35. Most visited webpage : Facebook.
36. Whats your real name : Daryl Lim Cheong Kun
37. Nicknames :prof./ stationary.
38. Relationship Status : Single.
39. Zodiac sign : Aries
40. Male or female : Male.
41. Elementary : Admiralty Primary School.
42. Middle School : Riverside sec:D.
43. High school/college :Not yet.
44. Hair colour : Black.
45. Long or short : Long.
46. Height : Around173?
47. Do you have a crush on someone : Not now,No mood...
48: What do you like about yourself : Sleeping like some freak.
49. Piercings : None,hoping to get one.
50. Tattoos : None and never will have.
51. Righty or lefty : Righty.

FIRST-S :
52. First surgery : No.
53. First piercing(s) : None.
54. First best friend(s) : Jia Cheng.
55. First girlfriend : Cant say..
56. First sport you joined : Wushu?
57. First vacation : Genting :D.
58. First crush : Forgot.
59. Eating : Maggie mee
60. Drinking : Coke?.
61. I'm about to : Slack around.
62. Listening to : A thousand mile.
63. Waiting for : Calls..

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids : Yes.
65. Get Married : Ofcos.
66. Career : Yes..

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes : Lips
68. Hugs or kisses : Both.
69. Shorter or taller : Taller
70. Older or Younger : Younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous : Romantic .
72. Nice stomach or nice arms : Both.
73. Sensitive or loud : Sensitive.
74. Hook-up or relationship : Relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant : Hesitant.

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger : No..
77. Drank hard liquor : No.
78. Lost glasses/contacts : No.
79. Sex on first date : No way.
80. Broken someone's heart : No.
82. Been arrested : Nope.
83. Turned someone down : Yes!!:)
84. Cried when someone die :Yes:(
85. Fallen for a friend : Yes.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself : Sometimes.
87. Miracles :Nope.
88. Love at first sight : Yes .
89. Heaven : Yea.
90. Santa Claus : Nope
91. Kiss on the first date : Nah.
92. Angels : Yea.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time :Nope.i'm totally faithful to her.
95. Did you sing today : Yes.
96. Ever cheated on somebody : Er...
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go : 1month old..
98. If you could pick a day from the past and relive it, what would it be : 081209
99. Are you afraid of falling in love : Nope:D
100. Posting this as 100 truths :Yes?


What do you have:
[x] Mother
[x] Father
[ ] Step-father
[ ] Step-mother
[ ] Step-sister
[ ] Step-brother
[x] Brother/s
[ ] Brother-in-law
[x] Sister/s
[ ] Sister-in-law
[ ] Half sister
[ ] Half brother
[x] Nephew
[x] Niece
[x] Mobile phone
[ ] Own bathroom
[ ] Own room
[ ] Have/had a swimming pool
[ ] Have/had a hot tub
[ ] Guest room
[x] Living Room
[x] Own computer
[ ] Own TV

Total so far: 9

[ ] Full size/Queen bed
[ ] More than 8 pairs of shoes(I think)
[ ] MP3 player/iPod
[ ] PS2/3
[x] Nintendo DS or PSP or 64
[x] Gameboy/Advance
[ ] Gamecube
[ ] Xbox/Xbox 360
[ ] Wii
[] Your own laptop

Total so far: 11

[ ] Basketball net/hoop
[ ] Air hockey table
[ ] Pool table
[ ] Ping pong table
[ ] Football table

Total so far: 11

[ ] Night stand
[x] Stereo in bedroom
[ ] DVD player in bedroom/portable

Total so far: 12

[ ] Go shopping at least once a week
[ ] Expensive cologne/perfume (don't use counted?)
[x] AIM/MSN
[x] Camera on phone

Total so far: 12

[ ] Go cart/car/quad
[ ] Guitar/drums/bass guitar
[ ] Any other instrument
[ ] Been on a cruise
[ ] Traveled out of the continent
[ ] Had a personal trainer
[ ] Expensive jewelery
[ ] Met a celebrity

Total so far: 12

[ ] Straightener/curling iron
[ ] Have been to a batting cage
[ ] Have $100 on you right now in your pocket/wallet
[x] Credit card or atm card or debit card or bank card
[ ] Have a TV in your room
[ x] Mirror in your room

