I've learnt to grow from this. You dont care. You dont mind. You dont love. You are mean. You are diffferent. I no longer care. I no longer mind. I no longer love. I had to be mean. I had to be different. You want it to end then i respect you. If not hearing and not seeing you could let the 1 year feeling fade, i will. Since you want it to fade so badly. I cried. in front of Alan. I feel so weak. I CRIED AGAIN WHEN I WATCH THE VIDEO. I had no choice to delete all our memories all together along with the videos. So that i wont think of them ever again. I still cant believe instead of being touched.. you asked me not to disturb you. You.. turned.. so.. scary...
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