Tears flow.

Tears fall like water tap, but its worthless now. No matter how much i cry for you, you are already used to it, You got no special feeling for me crying. Karma i guess. :D but its good, cause you're moving on. i am happy for you. Your sentence that said that feeling for being boyfriends are no longer, I stun and feel that its dumb for me to be still holding on to this torch for you. Gonna extinguish it myself. I am gonna let myself off one day from homework,friends and stuff just to re-visit places we went and refresh and reflect, One last round of the big day off and i shall forget about the feeling i once had for you, For now, we're still friends. If fate really allow us to meet and fall in love once again, it would be the day when i set myself free for a day to re-discover places. The first place i would re-visit is marina. The place where we sat down with water behind us and took photos. Another would be Henderson wave. My first time been there, with you. on our 1st year. Hugging you today on the bed for the last time, makes me think of all those times at night where we hug to sleep and waking up to see you sleeping with a pig face. Funny,cute and mine. i remember telling myself that i found someone who is able to live my entire life with. But i did a big mistake which makes us who we are now, i regretted but, its too late. :) Loving someone can also mean to let them go and find their own happiness. Yes LuoGuoHao, i still fucking love you. But after the day i set myself free, i guess i no longer will. But if fate decided to bring our love back, i would open my arms wide enough to embrace you, welcome you back to my arms,my bed and most importantly, my life. Dont worry about me, i wont cry anymore. too much tears for the past two days, enough is enough. im done with. If only, i can hear you say " I Love You" again. i will tear like some mad kid, but nah. you wont. no longer will.