Total so far: 14

[x] Window in your room
[ ] Been to Paris
[ ] Been to Rome
[ ] Been to the Bahamas
[ ] Been to Mexico
[ ] Been to Jamaica

Total so far: 14

[x] Parents have a car
[ ] Have owned or own a jet ski/boat
[ ] Have/had a camper
[ ] Been to 3+ states
[x] 80+ buddies on Facebook/MySpace

Total so far: 16

[x] Home cooked meal almost everyday
[ ] Been in a limo
[ ] Been in a helicopter
[ ] Own a camera
[ ] Have been to Disneyland

Total: 16

[x] Have/had a dog
[ ] Have/had a cat
[ ] Have/had a bird
[ ] Have/had a snake
[ ] Have/had a turtle
[x] Have/had any other pet

Total: 17

..........................
..............

Post as:
1-25 = Ghetto! (and tag 5 people)
26-40 = Average Teen! (and tag 10 people)
41-50 = Spoiled TEEN! (and tag 15 people)
51+ = Upper Class Snob! (and tag 20 people)


haizz.a Ghetto!!!



This is called 50 FIRST REACTIONS. Type what comes to your mind FIRST whenever you see these 50 words. Don't think and don't go back and change. Doesn't matter how random it is, just type it! Repost it for all of your (bored) friends. Consider yourself tagged if you are reading this (:

1. Beer: Tiger

2. Food: maggie mee

3. Relationships: Single?

4. Your CRUSH: Not sure.

5. Power Rangers: Red ranger

6. Life: Sucks.

7. The President: President Nathan?

8. Yummy: FOOD ~

9. Cars: none.

10. Movies: James.

11. Halloween: Fun!!

12. Sex: 13.

13. Religion: dunno.

14. Hate: sucker who act cool.

15. Fear: Height.

16. Marriage: awesomeness.

17. Blondes: er

18. Slippers: Comfortable.

19. Shoes: Adidas.

20. Asians: Me.

21. Past time: ?.

22. One night stand: SEX.

23. My cell phone: ♥♥.

24. Smoke: Cigarettes=no way in my life.

25. Fantasy: peter pan.

26. College: Polytechnic.

27. High school life: Disgusting.

28. Pyjamas: Sleep.

29. Stars: shining.

30. Centre: Civic Centre?

31. Alcohol: Epic drunkness.

32. The word love: Love.

33. Friends: Good/Bad.

34. Money: Not enough.

35. Heartache: ??

36. Time: YAY.

37. Divorce: er.no....

38. Dogs: Milli♥♥

39. Undies: Blue?

40. Parents: Respectable.

41. Babies: Cute

42. Ex: yes.

43. Song: Donno

44. Color: BLACK

45. Weddings: Dinners~

46. Pizza: yummy

47. Hangout: Closer

48. Rest: Computer time.

49. Goal: AHHH noway.

50. Inspiration: Myself



Thursday, December 10, 2009

God message to me :D

On this day,God wants you to know that tonight you can turn your worries to God, and have a good night's sleep. You've been worrying too much about the future lately. So tonight, go ahead, put your faith in God, and just have a peaceful evening and a restful sleep.
[edited]
Grand hello to all Gods.
I'm damn bored now.
nobody gonna sms me.
or reply my sms.
feel damn stupid.
Haizz.
monday going out :D:D
tuesday going library :D:D
whoos!
Tonight gonna sleep well:D:D
god wants me to sleep well.
I trust him:)
in God's words.Amen.
kays.
till here.cant believe that i'm giving a damn.
byebye!:D:D
请你原谅我,不要对我说你不管了。我要你知道,我爱你。

Poem.:D

Somethings you do,
and somethings you don't.
What you did to me is something I won't.
Because I know how it goes,
and I know how it feels.
To have love taken from you,
when you thought it was real.
But now Im wiser, now I can see.
Because that's the last time I love a girl,
who got no love for me.

