Tears flow.

Tears fall like water tap, but its worthless now. No matter how much i cry for you, you are already used to it, You got no special feeling for me crying. Karma i guess. :D but its good, cause you're moving on. i am happy for you. Your sentence that said that feeling for being boyfriends are no longer, I stun and feel that its dumb for me to be still holding on to this torch for you. Gonna extinguish it myself. I am gonna let myself off one day from homework,friends and stuff just to re-visit places we went and refresh and reflect, One last round of the big day off and i shall forget about the feeling i once had for you, For now, we're still friends. If fate really allow us to meet and fall in love once again, it would be the day when i set myself free for a day to re-discover places. The first place i would re-visit is marina. The place where we sat down with water behind us and took photos. Another would be Henderson wave. My first time been there, with you. on our 1st year. Hugging you today on the bed for the last time, makes me think of all those times at night where we hug to sleep and waking up to see you sleeping with a pig face. Funny,cute and mine. i remember telling myself that i found someone who is able to live my entire life with. But i did a big mistake which makes us who we are now, i regretted but, its too late. :) Loving someone can also mean to let them go and find their own happiness. Yes LuoGuoHao, i still fucking love you. But after the day i set myself free, i guess i no longer will. But if fate decided to bring our love back, i would open my arms wide enough to embrace you, welcome you back to my arms,my bed and most importantly, my life. Dont worry about me, i wont cry anymore. too much tears for the past two days, enough is enough. im done with. If only, i can hear you say " I Love You" again. i will tear like some mad kid, but nah. you wont. no longer will.

Tears.

Crying and crying. What's the point of tears when you lose something that you no longer can have it back? I told you not to cry over split milk but look what on earth am I doing now. Crying. I feel weak. So weak. So weak that it hurts inside. My tears is made out of 1% water. 99% feeling. Buck up DARY LIM CHEONG KUN. prelims just this Wednesday, jiayou. Don't let all these shit put you down. Love yourself more than you love anyone. What's meant to be; meant to be. Nothing is to be rushed. Tears are important. I will feel better after every cry. Gogo to myself.

Once together.

I wouldnt be heartless but sometimes, i am just being forced to be heartless. Yes dude, i still cant really forget you and not to say about the feelings i have for you. Although both of us have decided to move on with life but i am sure one day, like you said, you will come back for me. and i am sure you will. This is wrong but i still truly love you. Looking at our photos just makes me tear a bit, i know, you wont even care because i am the one suggesting to break up. Sorry but, we should just let this "hatred" we have in our heart down and continue being friends. Should we? I know your current guy HATES me but i dont really care, what i care most is how you really feel about me. Although people say When your ex ask you to be friends after a break up is like a kidnapper letting go a kid and asking him to keep in touch. Maybe after you read this post, you will understand why i decided to make you hate me. 'Cause i want to see whether you really will hate me, that prove our love and perhaps friendship but its not that strong to be tested. Its creepy isnt it. Im still wearing the necklace you got for me, seriously love it, dont bear to.. throw it away. Starting to tear a bit but I AM A STRONG BOY, i wont tear, :D i rmb the time when i tear with you badly on my bed, with you hugging me from behind and telling me that no one will understand me except for you? i feel that my life is completed but after you got your New phone with unlimited sms and internet everywhere you go, you changed.Apparently to someone, i dont feel familiar with. Someone i dont feel safe with. I know that you get together with Ben not really because you like him, because you want to move on as well. Texting with you now, IF both of us are really really in love, we will still be together one day, and i know, we will. i guess. Thanks for the memories you gave me for this 1 year! :D Saranghaeyo.

One or another

Really long since I touch this app. Blogger on iPhone. It's awesome 'cause it allows me to blog even without my computer on. Which means I can blog anywhere I am. Awesome. Recently. A lot fights have been going on, it's really sad to see the fights that involves me as well. July is certainly not a good month and I didn't expect it to be as well. Prelims is just next week hopefully I can do well, jiayou. Looking forward to genting trip this November. With VANNI HUI YUN KE WEI GAYA AMIRA KE WEI MUM. IT'S GONNA BE HELL LOTS OF FUN. I swear. I can sense that fun is heading our direction. FUN! Gonna work during oct so that can earn money. Gonna work everyday. Heheh. Go for genting and save up for a new laptop and a camera. Okay. Off to bed. Nights lovers.