New:D

Hello all Cupids.
Just changed my blogskin :)
i like this blogskin more.
:):)
just got a bluetooth headset from dad.
:D
yay.
gonna use it when chatting with James.
:):)
kays gtg.bye~
[edited]
Hellos.back to posting.272th post :D
*claps*
its currently 12.05am.
using biao ge,biao jie's comp.
my comp tio lock.
:3
waiting to see if James gonna call.
idk when is he gonna call.
shall i wait?
hmm.
Yes?No?
haiya just wait.
hmm.
i had nth to do now.
cant believe that i had nth to do online.
maple is getting boring.
haizz.
Monday going out.
tus also.
tus going to library to do hw with azyzah.
who wans to go???
:) sms me.
or azyzah.
:D:D
kays bye.
gonna go back on bed and wait.
ihopeyouknowthati'mstillhereforyoutolendashoulder.

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

:D:D

Hello all devil!!!:D
i'm so tired now.
cos chatted with james.
for 4hrs.
till 7am.
3am plus he called.
then i knew something when we fight i didnt know.
when he needs me,i'm not there.
am i not doing the role of his bestbuddy?
haizzz.
then i told myself that.
maybe i should help him more.
as doing a role of his bestbuddy.
should be okay bah.
kays i wanna go back to sleep.
byebye.
i'msorriewhenyouneedmeandi'mnotthere;ishouldknowthatyouneedme.

Random quiz..do it if you want.

1. Whats the 16th text in your inbox say?
Aisha-You at home?igonna reach liao :-D

2. Has someone told you they would be with you forever?
nope.hope someone will.

3. Last person you were in the car with?
Car?er no.

4. Any plans for tomorrow?
sleep whole day.get rid of the stuff in my head.

5. How long does it take you to have a shower?
7minutes?

6. When is your birthday?
23th March 1996.

7. Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
Yeah surething.sleeping is great.

8. Did you kiss anyone on Friday?
nope.

9. Ever thrown up in public?
nope.

10. What's on your mind right now?
The stuff i and James did.

11. Who was the last person you chat with?
On handphone - James
MSN - James
SMS - James

12. What is the worst subject they ever teach in school?
Plox plox Chinese.

13. Have you seen anyone lately that you don't get along with?
Not yet.

14. What is your favourite colour shirt to wear?
Red.

15. Have you ever been in a car accident?
No, touch wood.

16. What's the closest thing to you thats Green?
bed?

17. What would you like to be doing right now?
Funny stuff with James?

18. Write down some lyrics to the song your listening to right now.
No song :D

20. Is anything bugging you right now?
nope.everything is out and clear.

21. How is life going on for you right now?
Great?

22. Is there someone you care about more than yourself?
friends.

23. What made you laugh today?
er.nth.

24. What was the last film you watched?
2012, with Jarin

25. Whats the last conversation you had about?
Calling on the phone?

26. What were you doing at 7am this morning.
Sleeping.

27. Do you like your hair long or short?
Short.

28. Do you want to see somebody right now?
Yes.

29. Do you like the rain?
I hate it.

30. Do you think you'll have a Valentine on Valentines Day this year?
Nope.

31. The last person you kissed needs you at 3am, would you go?
surething.

32. Would you honestly risk your life for someone else?
Yes, for the most important people in my life.

33. Honestly, if you could go back one month and change something would you?
I would.

34. How do you feel about girls smoking?
Get lost and get a life in the toilet bowl.

35. Could you see yourself with someone forever?
I wish it was true .

36. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and above?
Yeah.

37. Do you forgive and forget?
Suerthing.

38. Do you trust people?
Nope.

39. What are you not looking forward to?
My mum to get gome.

40. Do you get mad easily?
kaykay?

41. Has anyone ever told you your pretty?
No.er.

42. Do you have strange dreams?
Yes.way too weird.

43. Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
OF course.

44. Do you think someone is thinking of you right now?
Hope so.

45. Last thing you bought and from?
Icecream-bishan-with James

46. Are you a jealous person?
Yeah.

47. Does it take a lot to make you cry?
Er.no?it just take 2 things which hurts most.

48. Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
Yes.Jarin!!<3

i'mstillthinkingofyou.

memories

Hello all Dracula and whatever la you are.
Had been chatting with James the whole night ytd.
from 11pm-5.50am.
we chat from a happy and sounded troubled voice.
into
sad,relax voice.
my biao jie ytd on msn chat with him.
idk what they say but.
i know something.
they wanted my troubles to come out.
They mean good.
and i know that.
James asked me why dont i look sad when i break with my gf.
kays.this question i got asked by lots of Dracula-s.
my answer was.
why do i need to go sad over her when i can find better ones?
i told myself that i dont need a gurl till my birthday end.
which is 23-3.
we shared our troubles.
dont you think friends are great?
we share our trouble and then try to help each other solve it.

How true friendships are born

But stop and think why you are friends. Here are a few common reasons why people become friends:
  • Common background, sharing a comfort level in company from "the same side of the tracks".
  • Common current situation, being able to discuss parenting, home renovations, or some other major life circumstance.
  • Common interest, such as cards, bowling, hunting, etc.
  • For shy people, a person who actually approached you is a candidate for friendship.
  • For leaders, somebody who seems content to follow is a likely candidate. Somebody you spend time with anyway, such as a colleague, sibling, etc, often becomes a friend.
  • Somebody you see frequently anyway, such as a neighbor, store clerk, etc, could become a friend.
These are just a few reasons people choose friends. It is the easy, natural way, but it is not always in our best interest. Sure, we should always want to get along with colleagues, neighbors, siblings, and anybody else.

But we should choose our friends, the people we open up to, very carefully. For instance, even a sibling can bring you down, pooh-pooh your dreams and load you up with negativity. "Ha! You think you can teach? What do you know about teaching?"

Even well-meaning friends can be dream-slashers. "Oh, do you really think you should go into business for yourself? I mean, what about security?"

On the other hand, some friends have a way of building up your dreams. "Go for it! You could really do well. And at worst, you'll at least have given it your best shot!"

Friends will often lend a hand. "Gee, I don't know much about fitness, but is there any way I can help you reach your goal?" Dream-slashers usually don't. "Hey, if you insist on pursuing this crazy scheme, leave me out of it."

A true friendship should:

  • Encourage you to live your dream.
  • Support you toward your goals.
  • Sympathize for your losses and help you find a silver lining.
  • Build your self-esteem.
If happiness and life-satisfaction are your goals, your friends should be chosen on the basis of how well they can accomplish those four goals. Happiness is a personal choice that comes from within. But, as my short friendship poem says, it sure doesn't hurt to have supportive friendships that help us achieve our goals.

this thing is worth to share.:D

Just wanna let James know that he is important and that we should carry on our friendship.and you're unique.Thanks for everything yesterday.

ijustwannaletyouknowthatyouaresoimportantthatifiloseyoumylifeismeaninglessyou'reuniquelikeyoualwaysdo.


Tuesday, December 8, 2009

got this from fb :D

1. You’re gonna be asked unique questions, you ready?
Yes.

2. Where is the person who has your heart?
Gone.

3. What do you want for your birthday?
IPhone. :(

4. When’s the last time you said you were okay, but really weren’t?
Everytime?

5. When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
last month bah.

6. Is there anyone who doesn’t like you?
yeah.

7. Do you consider yourself lucky?
SURETHING:)

8. Have you ever been awake for 2 days straight?
Nope.Gonna try if havent had headache problem.

9. Are you mad at someone right now?
No.Why should i?

10. Who did you spend most of your summer with?
Family?

11. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
My mum brought it for me:D