Annoyed

I get REALLY REALLY REALLY annoyed when I am hungry. Just take today as an example. In the morning, I had a bowl of Japanese rice then lunch I didn't eat anything. By the end of social studies focus lesson, I already start to feel hungry and annoyed. Moving on, going on twitter and see guohao tweet he want go clubbing. Like SERIOUSLY, even though you say you want go once, you will be addicted to it like Edwin and Bryan, but that's not the point. The point is, his boyfriend uses his phone to come and scold me. BitchPlease. -.- I don't wanna say a lot but. Guohao, if you're reading this, take care of yourself, be careful of him cause he isn't as simple as you think. He just want your ass to be his to fuck with. Anyway, today will be the last time I contact you, from tomorrow on wards. 11/07/12 I will forget everything about you, EVERYTHING. Even if I can't. I will force myself to. I will dance it all out, I still care for you and still worry for you but we're no longer. Thanks for the 1 year worth of friendship. Bye pal. Take care. :)

English Oral.

Totally tired but just finished one component of N levels. English Oral is down, i hope thats the last oral i will ever take again, Seriously. Chinese Oral on the 31st of July, Wish me luck man, i suck at doing chinese oral, english oral is okay but Chinese isnt, i hope i can do well, Although the examiner didnt prompt me for like 3-4 questions but i only got prompted once, The Whole thing was about Fishes, and saving the world. Passage is about this lady named Lily Tan going to this Mr kang's Fish store in the market to buy fish and they go on about how the prices increase and the lily tan's daughter is strongly into protecting the fishes and sort then mr kang is going on about his son being a graduate and is involve in saving the coral reefs and its kind of a way for his family to put something back to the sea, Picture is really really stressed up, I hope i didnt screw the picture up because the teacher only prompt me about whether the fishes is fresh, i said yes, as seen from the lady's face and the lights in the market, it is as if its in the morning. then conversation is creepy, their face like stressed up like that, and i was like, ohhh nooo! Anyway, at Ke Wei's house now, Took the photo up there yesterday night when we went to buy Mac. Heh. Going Mee Yee house later to celebrate her birthday, Havent got her gift but will get her gift soon, then can pass to her on her birthday itself on the 16th. Her 18 years old birthday gift. :)

Tired.

Home and tired after a long day in school, i will break down really soon. Shouldnt have got myself into a relationship at this time, It is just like me digging my own grave and step into it and just lie there and let it bury me bit by bit. It hurts and hurts and hurts, Slowly. Im starting to hate myself. Although he care for me, came all the way from hougang to woodlands with his wounded leg. Im too tired already, starting to think too much. Really tired from all the words and numbers i have been seeing the whole day. English oral tmr, good luck to myself. No good luck from you then im gonna give good luck to myself. I shall go and sleep now. good night world.

Stuck in between.

Rilakkumar, One of my recent favorite soft toy. Just now went to Kiddy Palace and saw this BIG MICKEY MOUSE, at, 49.90 OMG i want that, i wanna save and get that. Stitch as well. So many to think of but i want them all, Gotta catch 'em all. right? I want a big stitch,mickey mouse,carebear,domo and other cute soft toys. Need to save and buy it! Anyway, KeWei just sent me home after Movie and dinner with Christopher. Totally sucks to be in between, I know KW likes me, chris too. butttt.. i am stuck in the middle, I just got out of a relationship and really dont want a relationship. I might show extra concern but that doesnt mean i like you. I dont want to be stuck in the middle. ARGH. and i dont want a relationship yet so, Friends and brothers are fine.

XueYi and AnQi

Study and study and study. What else. Next 3 month will be hell and studies, Night academy starts tomorrow! Ending school at 8.30pm, Normal lesson ends at, 5.30pm night academy starts at 6-8.30. 2hr 30 mins. i hope i dont die after my focus lesson, Normally im already dying but i guess i will just need to hold on till oct 5th! I know i can do,Jiayou to myself. Relationship and stuff at this time is totally pointless so dont bother asking me whether i got a partner not. Dont get your hopes too high if i ask what would you do to get me. Cause i just want to know how i rank in your list. Anyway. Anderson Cooper has, at long last, publicly said he is gay. Three cheers to people coming out, YOU PEOPLE DONT HAVE TO FEEL GUILTY OF WHO YOU ARE BECAUSE YOU'RE BORN THIS WAY. :D WHETHER PEOPLE LIKE IT OR NOT, ITS NOT UP TO THEM TO DECIDE YOUR LIFE. LIVE YOUR LIFE TO THE FULLEST. #SUPPORTPINKDOT!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Happy birthday to my sweetest Cousin, Annezza. She is my closest Cousin i ever had, i can swear. Even though i hated her i think when we were younger. SHE IS SUPER UNREASONABLE LAST TIME, But, now she is WAY DIFFERENT. hehehe. i share my troubles/secrets with her, none of them is leaked out. hohoho.This is a short post so! BE HONOURED!!! Once again, Happy birthday! :D