12. Are you happy?
Not really.

13. Do you miss anyone?
Yes:)

14. Who was the last person you took a picture with?
er...Nobody.

15. Is anything bothering you?
Yes.

16. Where is the last place you fell asleep other than your own bed?
no place.

17. What are you craving at the moment?
doingsomestuffwithjames.


18. What is more important in a relationship, happiness or trust?
Trust.

19. What do you hear?
Nobody by wondergirls.on 98.7fm

20. Have a best friend?
Not really, but good buddies.

21. Are you in a good mood right now?
Not really.

22. Do you think that you have made a difference in someones life?
Yes I had.

23. Does the last person who texted you make you smile?
Not abit.

24. Who was the last person to make you smile?
James.

25. Is there someone who had made a difference in your life?
I guess.

26. When is the last time you cried? Why?
Few months ago?Friendship problem.

27. Will this weekend be a good one?
Hope so.

28. Have you ever licked the back of a CD to try to get it to work?
No way!

29. Do you walk around the house naked/in your underwear?
Er.see first.

30. What do you do as soon as you walk in the house?
My room.

31. Do you like horror or comedy?
Comedy .

32. Where do you want to live when you are old?
Anywhere with loved ones.

33. What did you dream last night?
Me doing something to another guy.

34. Are you named after anybody?
Daryl Hall!!A singer.-.-.hate my name.

35. Have you ever caught a fish?
Yes!:D

36. Who was the first person you fought with?
My brother!

37. What are you doing tonight?
nothing.waiting for calls.

38. What are you going to do after this?
off comp?

39. How was your day today?
GREAT GREAT FUN!

40. This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
nope.

41. Could you go a month without cursing?
i'll try.

42. How's life?
Boring.

43. How was your 4th of July?
er..whats that day?

44. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
P6 friends.

45. Do you drink tea?
SURETHING:)

46. Do you care if people hate you for no reason?
No..

47. If you failed a class for the year, would you rather go to summer school or repeat the grade?
Repeat the grade.

48. If you had the chance to move out of your current house right now, would you?
No.

49. If you could bring any cancelled television show back on the air, which would it be?
Forgot o.o

50. Tell me something interesting?
todaywasthebestdayever.

Our first time:D

Aloha everybody.
Today was Great did some random stuff with James.
kays.
morning wake up around 12pm
:D
on comp:D
around 3.30pm
close my room door.
and try on my clothes.
took out about 10 clothes.
in room change bout half an hour.
then let my sister play comp
:D
Get ready to go out with James.
and went to MRT and wait for him.
took out PSP and played.
waited for him for almost 1hr.
then Saw Rynna :D
He came around 5.15pm.
then we went on mrt.
we went to toa pah yo.
:D
and walk.
he brought me to HDB hub.
and say that thats a shopping centere.
-.-
after that we went to buy icecream.
the uncle damn retarded.
Saying that every of his icecream is very good.
but after all sucks.
then he put the icecream in the plastic.
-.-
then we walk walk walk.
saw a kid.
sneezing.
-.-
yucks.
then blah blah blah.
we went to bishan.
:D
then went to buy icecream.:D
went up to watch bubble show :D
nice.
*skipping some unimportant*
we went back to cwp.
:D
actually thinking of going library find vanni.
then we walk go civic.
-.-
then one lady pop out from nowhere.
saying that she from gurls home.
wanting us to donate $$
somemore minimum 4$ sio.
-.-
then vanni not in library.
went back to cwp.
go toilet.
come out.
then i and james did some things that we did for the first time tgt.
cant say.
:x
ps ah.
damn funny.
went home around 9.30pm
ah i hate home.
go home tio scolding.
-.-
kays bye.
wediditforthetimetogetherdidexpectittobesofun

Monday, December 7, 2009

Quiz From FB.:D

. Are you single or attached?
- Single,Just broke :D

2. Do you have a person you like?
- Not Yet:D.

3. What is the name of the person you are in love with?
- Nope,Not Yet.

4. If the person you love and your mum dropped into the sea, who would you save first?
- I would save my mum.

5. Have you ever hugged someone before?
- Yeah sure..

6. Do you love your parents?
- Of course, the most important people of my life.

7. Will you hug the one you love?
- Surething.

8. Are you willing to do anything for the one you love?
- Perhaps .

9. Are you jealous now?
- Nope.Why should i?

10. Who was the last person who smsed you?
- James.

11.Who is in your clique?
- What is a clique?

12. Do you want babies in the future?
- Of course.
Boy - Joe
Girl - June

13. Do you prefer macdonalds, KFC, longjohnsilver or burger king?
- McDonalds.

14. Do you sniff glue?
- Surething:D

15. Do you smoke?
- No..Not at all.

16. If the person you love is a 2-timer, what would you do?
- Tell her that she sucks and get a life out of relationship.

17. Which cca are you now in?
- Badminton :D

18. If you are rich, what would you do?
- Save to open a restaurant.

19. if the person you love, held your hand, what would you do?
- Hold it her back.

20. If the one you love reject you, what will you do?
- Knock my head on the wall?

21. What is your favourite cartoon character?
- Mickey :D.

22. Friendship or success?
- Both.

23. Cookiemonster or Elmo?
- Elmo!!!

24. Do you use laptop or computer?
- Computer.

25. Do you like lollipops?
- Not Really..

26. Do you have a diary?
- Nope.i got blog:D

27. There's an admirer of yours and she won't die heart, what will you do?
- Er.try it out and see if both of us work out fine.