Pinkdot'12

Pinkdot'2012. For those who still unsure what is Pinkdot, Pinkdot is a event yearly to celebrate the freedom to love. Whether you're Lesbian,Gay,Bisexual or Transexual. All of us, human being have the rights to love. Everyone here on earth deserved to be treated fairly. Im one of those small lights there down in the BIG PINKDOT. more than 15000 people celebrated this event together, Next year, i hope, My parents and relatives will join me in creating a better Singapore by joining this event with me. No one choose what they want to be, We're all born this way. Its just like a newborn baby without proper limps, You cant expect them to be like other people. Someday, Pinkdot will need a bigger space to handle more people coming for this event. Someday, I will hold on to the person of my dream to this event. Be it a guy or girl, I want to let everyone know that no matter what you are, you have the rights to love. Someday, no one will need to feel guilty of what and who they are. Together in this BIG community, more than 15000people joined us in pinkdot to celebrate the freedom to love. I believe in future, 377A will be no longer. Although there will still be people judging us from what we do, but we do it for ourselves, we dont have to care about what people think about us. We do what are happy with. Gay people have the rights to love people like straight people, their love is just as beautiful as other kind of love. I hope someday will come soon before we know it. We should always, celebrate the freedom to love and 377A shall be no longer. See you guys at PinkDot'13 . Next year, it will be bigger and better. LOVE !

Bora.

Bora! Yoon Bora. The rapper of the group. she is born on the January 30, 1990, Aged 22. The oldest of the group. When have bangs(hairstyle) she look almost alike to Hyorin. I can say that she is one of a kind.

Anyway, i just got home from airport. Went there with Christopher to randomly walk, Airport is not a bad place to be actually. i got a straight bus back home from there which is good. Tmr got another event. Shall finish my POA homework tmr afternoon before i go out at the evening, Going to Attend pinkdot :) CELEBRATE THE FREEDOM TO LOVE. Gonna Take photos tomorrow. hehe. Okay till here peeps. Good night!

Hyorin

Hyorin, The Leader of the group. My bias. She's born in January 11, 1991. 5 years older than me, her real name is Kim Hyo Jung. Hyorin is her stage name. She is really really strong, She is born as a premature baby. She had to go through a 10 hour long surgery because her Bile was unable to be passed through her intestines, which eventually damaged her liver. Although the chance of surviving the surgery is low but she made it. MY IDOL ^^


Back to me, School today was really tiring. But im really happy that i am texting with you for the whole day. After you told me what happen to you from P5-sec2, i feel really guilty not to make the effort to stay by you when you needed someone. Girl, im glad you dont cut yourself anymore. PLEASE DONT BE STUPID. Gonna try to help you in your maths if i can. Make you do well in N levels. Hope you trust me, one day. Just one day, i'll make you mine and go back to how we once were when we're P4. Sleep well. 

Loving you.

Baby, i'll be loving youuuuuu. Loving you from Sistar. My favourite girl group. Firstly was SNSD by nah, now they are heading towards JPop. i still prefer KPop. oops. Sorry SNSD. but i still love you. ^^ Anyway Sistar! I love their songs, Always very catchy. Shady girl, So cool, Alone, push push, Loving you etc. Oh god. They always have sexy dance and very catchy songs.  For those who havent hear the song, Heres the link. Loving you-sistar. Listen already and tell me how you guys feel about the songs. The next 4 blog post, the photos will be from sistar, introducing who are they first. Bye guys take care.

Productive day.

This is just the second day of school an I'm already beat. Back pain due to the thick file I need to bring back and fore. Butt pain cause sat too long. But i Remember this phrase. " I'm not tell you it's going to be easy, im telling you not it is going to worth it. " the end of the year, it's me who benefited from these, really tired out that I got no energy to even think of you. You're no longer in my heart, my brain is too tired to think. I think you'll be out soon. Text me only when you need something. Can't even think how to do Maths just now when with Christopher. Although he has lots to do but he didn't manage to finish all. I think. Sorry! If you're reading this. Thanks for being with me just now. :D ^^ okay. I'm turning in. Leaving you guys with this photo