28. If you quarrel with your boyfriend/girlfriend and he/she wants to break, what will you do?
- Surething.You wanna break?i break with you first.now stfu

29. Are you blur?
- At a time of 1am.Sure blur.

30. If you can have your hair dyed, what colour do you want it to be?
- Red,Brown

31. Who is the last person you chatted in your msn?
- Adrian and Naddie :D

32. How many boys/girls have you beaten before?
- Girls.hmm.idk.for fun counted?
-Boys.K2 once in the face.then no more.

33. If your boyfriend/girlfriend don't love you anymore, what will you do?
- Ah fine.Hate me all you want.I dun care.Just break up uh.Dun waste my time with you bitch.

34. Tag 10 people to do this quiz : Just do if you're bored.Remember to tagg first.


[Post]
Well hellos.
later going out with James around 4.going toa pa yoh.
idk for what.

stalked.

Hellos.
Having a hard time now.
being stalked by Demi and James
T.T
my life is hard.
hard life.
smack head*
running in circles*
Muttons are back from 2weeks!!!
YAY!!!
listening to their show now:D
Muttons to midnite♥


Sunday, December 6, 2009

ijustwannaagoodendingtowhateverwehavedonetogether.

5.17am

well hellos everyone.
its 5.17am now.
havent sleep at all for a while
then demi smsed me.
cos we were talking bout cheese rice.
then i went to cook cheese rice.
then online sharing.
Taste super nice!!
told her that if i got the chance i cook for her.
:D
well.
then we talk talk talk.
she ask me go sleep.
lie on my bed for complete 25mins.
then decided to on comp play.
kinda bored so sms James.
ask if he is awake.
indeed he is.
well we gonna go out :D
after his meeting O.o
going toa pa yoh.
to walk walk.
he eventually plan out the whole thing.
LOL!
now i feel that he more mature then last time le.
last time like everything is walk one step then think.
now is think before walking.
Good progress!
For me,still the same walk one step think one step.
not gonna change.:D
just came out from maple.
damn sian.
planning to change game.
audi?
idk which game to choose yet.
at this time.
hmm.
gonna sleep soon.
ma gonna wake up soon.
:3
sleepplay psp till tmr morning.
:D
gonna lent my bball to aisha as early as 9am tmr.
kays.
btw i find that ppl can annoyed when i use kays.
any problem with kays?
kays=okays mah.
haizz.ignorant ppl.
Wake up in painlaughter.
youmeanmuchtomewithoutyoumylifeisaimlesstellmewhatshouldidotomakeyouhappyandacceptme?

Bball♥♥♥

ellos!!
Luv luv luv bball much!!!
today slept till 10am.
Shytty!!!
stupid dog
wake me up
D:<
then go watch tv.
mum go simalu..
i not going.
i hate that place.
so smoky.
then i at home.
mei they went for tuition.
then came back.
then around 4.30 went for bball♥♥
met Adrian at woodland mart.
:3
then went to meet Jarin.
she brought her cousin and brother along.
:D
Fun sio...
then Ping pong called Jarin.
and then i and Jarvis was comparing height.
:3
he is still shorter uh.
way too short.
i'm 2times his height:D
yay!
then we went to minimart.
her bro wanna buy icecream.
then Jarin gave him a good deal sio.
2 packet of tidbits=1 icecream.
wapiang.
damn good sio.
then we went to enjoy the beautiful scenery:D
came down.
her cousins wanna go home.
-.-
retarded.
then i and Adrian walk home:D
yay! thats for today.
ifyoureallycareboutmeyouwouldnthaverejectedmyrequestrite?

Saturday, December 5, 2009

havebeenwithyouforsolongtillnowtheniknowthatimmawhatyoueat:D

:D

Aloha ppl!:D
just edit abit on my blog:D
kay today was great.
woke up at 2pm :x
Pig!:D
so went to eat my lunch.
on comp went to fb.
play play play.
as usual go and kaypo ppl thing.:D
saw james's BBQ photos.
walao damn retarded.
-.-
that time i was bout to off comp to go for dinner.
msn-ed him.
said that he pic damn retarded.
so i off my comp after i said that.
then went to eat dinner:D
ate crab:D
yummy.
was thinking bout 31 dec the count down thingy.
so smsed Vanni wanna go anot.
she is okay with it.
but then with who?
izwan always cannot.
azyzah no reply:3
jiang fei cannot.
James lazy somemore nearly fight.
-.-
gonna type out what he wrote later.
after eat went to SSC<3
went to body shop to buy things.
mum brought me a set of idk what thing.
for face as Christmas Present♥
yay.
thanks:D
kays here is what he wrote.
Me:You 31dec nite free mah?we go the countdown.
He:i dun think i can...
Me:try bah.
He:Na...last day of school holiday i wan to rest.
Me:zzz.2nd of 2010 then school reopen la.Reason.zzz
He:Too far.
Me:Crap la.
He:Say frankly la...to your family,your family have different thinking of you going out which i dun no but my family my family have the conception of i going out is goin out to have fun or scared i may meet bad ppl or my safety not staying at home studying...they scared my future will be gone.thus if i go far can anyone ensure my safety?who can ensure that when i at outside something happens to me who can knows how to handle the situation?
Me:k la k la.You lo!dun fight kays?Not going le cos not many ppl going.
He:Not fight de problem...i just wan you to know i respect you as a friend and i tell you why i cant go not just because i dun care bout the trip...
Me:k lo k lo.Understood!

After all i think are just reasons to say that he lazy go.
-.-
Far?Vivo also go le still call far?
LOL!
Whatever uh.
Dun go lo.
-.-
i never force you.
i never take knife and point at you.
-.-
Done for today:D
donttellmestupidreasonsandtellmethatyourespectme
theyarejustlamereasons
donttakemeasa1yearoldchild

Thursday, December 3, 2009

BORED

Sup!
i'm entertaining myself for no reason.
:D
totally bored.
Adrian gone to chalet.
nobody to chat with.
Raining.
T.T
i guess no bball again.
my posts are getting shorter and shorter.
idk why.
Ah,i guess i have to let go alot of things.
D:
till yesterday nite then i know that.
i'm just one typical late nite company.
who you can just call and chat anytime you want.
but i'm not.
:D
he called me at 2.30am plus.
on a wednesday nite.
and i slept le.
then i just knew that he is trying out his new house phone.
LOL!
well.
he said that he isnt calling.
so i sleep.
then he called.
well,idk why i have this feeling to let go of my life.
forget everything.
i just hope that fairytale are true.
eat an apple and sleep for a long long time.
never wake up.
till the world end.
Peace!
idk am i just a replacement to him,
or what.
haizz.
sian ah sian.
I want go school uh.
I want ADIV!
haizz.
life is boring without ADIV.
T.T
iknowwhoyouthinkofme

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Hello....

Hey ppl.
Currently my mood is back.
i find that i dun have to do so much.
i just wan Bball!!!
Bball plox!
heal plox.
1month more.
yay~
maybe going to Bball with Adrian and Jarin later.
Duncan went bugis with his mum.
not joining us.
T.T
Jarin not in woodlands!
-.-
haizz.
bored!
:D
currently chatting with Edmund.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Shouting out.

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i like to shout out like this.

Sorrie.

Hey people.
currently feeling damn low.
have not been updating my blog.
so many things happen.
Went party world with James yesterday.
was fun.
i'mfakingeverysmilejusttoentertainyou.
Today idk if there is badminton ornot.
i dont care and i dun feel the need to care.
asked duncan want go play bball.
he say need to take care his didi.
-.-
forget it.
just went to my taggboard.
saw my Stead de bbf tag.
am i really hurting her?
if i am.
i will let go.
the feeling of being attached is a great feeling.
Being a newcomer to love.
i think.
The feeling is just great.
Dont have to worry bout ppl saying us Gay.
-.-
Dar,
if you see this post.
i just wanna let you know that.
if i'm really hurting you.
i would wanna let you go.
i rather see you happy.
than seeing you feeling low.
i'm sorrie.
i wouldnt wanna hurt you either.
....................................................................
people,
if you wanna go gossip.
be my guest.
..........................................
till now.bye.
feelinglike dieing now.